i've been praying to god
even though i question his existence
but i need something
someone
to call upon
sometimes
i had avoided him for a long time
refused to acknowledge
any truth in the
actuality of a god
and i am still skeptical
but there is a comfort
in feeling a bit spiritual
and it is nice knowing
that there may be someone
something
that's watching out for me
even if it is myself.
this is not meant to offend anyone, so please don't crucify (sorry, but it fits) me for my opinions and beliefs, or lack thereof.