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  Jun 2014 Sam Kirk
Rebecca Durrett
Living in the darkness
Sighing in the night
Wanting it to go away
Wishing for the light

Everything is broken
Everything is trashed
Everyone was looking
Watching as I crashed

No one could look away
Seeing what I'd done
Watching me in agony
Waiting to see me run

Dying was easy
It felt like home
Darkness is my friend
I knew it all along
  Jun 2014 Sam Kirk
Rebecca Durrett
The reason I go on
is you.
The reason I stay strong
has always been you.
The need to live and carry on
is to keep you happy,
but ever since I messed up
and now he's your reason...
What's the reason to go on?
He has you.
You have him.
I have no one...
Alone and reckless is what I've been
since you found another reason to
Go on
Stay strong
Carry on.
Laying awake at night I can still smell
your perfume and feel your soft hair on my face.
Even though you're gone, you still taunt me.
He was better than I could ever be,
and now he even makes you happy.
The feelings I had for you are still insanely real.
Baby I love you but don't you see?
If you're with him and not me...
I don't have a reason to
Go on
Stay strong
Carry on.
You've been my dream for so long.
Now I wake to the nightmare where you're gone.
Everything I ever said was true.
You meant to me what I wish I still meant to you.
You're the center of my universe
but now that you're gone?
Spinning out of control; Nothing's balanced.
You were the reason for me to
Go on
Stay strong
Carry on.
But now that you're gone? Well...
I've lost my reason to live so,
What's the point?
Sam Kirk Jun 2014
I've only been camping a handful of times and this is the first we've been in about a year and its very nice and the outdoors is very comforting.  The stars in the sky shine so bright tonight, they remind me of my lovers smile. The bugs chirp and make so many noises it keeps me up, at late hours. The weather is hot and its humid so my hair sticks to my face and I sweat. I have to *** so bad but everyone is asleep and the bathrooms are unbearably disgusting. It took us almost an hour to set the tent up and we had hamburgers and hotdogs for dinner. The bonfire was warm. I can't wait to get out and go swimming in the lake later. Camping is alright.
This has no purpose really just felt like getting thoughts out..
  Jun 2014 Sam Kirk
Andrew Durst
Maybe we can kiss the sky
until the sun sets and fall
like ashes into the ocean
from burning up in the
sunburst colored atmosphere.

and as steady as
   the sky
        the stars,
             the sun and
                     the moon.
I swear my heart will beat for you.
Feeling a flow.
  Jun 2014 Sam Kirk
Andrew Durst
I want to be your
favorite song
on the B-side
of and old record.

                And I want to
    inspire you
to tap your feet.

                  The same way you
make my heart thump
         in an off-tempo beat.
Enjoy the random flow
In a good mood so why not.
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