You could do
Whatever you wanted to me.
And I'd still come back.

Best friends don't
Date each others
Past loves.

I need you.
I need you so much.
You are where my self worth is,
Where my happiness starts.
Where my sadness ends.
You make me feel
Alive
In the best of ways
And when I'm not around you
I feel
Dead.
Don't you understand?
I need you.
For everything good in life.

Not too fat
But not that ****
A normal sized ***
And normal sized *****
Regular bottle blonde
And normal feet.
Kind of large thighs
And my arms are larger
Than I want them to be.

Everything about me
Is
Forgettable.

I promise I'm trying
To be perfect skinny
Like she can
To make my ***
Perfect like she can
To roll my hips like she can
I promise I'm trying
To make your jaw hit
The floor
Like she can.

Another drunken hook up
With a person I know all too well
Another "can't do that again"
And regret burning in my chest
I wish Friday night would
Rewind
Hell, I wish
May 27th would rewind.
I need her, ******!
I need her.

How many times
Can a heart be broken?
When will I feel loved?
When will she stop hurting me?