i just want to be loved
.
by
.
you

up above the hill i stand
staring at the moonlight
sighing about how good my life should be

never ending thinking about the past
for i am here
sinking in the world you gave me

never found a way
to let things go
to let you go

loving the hurt that you gave
the scars that i take
breathe me in into dark of the light

for i am here
keep sinking
in the beautiful ego that you gave me

would i ever knew
a winter in the summer
when the sun hidden beyond the mind
secretly sneaking under the springs

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i can't resist
things that implies to you
my heart won't stop arguing
mind won't stop imagining
can't even differentiate
between whose and who
and how it had been
and what it should be now

an emotional materials are good for mental life
good for the heart

i won't stop forgiving
accepting
praising
helping
keeping
and be a blessing for people around

for i believe
**a small kind of gesture
is like a big hero for some people in need

now my eyes were wondering
how things were left behind
how it happened
and what the tomorrow will bring next

i open my heart to it
waiting for the next adventure
can't wait for the new chapter
for i knew it has begun

to what my life could be
and who'll be in it
who'll support me
who'll hold my hand to the end

and to see how good my life will be
and to be grateful for everything
that God had written