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 Aug 9 star
Liana
I just changed my HP description thing
From female to gender questioning
I don’t know why the hell that’s so scary
But yesterday
I really did not feel like a girl
As if I don’t need more this is also stressing me out a bit lately. I’ve been feeling like I’m not really fully a girl some days more than others and I am already part of this community and I love it but it’s still scary and I just didn’t like seeing the F next to my username yesterday so I changed it. I took a quiz and it says I’m girlflux which sounds about right but I don’t know. So yeah idk ahhhhhuhsjninkjskjnsjknskjns. I’m trying to convince myself this is nothing but it’s been harder to do lately
 Aug 9 star
Liana
Scared
 Aug 9 star
Liana
When people enter my room now
I corner myself to the edge of the bed
And get ready to cover my ears
Like a scared dog
And scared dogs
Aren’t scared of everything because they’re wimpy
They’re scared because they had to be

Even when people get disappointed
The child cries because he didn’t get to pet it
The owner looks at it with pity
But the dog feels it mist continue

though not violent
It will bark
And though not in danger
It will whimper

Not because it’s wuss
But because they can’t truly trust everyone
After their first owner
After those horrors
No one it’s at the back of its cage
Scared
 Aug 9 star
Mira
mystery
 Aug 9 star
Mira
there is a hush
a silence of breaths
as the music dies

huddled voices huddle
troubled voices are more troubled
laughter dies and enters echoes

but how can there be
such a tragedy
the DJ's fall a mystery
its ****** on the dancefloor of course!
 Aug 9 star
Mira
question
 Aug 9 star
Mira
?????????????????????????????????
?            you've changed               ?
           they say            
?                                                ­       ?
but they dont
question
?                        why                       ?
?????????????????????????????????
change is normal, they say
as they belittle your struggles
 Aug 9 star
eliana
Dark
 Aug 9 star
eliana
In the black of night
not a twinkling light in sight
he shone as bright as the sun
too bad we were on the run

Had we not witnessed the death
not heard the last breath
we would be enjoying the party

But his mind was too preoccupied
too mystified
by the mysterious woman
consulting the doorman

Have you ever heard 'curiosity killed the cat'
boy you should have hid behind your hat
you were the guest
now your part is the test

You are ****** for all eternity
because of your naive mentality
so run you little lab rat
your being chased by the cat
 Aug 9 star
eliana
Who Am I
 Aug 9 star
eliana
I try to be the good girl,
The girl who has it all together,
But I'm not.

I'm the girl crumbling into pieces trying to find herself,
The girl who isn't sure who she is but knows what she has to be,
But that isn't the real me.

The real me wants to escape from that trapped box of everyone's expectations.
It seems impossible.
I want to find me.

But it seems to be the hardest thing that can be.
Who I am is up to me, but you see,
No one seems to understand that part of me.
Being a teenager is hard; you go through so many life-changing situations that change a lot about you. The whole time you go through these things you're trying to find who you really are. This explains how I feel trying to find myself and trying to escape everyone else's expectations.
 Aug 9 star
eliana
HOW
After all these years
After all these  years.
HOW
Do I still feel the same
HOW
After all these years
After all these  years.
NOTHING
Nothing has changed
I almost forgot I was always messed up like this
I wonder
HOW
Have I managed to drown
DROWN
The voices
The pain
HOW
HOW
After all these years
After all these  years.
HOW
Do I still feel the same...
 Aug 9 star
ac
i’ve been telling myself that ive been good for months
i think just pushed it all down
six feet in the ground
and it’s digging itself up right now
i keep staring into the abyss
wondering what im even doing with my life
i sleep to much or not at all
school started monday and im already behind
i wake up, do my make up, and im already exhausted
i say hi to the girlfriend of the guy that im in love with
the same guy i get “reminders” of
i’m torn because he’s not C
but C is everything to me
perfectly
but right now i kinda want to be lonely
what is happening?
read my poem “reminders” and you’ll get the reference
idk what’s happening rn bro
but smth ain’t right
 Aug 9 star
eliana
My Curse
 Aug 9 star
eliana
I've been blessed with this curse to put my thoughts into words
Yet it feels like I'm heartless as i put my heart into this verse
These words tumbling around and round
Never making sense as they beat me down
Curses from blessings
Yet the pain that I've gained from
This game called life
This pain that'll cut sharper, harsher, deeper than
Any Knife
A pain called lessons derived from
These sticks and stones that mold me
Shinning a brighter than bright light for the world over to see
Yet over and over again like Autumn i
Shall fall
Tripped up and caught up in these
Words that i say
Even as they torment me from day to day
I showed you one side now I'll show you the other
As these miscellaneous thoughts branch off to the deepest depths of my mind
Showing a darker side yet to be revealed
Yet has yet to be sealed properly
Trust me when i say I'm offering this once in a life time chance more rare than winning the lottery
To show what has plagued me
From a day to day basis
 Aug 9 star
Lyle
Fake
 Aug 9 star
Lyle
You always look so happy though!

That’s fake
That’s fake
It’s fake
It’s fake
Fake
Fake
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