Cover me up in your mess and i'll sew you a new suit,
Entangled between your pursue of anxieties,
Feed me with your sins, I shall mercify them,
Throw me your tantrums as I'm your only escapade,
Strip off your soul not your clothes, cause i wish to ****** with your beauty,
Your burdens are heavier than mine, because mine was only to love you.

You cared.
You listened.
You understood.
You sincerely did all three.

That's all I ever needed.

Its funny how they say ;
" Im your other better half", we complete each other.
What if all along I was just your ...
" insignificant half ".......that completes you, but not "US". ?

Oh demon
Why do you putrify the living souls?
Why do you scare the wits out of the innocent?
Why do you behave so uncanny?
What are you exactly?
Why do you instill fear and than cast away goodness and then dissapear leaving the job of punishment to God?
I wonder if I should purify my idea of your existence?
Or shall I just resent to your self-amusing foreplay of lust,ego,anger and greed.
Oh demon
Why can't you just stop trying and stop messing with the lives of the living.
We are not slaves of your treachery.
We dont want to live under your spell of wickedness and darkness.
Oh demon,
If you're here for a solid purpose, then Why am i still searching for answers?
If you're here for a reason ,then why are there lost souls?
If you're here to create balance between the good and evil,the wrongs and rights.
Then why is our world still chaotic?
Oh demon
What mischief have you set for us in the future?
I am worried.
I fear for something I can't even be sure it exists.
Oh demon
I fear you.

I want to die soon and go to the moon,
remember the spring and forget the june,
there is no fragrance in life and no reason to live,
I m leaving soon so please forgive,
the dusk is separating from the dawn
and there is nowhere to run,
living this ugly life has no any fun,
I want to die soon and go to the moon,
live in the dark and forget the noon.

How shall I begin?
You caught my eye the first time i met you in the cafe.
We were playing cards, everything about you just fascinates me.
Your hair? Haha. No mainly your personality intrigued me. Alot.
Your intelligience made me inferior. I liked that.
Sometimes I wish you knew how much of a unique gem you are to everyone around you.
You forget how special you are in the eyes of those who care for you. You're selfish. You're just a lost soul. Drowned in your delusional sadness. I'm so mad at you.
Most importantly I wished you knew how much you meant to me.
I know I'm a reckless rebel,I say brutal honest things which hurts everyone.
But ...
I'll fight and keep fighting for friendships If i mess it up.
Need i explain myself why?
Because I know the pain of losing someone that is irreplaceable.
Why wont you push away your ego and wipe out the misunderstandings we had?
How could you just push me aside so easily and forgetting what this friendship meant to you?
I apologise,maybe Im the only one who felt this way. All along.

Would you please give me another chance?
Because I miss what we shared. I miss our bond. It was special.
I promise it will be worth it.

I see you.
Yes, you reading this.
I see you even when no one else can.
I see you.