To you I say never
I will use you forever
I know what your about
I will take you out
And show you around
For you I have found

Acknowledged
The mans dream
It's what makes a man seam
He is completed
If not acknowledged an artist feels deleted
Somewhat cheated
If acknowledged your emptiness is depleted
Just don't be too conceited

I can't turn you off
They keep me agitated
Most have to do with things I created
I think of a video game
Something wich I consider to be lame
I am overwhelmed
These thoughts for a while I have held
The thoughts of love have taken over
I can't stop thinking of the person I love
Which is driving me insane
What's her next step going to be
Please someone have her bring the answers to me

Neck pillow
Life would be perfect with a neck pillow
Just sit back and chill
Relax
Let your neck feel no pain
It might feel like its on a chain
But it'll feel comfortable
That's one of the most sought out goals in my life
To have no strifes
To chill
Not always have thrills
Sit back watch the world go by
Get up and create
Get up and debate
But in a mellow way
With a neck pillow on, I say

I'm searching for the words
Words that hold
A power
To create and innovate

Listen to the clock
Tick tock tick tock
Now listen to me talk
Tick tock tick tock
You I've got on lock
Like a ship attached to its dock
Tick tock tick tock
As the hands move
Life is brought to a doom
As the hands move
Life starts to bloom
Tick tock tick tock
Patience is key
And soon you will come to me

"If freckles were lovely,
and day was night,

And measles were nice and a lie warn’t a lie,
Life would be delight,—

But things couldn’t go right

For in such a sad plight
I wouldn’t be I.


If earth was heaven and now was hence,

And past was present,
and false was true,

There might be some sense

But I’d be in suspense

For on such a pretense

You wouldn’t be you.



If fear was plucky,
and globes were square,

And dirt was cleanly and tears were glee

Things would seem fair,—

Yet they’d all despair,

For if here was there

We wouldn’t be we."

How I feel
I need somebody to peel the barriers help me become merrier
As I sip on this beer
Down my throat out of my body
I spill the emotions that have got me in a motion
gesturing questioning
countering the ideals
for the motion I feel
Is that of depression
which has been in repression
I've never been able to make the connection
to the motions I decide to withhold
but with this beer
I sneer
as the emotions come out
infecting this page
showing an age
I have gone through
I've kept these feelings in the cage
to have them all come out in one stage  
one page
I find impossible
to not have them come out I find inevitable
I have the credentials that these emotions will keep coming wave after wave
until I am waterless
is that possible or will I always be this rhetorical?

Time is the only seperation
The only abomination
With time I wish there could be some retaliation

But I know the day will come
I will stare in to those eyes
Oh those eyes
Something I dream for
That is why I implore
Dear scientists oh scientists
Why cant you build a time machine?

Beautiful images of flowers growing
Beauty is what they will be showing
Growing and mesmerizing without knowing
Flowers don't have the brain
To realize life is sun and rain
Water is what they drain
Take a look as they grow
This will serve to show
Flowers, beauty is what they portray, they are so full
Do not consider them dull

Nature is beautiful
Flowers are irrefutable

Don't look at this page
You will be petrified
You will age
You will be terrified
Mortified

You can't hide it's too late
You can't remove the eyes
Or even give cries
The effect is that of medusa
You are stone you can't move
Don't try and disprove
You want to finish
Possibly give this many tries
Yet little do you realize
It's only your eyes moving
Cruising
Don't worry your heart is still beating
Your still breathing
But your veins are filling with stone
Help you won't find on the phone
Petrifaction is what is occurring
Vision will soon be blurring
Your mind is probably stirring
No worries I will help
Remove eyes from page before it's too late

I hate you
Just look around,
Nature is being destroyed
Happiness is hard to find
Unfairness between nations
Equality is unheard of in certain nations
It is hard to maintain relations
Arrogance exists
Money exists
Unethical decisions is what insists,
I see the damage

I see the remedy
Humanity I love you,
Just look around,
Art
United Nations
Science
Psychology
Motivation
Improvement exists
That’s the only reason love is.

Thoughts which give eternal freedom
Are what you need to think of
In the situation I am in
To enjoy these thoughts is the first step
To make these thoughts reality is the second step
I need freedom
I dream of it
I need responsibility
I need a new teacher
A teacher
A teacher wich will show me a path
A path in which will shine me the truth

Truth is what I need
Its what I dream
Its been in the shadow
Its going to come out
Once it does
Once the teacher comes
Once the light shines
I will learn what I need to know

That’s when freedom will hit
This day is going to come
Whenever the teacher feels its right
To strike
I will be a happy man
I will become a man

Will Leo ever be what society considers a man?
Who knows
I highly doubt it
We will see
We will see

Listen to the words I say
Bad thoughts you keep at bay
You make me feel high all day
Talking to you every three hours
I usually talk to you before going to the shower
Your somewhat of an addiction
And in my life you've caused some friction
But in the end i know you so well
As soon as you enter the room, you I can smell
Once you caused me to fall
But now I'm standing tall

Reader you must come to an understanding
Mary Jane is who I am demanding
Not forever and ever
Because to her one day I will say never

A poet which uses resources
A poet that is limited
A poet which you should consider special
If he is able to do what poets with experience do
Move you, take your attention and show you
The lessons, the beauty, the depression, and the inspiration
That this world brings

Money trees is the perfect place for shading
A shade so tempting
Which will bring a satisfactory life
It will end many strifes
The shade will keep me relaxed
Keep me intact
Protect me, save me, reseruct me
It might destroy me
Tempt me in doing the unethical action
That will cause a domino reaction
And end up in my destruction

When your head is nice and clear
In the morning there is nothing to fear
You create memory's which you hold dear
For everything is awakening

What amazes me is the clearness
It brings me some queerness
There is a lot of quietness
It is gorgeous

Morning is most enjoyed outside
Once you leave your house you won't abide
You hear many creatures
You are one with nature
Certain people mature
When in this isolated state
You feel great

The path I have followed,
Creativity has started to flow
Yet, my view on people is hollow

You've seen me grow
You know still I've got long ways to go
I'm only eighteen
A lot I haven't yet seen

A genius I have been
Long ways I've already gone
But I must move on
Can't depend on one event
It would make me a lazy fool

I'm still so young
Maturing has to be done
Just look at my face
For adulthood there is no trace

I'm taking it day by day
I'm ready to take the world on is all I got to say

honestly woman
Im a pretty normal human
The thing is I don't really happen to be aware
For I truly do care
A lot of  people read my poems
But what matters is that you get the messages
:)

I know I've been knotty
I know I'm no hotty
But girl I don't want to ***** this up
I said I'd do certain things
Unfortunately My word I've not been able to bring
I hope you  come even though I've been smoking
All I want to do is some toking
All I want to do is relax
I need to hear your opinion
I'd choose you over a super fine legion
I want you to know
That I've still got to grow
Smoking has been helpful
Please don't make my decisions dreadful

Food
With you I get in a better mood
You can leave me with dismay
But this is what I say
Food in my plate will not stay

As I sit back and get lifted
I get shifted
My thoughts I keep listed
I've got to wait long
That's why I keep hitting the ****
I know nothing will go wrong
Man, mentally I feel so strong

life is crazy
Might as well get hazy
Relax in the transition time
Commit no crime
I'm just trying to enjoy life

The things I'll do for love
I'll be transformed into a dove
Ill fly sky high
Days will zoom by
I will feel free
Wow...
My love will be next to me

Moving is what shows images
Images that will stay in you
Create you
Experiences that relate with you
Depress you
Enlighten you
Show you
Reality is various

Curious
Is what moving makes you
However, for me these enlightening images are few
This I don’t know if true
Inspiration is hard to find
This I consider a crime
Moving, is one of the most effective way
To find inspiration and portray

All my life I've been waiting
Now I'm starting to do some debating
Are your even real?

If distance didn't exist
We'd probably be ******* right now

At this moment I can't fall a sleep
I feel like a heap
I want it
But I can't obtain it
Close your eyes they say
And keep your thoughts at bay
It's is hard for me to do
For I have been blasting music in to my ear
I should start trying to keep myself more clear
And try and keep my ears safe for they are dear
All I want to do is shut my eyes
And end this reprise
I need to maintain a sleeping rhythm
And start to think of sleep as an exhibition
For I got to practice and end my minds retaliation
With practice I can sleep with ease
And this problem will cease

Need somebody to take me out
Show me what I'm all about
What I'm meant for

I need someone to implore
Tell me that I'm going to be fine
And show that I am someone you can adore

I know I have to follow a line
That in the end will cause me to shine
I need somebody to bring me through
Make me feel right
I have so many troubles in my mind

Who would live there?
Mountains I see
From the top down
Roads I see
Houses, I do not see
For from all the way up here they are too small to see

Are the places I am looking at even places where they'd be?
I see vast mountains
Not towns in sight
By the way I'm on a flight

Nature is all I see
But roads
Roads
Roads the only trace left by man
Thus meaning there must be someone living
Someone breathing
The vast air of the mountains
But why?
There are no stores
No shores
No neighbors
Why you ask...
To be one with nature
To mature
To be in isolation from society
That is how it be

Hold me back
For control is what I lack
Addictions I consider to be whack
Dependence on something is wrong
You must be able to be strong
Not be controlled
It feels like a chain putting you on a hold
To remove the chain help must rain
With help you might go through some pain
But in the end you will have a lot to gain