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I Smiled For You

You're just another one,
another one of them guys,
You just want to hurt me or you don't realize,
It doesn't take a blind girl to see through your lies,

I hurt myself for you,
I cried my tears for you,

You cut my heart open with the sharpest knife,
I bled and fell into my pool of blood,
You tripped me over,
I had to force myself to stand right up

Now my arm is burning,
just like fire,
and all my years are yearning,
Go AWAY
but don't leave me...
I want to **** you right now,
But instead I turn against myself,

The alcohol in you clearly hasn't dried out,
because you are so drunk, consciously in and out,
and you leave me,
hanging... dripping with doubt,
My heart has turned inside-out,

I hurt myself for you,
I cried my tears for you,
and now..
and now..

I WANT TO FORGET
EVERY LONE MOMENT,
I WANT TO FORGET
THE TIMES I SMILED FOR YOU!

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
Peace<3~
Sleepless

Slowly swinging one side,
No this side now, On my bed,
Twirling, twisting like the inside of my head,
No air, Pressure, smokey lungs,
Nothing good for me for breakfast,
Just chocolate chipped buns,

Looking outside the wind is wild,
the clouds look rainy, grey and mild,

Your pit bull of an ego mauled my heart,
and now I am left with ever lasting scars,

I try to make my wishes with prayers and stars,
and ritualistic voices giving me numbers from four to one,
In these empty skies there is no sun,
Just little girls like me searching for one,

And as they blow around,
These city leaves,
I realize I still haven't had any ******* sleep.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged: 14
Peace<3~
Are you tired of living in the hood?
Looking around only to see this "flawless" generation getting up to no good?
Are you tired of losing?
Have you been betrayed?
Have you got bags under your eyes because you stay up too late?
Well I tell you this, I do,
I've got a lot on my plate,
Just like you,

Do not judge what your eyes perceive,
No one wants to be judged, certainly not me,
Cos when you look around what do you see?
Do you see love? Nature? Trees?
OPEN YOUR EYES and your ears,
You need to listen, you need to hear,
I am simply a messenger,
I am not GOD,
But this world's turning into an illusion that cannot be solved,

We no longer live in harmony,
That is not what I see when I look around me,

I do not want this earth to die,
She is my mother,
Yours too and yet you peoplr don't even try,

All of you "lost" children out there,
STOP SAYING "Live fast, Die young"
Thats a disguise,
Your trying to hide this horrible truth that has arised,
But if you don't face it!
No one will do it for you!

Our world is dying and while your having a good time dining,
I sit up at night crying,

Because I remember when people had hope,
They didn't give up and they'd simply devote,

The air is filled with car fuels and man-made chemicals,
The trees are chopped made into money,
But we lose because those trees are our filters,
As important as our lungs,
But all you people care about is yout money and your guns,

I want children and so will mine,
I wish they'll be able to breathe in a world that is FINE,

Nowadays children are robots to the system,
Controlled by the media and placed in their position,
Goggle eye'd to the television,
Stuck in a generation growing up too fast,
Only to notice that we're not gonna last,

We're breathing in dirt every day,
The moon is drifting further away,
As for the chemtrails they spray and spray,

And YOU governments sit and have the guts to say,
"Why are so many children today comitting suicide?"
Well MAYBE its because they believe,
Victory's on the other side.


By Larna Kourtis
Aged 14
Peace. ***
Where Shadows Never Fall

  Through the door to madness,
  A girl sits at her desk with open hands,
with the bulb as her witness,
On the ceiling it hangs,

While the girl sits wondering,
"What am I to do"
She hears a voice in her head mumbling,
"It's Right in front of you",

So she opens the first page of her little empty book,
and picks her favorite pen,
She writes about old fashioned dispute against the raging men,

She mesmerizes of a time of war and despair,
and with emotions that hang on,
she knows she was once there,

For these spaced memories are riddled inside her head,
She remembers seeing her body,
Her soul hovering over just to see,
that her body was dead,

As she writes she reminisces of a time she was flying in the hallows,
surrounded by spirits of all,
Lurking around where shadows never fall.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
AKA: LkSkyFlyRose
Aged 14

2014
October 11th
Saturday
Written by Larna Kira Kourtis or should I say;Written by a ****** girl haha ';)
In the shadows hides his weapon,
In the shadows he's nothing more than a long black hooded cape,
Kids walk by convinced that their imagination is playing scary games,

But when all is lost and death dwells near,
Shaking old men do fear,

Waiting for the sirens of death to ring,
And the puppets of war to get pulled by their strings,

When the city and it's people with it have died,
It's interesting to know that,
Death survived.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
AKA: LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 14

2014
~5th October~
Thanks for reading :)
I sit patiently while my life ticks by,
It's almost like I've been in a waiting room for my whole life,
It is my fault,
No one else's but mine,

You see me as a victim to time,
Because I've just been staring at the clock waiting for my life to fly by,
I wanted to grow up too fast,
And now I see my childhood is going past,

All the time that I look at my reflection,
The more I don't recognize the person staring back at me,
I'm getting older, changing by the days,
I'm just left wondering what has happened to me,
And I wish and wish hopelessly,
that someday maybe I'll be able to just be....
Cause' time is ticking and it's chasing me.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
AKA:LkSkyFlyRose
Aged: 14

2014
~5th October~
thanks for reading! :)
Perfect Imperfection

My eyes are brown and big,
But darker than a twig,
My nose is flexible,
But it goes red in the cold,
My skin is sweet and gold,
But I've got spots and moles,

My lips are soft,
Like a rose~
but scarred at the left side,
I used to want to hide,
because I felt so ugly,
on the outside,
but I knew inside I was a perfect imperfection,

My anger is just !toxic,!,
Like a snake with venom,
and I tried to bleach my acne,
With CUCUMBER and LEMON,

I put on too much make-up,
Because I saw IMPERFECTION,
I thought I wasn't worth it,

Anything GOOD would throw me DOWN,
I was so NEGATIVE,
like a crying CLOWN,

But things are getting better now,
because I see how,
I've got perfect imperfections,
and everyone can see me smile,
But I am only human,
So I'll cry every once in a while,
even when I feel truly happy,
And wilder than the wild.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 14
~Peace~
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