I'm not this emotional, depressed girl
Not a suicidal sorrowful girl either
I'm a girl who is dealing with my past
The best I can, and maybe my past isn't that bad
Maybe it's not something to dwell on
All I know is that it's affected me
And I'm dealing with it one way or another
Idk sometimes I think my past isn't all "that bad" and that I've had a normal life, but then again I mean from what I hear people tell me the things I've been through aren't really normal. How am I supposed to know idk. Maybe I'm sad and affected for no reason, maybe what's happened is normal after all and I'm just pitifully not coping with it. I really have no idea and it bothers me.