Here I am, once again, back to this place, back to the start

hating myself, again and again

I don’t need you to tell me that I’m not good enough

because I remind myself everyday

thats what makes me moving forward

but I can’t help when it hurts me

I’m moving backwards

again and again, back to the start

please don’t tell me that I’m not good enough

because I don’t want to be in the corner

once again, **back to this place

I saw you, somewhere, somewhere

I knew it wasn’t a dream

you were there, I swear

I see you, somewhere, somewhere

I know I’m not dreaming

you are there, I swear

I will see you, somewhere, somewhere

I know it won’t be just a dream

You will be there, I swear

*Because It’s true, you know its true.

those feet were walking slowly

head bowed to the ground

nobody understands

living in black and white

how does loneliness feel?

numb

              stiff

those feet are running

suddenly light radiates its colors

I'm stunned

       I can't follow, I can't keep the light

the loneliness, it's like night breeze

leaves and trees, the moon comes and goes

but those feet keep running away from me.