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Kelsey Rhoads Feb 2017
I write about you
All the time
I wish you'd read it
Just to see how much I care
But at the same time
I would be so terrified
That you
The one and only
My dream girl
My beautiful darling
Would deny me
If you understand, im sorry. Stay strong friend.
Kelsey Rhoads Feb 2017
Can no one see this smile I'm faking,
See how, inside, I'm constantly shaking?
These people all claim they know me well,
Yet no one can see through my crumbling shell?

"I'm fine", I whisper, my sadness unknown,
They leave me to deal with this anguish alone.
I've hidden behind this wall most of my life,
I've managed so far, I've dealt with my strife.

Watching as, slowly, my blood leaks away,
It helps to keep life's true horrors at bay.
I pull down my shorts to cover my hurt,
For approaching footsteps, I'm on the alert.

I guess my pretense is just all too real,
No one has to know of the pain that I feel.
The real me inside, where no one can see,
I can fool everyone else, why can't I fool me?
If you understand im sorry. Stay strong friend.
Kelsey Rhoads Feb 2017
Speak earth
And bless me with what is richest
Make the sky flow honey out of my hips
Rigid as mountains
Spread over a valley
Carved out by the mouth of rain.
And I knew when I entered her I was
High wind in her forests hollowest of times
Fingers whispering sound
Honey flowed
Oh how the honey flowed I tell you
From the split cup
Impaled on a lance of tongues
On the tips of her *******
On her navel
And my breath
Howling into her entrances
Through lungs of pain.
Greedy as a child I am
I swing out over the earth
Over and over again.
If you understand, i'm sorry. Stay strong friend.  
Be whom you want to be. Please don't let others choose for you. Your life is your life.. hint hint.. the word 'you' is in 'your'. Go live it *your* way.
Kelsey Rhoads Feb 2017
My  daddy use to tell me fictional stories about the war he had to fight,
He said don’t believe those movies, cause "killing ain’t no pretty sight."
He said "No one is born a hero you just fight to stay alive,
Cause when those bullets start to flying your only thought is to survive."
No matter what people may say, freedom it don’t come free,
And I pray you never see the things that I had to see.
And he said ***, the taste of freedom is a taste worth dying for,
And that should be the only reason to ever fight in those ****** wars.
He talked about his buddies, so many now are gone,
He said I am a lucky one to see my daughter full grown.
So many young men back then were buried where they fell,
You see *** war is not a game it’s a living, breathing hell.
You’re fighting for what you know is right and they are fighting for what they believe,
While mothers on both sides just pray and weep and grieve.
And when they get that letter that says their son will not return,
They say one last prayer for others, Lord will they ever learn.
To say you really hate someone is a truly ruthless thought,
But there are those that feel that way and why these wars are fought.
he said I don’t think there will ever be peace as long as men exists,
Freedom is our gift and we must protect no matter how much they persist.
If you understand, im sorry. Stay strong friend.
  Feb 2017 Kelsey Rhoads
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