I thought you were the one who will shelter me from all the pain, yet you were the one causing of it.
You caused me sadness that even happy things around me can’t make it up for it.

I thought you were my angel who will watch over me and keep me safe, yet you were rubbing salt to my wounds. You give me deep scars that can never be erased.

I thought you were the one for me, yet you were just a lesson that God taught me. You were my happiness but you’re the reason why I’m so broken.

I thought you will be my future yet you are now a past that I must forget and move on. These thoughts made me weak. It took me a while to realized my worth because I loved you.

I thought you love me so much but those are just my thoughts, it will never be real.

You will always be what I thought you were but never will be my reality.

When you build a wall around yourself,
Make sure you make a door.
A door where the person who is willing to enter without knowing what’s behind those walls.

Wait for the person who is willing to build a wall around both of you so you don’t have to keep yours up.

A person whom you feel safe knowing that you’re not alone anymore.
A person whom you can let your guard down knowing he is there to protect you from anything.