I remember this feeling
A scar with no chance of ever healing
My mind is lost
My heart is numb
Here we go again
It has just begun
It starts off small
But it begins to grow
It's when all my wounds
Start to show
I'm not as strong as I'd like to think
In reality I'm incredibly weak
There's only so many times
You can ignore a certain feeling
Before you feel your actions have no meaning

Obligation
Is what enslaves a nation
Into hatred
But it's not what god intended
When we were created
So do what makes you feel good
Do what your heart tells you, you should
So when you lie there reviewing you life
You'll know you did it right

Jealousy.
It's a disease
A painful virus that runs deep
In everyone's mind
It's pulls and tears
The heart apart
And takes over all other emotions
It clouds your judgement
It renders all happy memories
Redundant
So next time it takes control
Remember they have a soul
And they still need you to feel whole

I understand that your now too busy
I understand you don't have time
I don't know if it's because
You know I'll always stay
Or because your not bothered either way
Jealousy is a disease
And it's growing inside my veins
It's flowing through me
Like water into drains
I only want a hour
Maybe even two
Just one more time
To show you I love you

It feels cold as Ice
But as heavy as a rock
It festures in your heart
It plagues your mind
It binds resentment
To your soul
And makes your insides
black as coal
That feeling of lonliness
We've all felt
And we remember the pain
It has dealt

In times of peace sons bury there fathers
But in times of war fathers bury there sons
Because when the rich wage war
it's the poor who die