karma is dead

karma is dead Feb 2014

So is this really it?
This is how it ends
Not even a simple sorry
I couldn't be there my friend
I don't think you realise
What you've done
I don't think you realise
How cold I have now become
I know it wasn't intentional
I just didn't think the last time
We spoke it would be the final
I waited and waited for your return
But the only thing I saw
Was you walking away
More and more
If your reading this
You know who you are
I wanted you to be happy memories
Not a cold resenting scar

karma is dead Feb 2014

What you once were

You know that realisation
When what you once were to someone
You no longer are
When memories starting fading
You heart starts racing
You can't watch them leave
You just want to believe
That what they say is true
When they said they'd never leave you

karma is dead Feb 2014

Why?

Why do I have to tell you I'm not okay
for you to make time for me
Can't you just let it happen?
Why do I have to crumble
Before you even stumble
Onto the idea that I need you
I'm not asking for much
I don't want your 100% attention as such
I just want to feel wanted
Is that too much to ask
You said you'd always be by my side
I wanted to get better I really tried
You choose to ignore the signs of my decay
And sit and wait for the day
Just before it's too late
Why do I have to wait
Before you help me when I'm in this state

karma is dead Feb 2014

Simply

I've thought about this for some time now
How to explain my feelings for you
I could tell you the way your eyes make me tingle
And your smile makes my soul burn flames
Of overwhelming joy
But when all said and done
It comes down to those three words
Used so freely without thought
Used so carelessly without proper reason
But it's not for your outrageously good looks
Or sweetly blessed skin
It's the way you care for my thoughts
The way you I know you'll always be there
And for that I thank you
And for that I will always love you

karma is dead Feb 2014

Happiness

I only wish for nothing more
Then to see you smile
So stay awhile
And you might just find
What you left behind
But remember they were left for a reason
So come next season
Learn from your pain
To try and gain
Happiness

karma is dead Feb 2014

Absence of light

And your the most amazing girl I know
your soul glows in the absence of light
and sparkles in the moon light
So although pain may stream through your blood
I only wish that I simply could
Kiss your pain away

karma is dead Feb 2014

Oblivion

I want to be yours,
So stop shutting all the doors
I'm only trying to be perfect for you,
Because you deserve nothing better
I hate it when you no longer want to be here
Losing you is my biggest fear
When you want to leave the life you live
The worlds floor beneath me
Rapidly begins to collapse
That's when your mind falls into oblivion
A endless pit of treachery , misery and regret
So that is why my mind is set
To remind you of the feelings you felt
When we first met