In my repeating dream I would see you...

me..wandering the street that I grew up on
small town Ohio.  

asking people where to find you
you..waiting at the cul-de-sac ...

I walk one step at a time... slowly
you standing in the sun light
white and the wind swirling
unbelievably beautiful
dancing with children
as they play and run around you
the light playing off the scene
my vision in a movie reel

there come moments even in another world
that change your life...

my heart pounding in my ears
we kiss and hold each other, the picture twirls
and I say ...
"I love you and always have"
you softly whisper, " I know, I have been waiting for you"
the scene twists and turns
my heart pounding .... I wake, eyes wide

20 years later after searching
through many souls
piling hearts on a mound
I found you.

a split second moment
turning to see you
the crowd at a market as chaos brews
caught your beautiful eyes
you caught mine, it all began..

now in this world,
blessed as we are in our beautiful
and ongoing collision.


KT Mar 21, 2014

YOUR path is the right path
you are you from your nose to your feet
crazy you, makes you interesting
don't assimilate be different
standout and swing for the fences
batter's up baby
take a leap of faith
jump
and be you

and i told her i love Her
truth has never been so right
an ever evolving collision

turning toward you...

WE caught ourselves in view
a message eternal
never to turn away
a rip across the stars
forever
you me



KT Mar 19, 2014

The promise of today unfolds

sunshine and blue
yesterday gone
the now eternal
our life in moments
the jewel of existence
this minute
a drop of time
our love our life
our now



KT Mar 18, 2014

The crazy folds right into the sane
peaking its ugly head out
bad complexion hidden

my urge to light myself
flame out overwhelming
making all beauties
ruin every relationship
drink drink drink
fight fight fight
*** *** ***

my life
lots to ghost write
my excuse
human
vivid color
hidden

Think for yourself and no one else
you empower you and no one else
think, act and be true
you will be One
you alone
you are
One

My little boy
you once needed my hand
now days you stand strong and command
little boy
you are a man.



KT Mar 15, 2014

The day is yours.
live it, take it, make it love ..
reach up and grab it..
it's your eternity of now.

In her perfect beauty
framed by a second while meeting her
her will to take her time
my need overwhelming
like a pocket watch ticking slowly
growing louder every second
her lips full of promise
breathing the same air
rhythm beats of her blood pumping
a sight beyond large or small
my mouth needs to wonder through her
she is my air

... to live is to need her



KT Mar 14, 2014

Sunshine bright blinding my eyes
the warmth my body needs you
me only being completed through the core
your loving ease of light creating life
my love of your radiant kiss on my forehead
i am whole through your blessed attention

The man in his revelation prostrates

YOU in Your smiling sharpness
pin point colors of hope
Your soft pull of the inviting
sensitive showing
lining Yourself up

Your singular hidden
forever he thinks but blinded
Your fronted beauty
lips stun him
a whisper writhing
line of Your thighs hold
his decent

hell he chooses like an addict chooses the needle
slithering you devour him
a life ending trapped and swallowed.



KT Mar 13, 2014

I am

you are

in it together

whether we know our names

smile at me when you see me

and I will smile back

peace and love

I'll kiss your lips

and all will be well with our souls



KT Mar 12, 2014

LOVE has conquered
I am Kevin's broken man
my army no longer
my land lost
my soul eaten
I retreat to the mountains
no power and no food
my love lost forever
stolen treasure
no calls returned
vacant lips
empty dwellings
my heart destroyed
man down

My Love
perfect you
beautiful horizon
your skin eternal
perfect foot prints
the unknown eternal
perfect smile of knowing

knowing of what waits beyond
beyond the bend of the earth
the lingering deep longing
endless in its depth of the ocean
my need for you as the sea

I set sail never to return
never to port
never to safety again
the grand adventure
you ....



KT Mar 11, 2014

IF you are going to love me you can't go half way...
you need to cross the line
and go all the way....
I mean you need to commit all the way
hold me down hard
til my skin hurts
no sleep up all night
can't think of anything else
engulfing love

IF you just love me half way...
I'll go to sleep and float away
going out for milk and never coming back
I will forget about you and all the potential
in my head and in my arms
my memory wondering
I'll forget about you
you and me and what was
in my mind



KT Mar 7, 2014

The note is struck
and the game is on....
she is the most beautiful
gentle in touch
look of forever
love
my eyes shuttering with tears
my life drowned in real

THE air is tight but fresh
sunshine bright
leaving winter slowly
life wants to live and comes to

she is there I know somewhere
breathing this air on this planet
I can feel her move
hair brushing my face unseen
the lock in our soul and the touch of her hand

March wind blows and the kite lifts
hope rises and lifts me higher
the field reacts to the waves of wind
lapping at the shores of my core

I walk this morning air
and the future is here

Moments of now
the reality of life
hungry and needing
the beautiful and ugly
eternity in a flower
all encompassed in the beauty
never ending
oneness

LONG before he was born with hope
playing on coasters in the sun
a childhood of adventure and light

his best friend passed
his life in question
his reason lost

haircut bad
wearing pajamas to work
not bathing
and never the same

the lost man
shirt too tight
life not bright
lost in the tide
depression

Adults not too fun
serious and dark
live small and closing
choking the life from the cell
no where to turn maybe a cigarette
or liquid dreams but no where good

God is gone and no light
leaving the world blast off

crazy holding
logic gone
life ebbing
living is anger
til the end

Sunshine falls on me
I reach up and take it all
my heart opens
the moment
I am





KT Mar 4 2014

snow is falling
my heart of the past
the lake froze over two months ago

we walked it when the leaves fell
I couldnt stop kissing you, you holding my hand
laughing the clock ticking down

the snow is two feet deep now
not a sound but the wind pushing me from the past
past the smell of your hair
the catch in your eyes
spring weeks away
new flowers
new love
my legs tangled with the nameless

the sound of new life coming
new hope
new flowers
new love
you with yours
and me with mine

the streams moving free
new growth of the unseen
the unseen is today's hope

my life is not a new story
a love story of our naked humanity
the past, present and the future
colliding in a beautiful painting
living and loving

blessed to live
blessed to feel
blessed to have a spring



KT Mar 1, 2014

To only value goodness in the human being deprives one of perceiving the vast and rich realities of the human soul.





KT Feb 28, 2014

I mourn those that I leave behind
crossing the river
a life on the other side
a new love



KT Feb 28, 2014

As the fields as they are
my love true..
you sprinkled on me

wind sweeping rolling
shimmering you
spring morning
a life accepting

knowing
kissed lips
your skin wanting
the mystery of your  beauty
the fear released
letting go



KT Feb 27,2014

I am my own rampant needs

the true reality of my wanting
reeling in my pool of need

my yearning for you engulfing
I am drowning
water the higher

the lower and closer
I need to swim
but won't

overwhelmed in bliss
ever closer to your soul
wrapping myself in you
tangled in your hair I cant breathe

I am happy in my slow death
a eternity of pleasure
don't save me


KT Feb 26, 2014

WAS shimmering and now
I am losing my mind
though I loved her
yes I did and perhaps still do
I am a leaking boat
sinking slowly
the mist rolling over me
losing my view
losing myself
the light dimming
I am buried by the darkness
the light ebbing away
I am further out
alone and silent
missing her more
missing the touch
missing her enchantment
her crazy
the beauty
I love her
and always will

Life the precious drop of energy
blessed me with you
the light so bright
you are alive
live your life
and me in your light
this moment realized
kiss me
breathe you in
catch a raindrop
ride your body
dropping from exhaustion
a heap of skin and nothing else
riding the stars of the heavens
the perfect you
and not so perfect me

Moments like this are eternity
I sit by myself
the crazy crawling





KT Feb 22, 2014

I came to this point ..
you know that point
when all comes to center  
of books and legends

my life time rolls up
the child no longer
not an adult
I just am
ringing in my ears
the angel winks
I see the light
I want to touch the heavens
this time so strong
my being screaming
my heart exploding
my self rolling
I can touch the moon
you know
all powerful
in leaving form
changing and switching lanes
crossing the river
leading the troops
I have come to IT
the IT of legends
into my own
into the IT
my eyes see all
the spirit rises
I step into the light
I fly


KT Feb23 2014

Clinging the defense rattles
the high and mighty come out
you the mighty
you the arrogant
you the suckling infant
my my how we can change
the very human jump
to separate and be all that
the scramble to make one happy
look down on the low
you are but low
not wanting to know
how smart are you ?
arrogant one
do we need a reminder?

we are fools to think we are more
more than a speck
more than a wisp
clinging to the rocks
the mirage of safety
spitting up on ourselves
the lies

let yourself go into life
the truth
let go of the safety net
be honest to yourselves
you the small can lift up
cling no more my friends
lift past the safety of arrogance
of narcissism and self dilusion

you are better than that
be you
be one
be true


KT Feb 22, 2014

RIGHT NOW is eternity
now of the perfect soul
in its eternity it moves to heights
ever evolving in its light
unencumbered lightness

BICYCLING on a Saturday morning
such as 10 years old
with the here and now
friends and swimming
all that mattered sunshine filling
eyes young and wide
legs spinning water rushing
laughing all the hope

YOU are that soul no matter
its all about the eternal now
you my fresh wide eye friend
the ever evolving is
the moment is here...



KT Fed 21, 2014

Be YOU
beautiful you
its not taught in schools
parents tell you to comply
government wants you
to be a drone and a follower
puppets hanging in death
you have got the power my friends
the power is yours
the power is you
you can be happy
you can make a difference
don't be a follower of others
be a follower of you
respectful of you
your beauty and wit
your foursquare winning self
**** beautiful smart self
kind to the difficult
quick silver mind thinking you
today is yours
and being you
is perfection



KT Feb 19 2014

There comes a time
when clarity is met
my life, my now
my moments in crystal
I see through worlds
hearts, walls and myself
there comes a time
you shake hands with God
and he smiles


KT Feb 18, 2014

Today live happy.
Smile
Laugh
you with your big beautiful eyes
and me basking in your light

You can't file me away
I won't stay put
title of your file
I LOVE HIM
you can not ignore
how we  met
our blood runs the same
all lines drawn
in another time
moon light
your car
cold and raining
laughing with miller
you can't file me away
our blood runs the same