Kaiden

Kaiden Jan 29

"Oh to be loved by a writer"
Someone once said to me,
Not knowing they are.

Being hated by a writer is so much worse tho

(Also, i wanna be loved by a writer ****)

#love #writer

Kaiden Jan 29

Swing

A childish object
Lifting you
Up and down.

The air surrounding you
Like a cold but comforting embrace.
Up and down.

The wind ruffling your hair
Like a loving mother's hand would.
Up and down.

Your only friend
That won't ever leave you.
You leave it first.
Up and down.

I think we left swings too early

#swing #air #child

Jan 25

Vesper

Fat

Sitting
Crying
Wishing less
Wanting more
I can't hide myself anymore
The sweatshirts too small
My body too big

Wishing the hurtful words would stop
Not just from you but me
I feel as if I'm going to pop

Skipping meals
Drinking soda
Eating salad
Having dessert

I tell myself that they don't notice
But I think they do

Kaiden Jan 25

Adults

Adults.
Some are smart,
Yet some are not.
Fighting over their tiny problems,
Killing people,
Just to make a point.
Nuclear weapons used as
Tiny threats,
Childrens use when you steal their toy.
Censoring people's lives,
Because you have the power.

I still can't believe they chose a **** ****** as their president

#deny #defend #depose

Kaiden Jan 25

Untitled

You say that i don't try,
And I'm trying really hard.
Even tho you don't see me cry,
I am falling apart.

I wrote this when i was 12 or 13

Jan 20

Nobody

flashbacks

i'm breathing fast
i'm seeing the past
things i don't want to remember
hit me like a blast

anxiety rising
breath denying
i'm hearing their words
i feel like i'm dying

their words hit me like a stab
i crunch like a crab
that they stepped on
i feel a jab

words bleed out of my chest
as i remember what i don't want to
i'm not ready
wait... just let me

try
to
forget

Kaiden Jan 19

Perfect child

Good grades,

Clean clothes,

Obedient behavior.

Perfect child.

So why do you hurt them so much?

You do everything they want but they still have a problem.

#perfect #child