It hurts knowing,
You don't like me
All these feelings growing
Everything was too easy to foresee

You wouldn't need my presence
I should have been clairvoyant
I won't have to be jealous
Our lives would have been flamboyant

Our fantasised reminiscence
Erased from existence,
There was an obvious difference
The hopes are in evanescence

This poem is a requiem
For our long lost love
An imaginary emblem
Nothing else to top above.

I know you wanted your space,
You said it up my face
No worries my presence will erase
Leaving not even the slightest trace

You never needed me
I'm like a fish in the big blue sea
Unnecessary, Yes I agree
It's the best I could be

I'm useless to you,
If only I knew,
I could make an undo
Then you wouldn't have to ever be blue

Your happiness is mine
Regardless how much it hurts, I'm fine
Even if the truth is malign
Anything to see your smile, it's divine

This can't last forever
Even if we endeavour
The outcome after
Will always end up as never

I guess you weren't the right person
I'd only make your suffering worsen
I've got no purpose
As I'm such a burden

You deserve someone better
Someone more clever
Eliminates all risks of danger
Your one true lover

The emptiest hearts,
Are the heaviest to carry.

Another new year,
But it's still not the same.
I'd rather relive an old year,
One where I can hear you say my name.

I'm always the odd one
Everyone enjoying the fun
I'm alone with my mind lost,
I'm gonna always be the last
Everyone has that one friend
Who they can fully depend
But I'm just a **** loner
Trying to get closer
But as I grew older
I gave up and said this is over.