a letter
full of secrets
kept for a reason
time passed by
but still kept hidden

one day,
i decided to give it to you
the ones who i value
you need to know
that those secrets
were just lies
lies that you believed in
lies that kept us
from growing apart

you proved me
how stupid i am
for trusting you

i trusted you
but now
proving me wrong
makes it more
complicated

i'm out of words
when i'm with you
yet i want to know you
a lot
i want to ask every tiny detail
about you
as if these pieces of you
would actually fit mine

there was you
and there was me
there was once us
but now it will never be

i miss you.
i miss myself too.

for when I hug you
it hurts me to death

knowing these arms
are already chained
to someone else.