someone admires my poems
for you,
someone told me that they admired my poems
for you,
someone appreciated my poems;
every single word
that was meant
only for you,

but then
i remembered
that that someone was
just like
me
to y o u

i remembered admiring
you
i remembered telling you that i admired
you
i remembered appreciating every inch of your existence
everything about you
i accepted
and when i'm near your presence,
how it always seem like a blessing to have you beside me

and so i remembered myself in that position of that someone else who admired and appreciated my poems like i did to you

and how i wished that you felt the same way as i only felt for you

i took one step closer
but you skip twice further
the distance between us
is getting wider
as if it was like an ocean
the deeper we get,
the harder we breathe

A chance to forgive
myself
A chance to forget
what we had
that's all i want
before i leave you
with someone else