what if I love you a little too much,
as if I never knew the pain of loving someone

The thing about depression is that it collapses time,

You find your days blending together to create one endless and suffocating loop,

So you find yourself trying to remember the things that made you happy

But slowly, your brain begins to erase every moment that ever brought you joy

And eventually, all you can think about is how life has always been this way,

And will only continue to be this way

I gave you my all;
in return you gave me shame.
What did I expect from someone who only understands pain?

Your soul is dark and twisted.
Touched by the devil itself.

Your darkness goes beyond those charming brown eyes.
And beyond that beautiful smile which only tells lies.

I'm scarred.
But you don't care,
you never will.

"You gave me the best years of my life", he says.

"You gave me the worst".