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Aug 2015 · 440
Long hair, no cares
Jude Aug 2015
I’m growing my hair out
but its hit that **** phase
middle length
not quite anything yet
I was happy with it
now I think about cutting it
but I think I’d look alright with long hair
This is a metaphor for my relationship
Aug 2015 · 705
exasperated young fool
Jude Aug 2015
my brain is now hardwired
to think anything not instant or under a certain amount of characters is a bore
its not what I’m reading is boring
it’s often unappreciated genius
but the laborious act of doing something that doesn’t have instant reward, gratification and isn't instantly self-serving
I will struggle
and I will forget whatever I read anyway
my memory ***** anyway

I sometimes crave I can eat books
digest their information
I would take a UBS port in the back of my head
so you can upload better thoughts
I hate my lazy self for this but its truthful
all my friends are pseudo-feminists, pseudo-musicians, pseudo-interlectuals
I’m just like them and I cannot remember enough to fight back their low level arguments
I just recognise, sigh and move on

I cannot keep up with the true intellects
and never will
my low paid job will allow me to survive
In a world which priorities are worse than mine
mindlessly carrying on whilst
"The United Nations Food and Agriculture Organization estimates that about 805 million people of the 7.3 billion people in the world, or one in nine, were suffering from chronic undernourishment in 2012-2014”
copy and pasted from 2 minutes of googling
TRUE POETRY
qualitative and quantitative data will show how moronic we all are

The age of idiots, with a few bright lights shining through
I will be a fellow idiot
feeling weak under it all
change is constant but slow
the world is ours and we chose what to do with it
over simplified ideas of a simplified mind
Aug 2015 · 464
Heart b/faker
Jude Aug 2015
I don’t feel like a good person anymore
Especially when I hurt you
that was the last of my intentions
when I first kissed your lips

I’m trying
oh ******* god, how I’m trying to please everyone
and pleasing none
barely myself

I am not ready to love you
like your deserve it
I cannot carry your weight
when it must be shared
I don’t want to disappear
but it cannot go on like this

I just broke your heart tonight
It was never my intention
you say ‘they all leave me’
I leave myself
I loose myself again
bye, well done with this one
****...
Aug 2015 · 492
Pathetic Needs
Jude Aug 2015
I need somebody
When I wake up at night
To do more than, just look into my eyes

I need somebody
who has no hesitation
to tell me I’m beautiful
Or just a good person

Without this person
I struggle for self worth
I struggle for myself

Even though
I know words are meaningless
and repetitive songs, don’t mean ****

— The End —