you're aching, and tragicly breaking.
living your life in dispair.
your praying, and you're waiting,
for someone who doesnt care,
he was never really there.

you're burning, and you're yearning,
for him to come through,
stop wasting all your time on him,
and just start loving you.

yeah, cool. haha. Yeah no, it's cool.
2. soo, I'm sorry. Yeah, Ik it was pushed back another day. Yes, tomorrow, I promise.
3. I don't like you like that. What are you talking about? No.
4. Yeah, no it's easy to put up with you. Yeah. okay. bye.

I'm sorry that I am obnoxious and I ask for a little bit of your time. I'm sorry that I annoy you and I try to make pointless conversations. I'm sorry that I care about you, even when you've given me every reason not to.
2. I'm sorry I didn't kiss you. I couldn't bring myself to. I didn't want to bring myself to that point of opening up and letting my feelings reach surface again. I couldn't do it.
3. I love you. I love the way that you smile. I love how your laugh sounds. I love how enthusiastic you get about some things. I love how you look at me sometimes. I loved that smirk you gave me once. I just love everything about you.
4. I can't take it anymore. I can't talk to you anymore. I have always tried to be your friend, but you constantly make me feel like I am a burden to you and whenever I call you out you say "Oh no, you're fine." But I know you're lying, SO JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH FOR ONCE. I'm sorry that I went out and got a date, but I can't keep having feelings for you. I can't take the emotional heartbreak. I can't do this anymore. I'm done and not sorry at all.

Someone stop me from texting him back.
Please, i beg of your help.
He pulled my heart out of my chest too many times.
Yet i still want him.
I beg for release.
But something keeps me gravitating towards him.
I need to escape.
I dont want to text him.
But i do.
I should just go to sleep before i get involved again.

LITERALLY ALL I WANT TO KNOW IS WHY YOU STOPPED TALKING TO ME ALTOGETHER BECAUSE YOU SAID YOU UNDERSTOOD THAT SINCE WE'RE IN HIGH SCHOOL WE HAVE MIXED EMOTIONS BUT NOW I RECALL THAT THAT WAS BEFORE YOU GRADUATED SO I GUESS SINCE YOU'RE NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYMORE I ******* HATE YOU FOR LEAVING