Too much goin on
Beneath this duck pond
Calm on the surface
Below so nervous

I come off so confident
Oh but if you only knew.

Floating around in my head
Nothing but a Brain Stew.

Making me feel like a Basket Case
I cannot properly interface.

With Mainstream Society

I seem to run cross current
Something almost Abhorrent
Just so slightly different
Not quite a part of this Torrent

Let's get this coaster  Rollin
to my station's dark end.
I'll take you for a  Strollin
to my world of pretend

There will be
            Once you pass
                        Through this glass
     No more me

Trapped in this prison
Two tiny windows, no door
Panic level rising
Cannot take much more

Head pounding that invisible stall
You regret ever trusting me at all
Tricked you much to my glee
"Gotta split, I'll be sure to call"

"Oh, before I go"
"You may want to know'
"To escape that stall
someone else must fall"

"Welcome to my mind"
"I hope you enjoy your time"

These beats thumping
In my chest confirm
My blood is pumping
I begin to squirm

Their message powerful
I hope they never stop
Fading slowly to a halt
My body would drop

Thundering in my soul
Beating of a drum roll
Commands movements
That just make sense

Rhythm in my chest
I move effortless
Heart upon my sleeve
Movement mirroring my feelings

Dancing to this music
These Heartbeat's beats beat
I hope they never **** them
Leaving me bleeding incomplete

I'm glad we made the uniting
Life without it unexciting
I love you so much
Almost like a crutch

Chocolaty cup filled
With peanut buttery goodness
What a dream

But wait there's more
The first has a partner
Another sweet addition

You can have it
On one condition
Let's be like Reeses

Out of a Jeep
Onto his ****
Cute little sh*t looks up
"I fall"

What goes up
Must come down
If you don't wanna fall
Keep your feet on the ground

Sometimes I wanna **** you
Always pushing those limits
Then I remember you're two

So I smile as you jump
Right off the couch arm
Right into mine

Takin wax off this fender
I'm gettin into the beat
This Rag held loosely in hand
I begin to tap my feet

Slidin smoothly across these body lines
Like we're on a dance floor
Groovin to these rhymes

I remember the one instance
we really danced.

Wishing I'd taken the chance
just a little more often.

My body moving rhythmically
I'm twirling you expertly
Through the depths of my mind

I flash back to me and realize
I'm just holdin a Rag
Laughing at how I symbolize
You're a much better dance partner

You looked for my buttons
With nerve and steady pace
Licking my muttons
I loved your sweet-
+Taste-
+Of victim's meat
This you sought in loving me
It helps you to feel complete
I know this-
+Truly-
+Do I miss
The way you made me feel?
My heart filled up with zeal
As I-
+Reminisce-
+About the nights we had
I'm afraid I'll resist
For my health it's-
+Bad-
+For I'm betwixt
A rock and a hard place
Feelings all a mixed
I'm slowly losing-
+Face-
+This simple musing
Like Dexter's DeeDee
BOOM...My la bora tory
T    y   s    a              g
  o    o   o    m        n
          u          u    i
                     ­     s

My Buttons all scattered
My world a tilt-o-whirl
I fade into red
I hate you stupid girl

Sorry for my hasty reactions
I know I blew my top
You only had the best intentions
But Sweets I couldn't stop

Just like a Sour Patch Kid
Sweet, Sour, Gone
I wasn't sure if you did
Ever love me at all

Heat and pressure build
Slowly I am filled
Jostled by my brethren
I can't wait to join them

As it gets more violent
They rumble with sound
Harder to stay silent
Feeling so profound

So close can barely focus
Overcome by stimulus external

Finally it happens...POP...
Surprise, I was a popcorn kernel!!!

Ride and shout like Paul Revere
Inside you is great power
So open up and let go your fears
Evict them from your tower

Up up and away we'll fly
Please come join me in the sky

Rise up and sing
In yourself believe
Shattered is nothing
Escape this pensieve

Under the surface
Perhaps YOU'RE WORTH IT!!!

Predawn hangs wetly in the air
Silently we begin to prepare
Nervous anticipation palpable
Doubts of Will we be capable

A Motley Bunch I agree
But together bound in purpose
We all do a great service
After I am through you will see

Drawn to one another by fate
Willing soldiers one an all
In this battle we participate
A battle for hatred's fall

We arm ourselves with pens
Armour our comrades with words

Wading into the fray
This charge we lead in full force

Bringing light and hope along
I sing this my Battle Song
Join with me Sisters an Brothers
To our cause we must call others

Though we toil day in an out
Our resolve will not waiver
We long to call this a rout
To be for all a savior

Tired an ink stained we remain
A constant vigil we shall keep
Over those longing for final sleep
An they who struggle to maintain

A feeling of purpose an sense
Glad I joined this crew of crews

Thank you brave Army of Poet's Corner
For in you I've found my Muse

A renown and traveled Friend
Reconnoitered with help from the college
Top Secret File: Fountain Of Youthful Knowledge
Curious? You'll find out in the end

Searching patiently then with more fervor
As he continued the sun was replaced by moon
Fading in and out of my stupor
"Don't worry," I heard "We'll find it soon"

I never saw him the next morning
Not once till just after lunch
Then came a shrill scream without warning

When he appeared back on the scene
He carried proudly a jar full of 'punch'
He'd learned the secret of Amphetamine

Hand brushes through blonde locks
Caught
I lose touch with the clock

Ensnared
A victim how long
Body language your siren song

Liquid blue eyes burnt into my soul
Pools drowning me deeper in you

Smiling sweetly
The way only you do
I am further disarmed

Senses raw and walls crumblin
I can't stand how badly I want you
You send my thoughts  tumblin
Wishing all these feelings were untrue

Fear of losing myself to your touch
Evaporates as I see your face
Like a little boy with a crush

Gliding down this asphalt ribbon,
I let my mind wander where
It will
Take me where I want to go,
content and drifting with
No urgency
can catch us here,
eating up pavement at a
Steady pace
keeping me sane,
from the cacophony
I'm denying
this fickle conscience,
the power to control
My emotions
won't  be compromised,
by despair for I have
No worries
as I cruise safely along
This vagabond's meandering highway