When you think
I have forgotten you babe,
then forget
what you are thinking

Its been over a month since you left me for dead.
They ask me how I'm not angry at you.
They don't understand I love you too much to be angry with you.
I still cry too.
Me, the guy who couldn't even cry when my dog died,
The guy who couldn't cry when my friend died,
I cry for you every day.
Now isn't that messed up.
I'm the guy who had no emotions.
I don't know what you did,
But you sure done it good.

It would be so easy to **** myself.
I've gone through every possibility,
They're all so easy.
So why am I still here?
I don't want to be.
What is keeping me here?
I really don't know.

I miss you.
You're the only person I ever loved,
The only person I could actually talk to,
The only person that seemed to care.
You made me happier than I ever thought possible.
You taught me how to have feelings.
You made my life so good I didn't want to go to heaven,
Because I couldn't imagine anything being better than life with you.
We had a future together,
Better than anything I could have ever imagined.

But now that you're gone,
My life is nothing.
I have nothing to hope for,
Nothing to live for,
Nothing to care about.
I waste away my days,
Doing nothing of importance.
All I do is gamble my life away.
I miss what we had, what we were.
I miss what we were going to be.
I miss us, and
I Miss You

I want you back.
I know things will never be the same.
How could they be?
But I don't care.
You're all I had and now I have nothing.
But you aren't ever coming back, are you?

The hardest day wasn't the day we got in trouble for sneaking out.
It wasn't the day you told me what you did with the other guys.
It wasn't even the day we got busted for messing around, and couldn't talk for 2 months.

The hardest day is everyday since you left me.
The hardest day is waking up knowing I lost you,
Knowing some other guy is holding you.
Some other guy is your happiness, your everything.

The hardest day is knowing I will never hold you in my arms again,
Never taste your lips,
Never see your smile.

The hardest day is hating my life,
Telling people I'm okay,
Pretending I don't care.

Everyday without you is the hardest day.

I wish my dreams were reality and reality disappeared.
In my dreams I'm the cool one,
I never mess up,
Its always fun,
There's always an adventure,
I can have a second shot at the same thing,
I can do anything I want,
But most importantly, you came back.
My dreams are the only place where you are still mine,
The only place we are happy together,
The only place I'm not constantly sad.
Too bad,
They are only dreams...