but to be honest sometimes it does.
some days you’ll just get tired sending messages, chatting with her,
receiving hugs and kisses virtually, seeing her on the screen.
some nights you’ll feel **** cold and lonely without having her near.
sometimes you’ll just get tired loving someone miles away from you.
you can do nothing but to wait.
wishing her near and constantly missing her.

they say LDR is cute and sweet.
I don’t know, I feel like being in a LDR is torment.
yes it’s sweet, receiving letters, and talking almost 24/7,
constantly reminded that you are loved, that she love you no matter what.
but I guess it’s sweeter having her near,
you can just stop talking and just enjoy each others silence.
hearing the words of love and seeing her eyes do the talking too,
and a real kiss is better than millions of virtual of kisses.

it’s hard.
but I’ll endure it,
we’ll make this through. we can.
all the waiting will be worth it
because in the end I know I’ll have you.

you said you can be my dandelion
               more than willing to make my wishes come true
          and just like what dandelions do
               making my wishes stay as wishes forever
         you fail me too, just like what dandelions do

try not to fall in love too easily.
              love is just a sweet suicide.
          it will always end up with death.
     it might be because either of you died.
or it’s just one of you have their feelings dead.