GROWING UP I NEVER REALLY REALIZED THAT I HAD DIFFERENT FEELING TOWARDS GIRLS THAN I DID GUYS
I THOUGHT THAT YOUR HEART RACING WAS NORMAL WHENEVER YOU SAW A BEAUTIFUL GIRL
I THOUGHT IT WAS NORMAL TO BLUSH IF MY HAND WAS ACCIDENTALLY BRUSHED BY THAT OF A  BEAUTIFUL GIRL
I REALIZED THAT WHEN I GREW UP THAT IT WAS UNUSUAL AND IF YOU FELT THAT WAY ABOUT THE SAME *** THAT YOU WERE DIFFERENT AND IN SOME CASES YOU'D BE SHAMED
I NEVER REALIZED UNTIL I GREW OLDER THAT YOU WERE SHAMED FOR WHAT GENDER MAKES YOUR HEART RACE AND YOUR CHEEKS BLUSH AND YOUR LEGS SHAKE AND ILL BE ****** TO BE ASHAMED OF WHO MAKES MY SKIN TINGLE BY THE LIGHTEST TOUCH OF THEIR FINGERTIPS

I LONG FOR YOUR AFFECTION LIKE ITS WATER AND IM A FIRE DYING TO BE PUT OUT

AT TIMES I THINK IM OKAY
LIKE I CAN DO ANYTHING I CAN SET MY MIND TO AND I COULD CONQUR THE WORLD BUT THEN I THINK THAT NO ONE WOULD THINK IM GOOD ENOUGH OR EVEN CARE AND THEN AT THOSE TIMES I THINK IM NOT OKAY

YOUR VOICE IS SO WARM AND THE WORDS THATS SPILL OUT BURN LIKE THE WHISKEY ILL DRINK WHEN IM MISSING YOU TONIGHT AND ILL BE ****** IF I CANT GET INTOXICATED OFF OF THE MEMORY OF US

OH GOD I HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS AND IM SO TIRED OF TRYING TO ACT STRONG BECAUSE I AM SO FAR FROM THAT AND I BOTTLE IT UP AND ITS NOT OKAY

I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT ANYTHING BUT I KNOW YOUR VOICE FEELS LIKE HAPPINESS AND YOUR ARMS FEEL LIKE HOME AND OH GOD I WANT TO STAY HOME FOREVER