I LONG FOR YOUR AFFECTION LIKE ITS WATER AND IM A FIRE DYING TO BE PUT OUT

OH GOD I HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS AND IM SO TIRED OF TRYING TO ACT STRONG BECAUSE I AM SO FAR FROM THAT AND I BOTTLE IT UP AND ITS NOT OKAY

GROWING UP I NEVER REALLY REALIZED THAT I HAD DIFFERENT FEELING TOWARDS GIRLS THAN I DID GUYS
I THOUGHT THAT YOUR HEART RACING WAS NORMAL WHENEVER YOU SAW A BEAUTIFUL GIRL
I THOUGHT IT WAS NORMAL TO BLUSH IF MY HAND WAS ACCIDENTALLY BRUSHED BY THAT OF A  BEAUTIFUL GIRL
I REALIZED THAT WHEN I GREW UP THAT IT WAS UNUSUAL AND IF YOU FELT THAT WAY ABOUT THE SAME *** THAT YOU WERE DIFFERENT AND IN SOME CASES YOU'D BE SHAMED
I NEVER REALIZED UNTIL I GREW OLDER THAT YOU WERE SHAMED FOR WHAT GENDER MAKES YOUR HEART RACE AND YOUR CHEEKS BLUSH AND YOUR LEGS SHAKE AND ILL BE ****** TO BE ASHAMED OF WHO MAKES MY SKIN TINGLE BY THE LIGHTEST TOUCH OF THEIR FINGERTIPS

YOUR VOICE IS SO WARM AND THE WORDS THATS SPILL OUT BURN LIKE THE WHISKEY ILL DRINK WHEN IM MISSING YOU TONIGHT AND ILL BE ****** IF I CANT GET INTOXICATED OFF OF THE MEMORY OF US

AT TIMES I THINK IM OKAY
LIKE I CAN DO ANYTHING I CAN SET MY MIND TO AND I COULD CONQUR THE WORLD BUT THEN I THINK THAT NO ONE WOULD THINK IM GOOD ENOUGH OR EVEN CARE AND THEN AT THOSE TIMES I THINK IM NOT OKAY

I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT ANYTHING BUT I KNOW YOUR VOICE FEELS LIKE HAPPINESS AND YOUR ARMS FEEL LIKE HOME AND OH GOD I WANT TO STAY HOME FOREVER