The blood pools over here, I'm surrounded by family
The water falls over there, My friends are around me
The sand tickles my toes, It constantly tries to drown me
The ice forms around my neck, I feel like a hound
I'll do anything and everything
To get rid of the sound.

Leave me alone, the oath and bonds are acting funny
The sky isn't even sunny
These clowns aren't even funny
Leave me alone, You have no Idea what you've done to me
Hell, even my mom's going to shun me
These respecting nuns don't even want me
Leave me alone, I can't trust anyone of you
Just leave me alone, you all have hurt me so much
Then I wake up again

Hey, It's been a long time
I still think about you a lot
A lot
I'm not suicidal anymore
I'm happy, but without you I'm sad
I miss you
I could have been your love
I could have been your heart
Yet I'm casted away
I miss you
I'm still crazy
But aren't we all?
I know you're still angry
I would be too
I just pray you don't hate me
I'd like to see you again, before June

It's that word that forces fear into my mind.

Chains rattle, fear barks
The voyage stops, the ship reaches it's port
Brother gone, father sick
We are walked off and lined up
Hip to hip
The chains rattle, My terror ensues
Some of us pray, some of us spew
Some will die, some are used
I'm seperated from father
Placed in a field, my mind is ravaged
Months have gone by, A heart gone savage
My body is weak, and my soul will make the final passage
I'm ready

I sit thinking to myself
All of my words are wasted,
gone up to the air
But that's polluted already
So I guess I should keep being
Down

The birds sing to me
Bombs explode in the distance
Just another day.