She try's to keep it real
That boy she loved gave it all to her and made her strong now she is in tears wondering what she did wrong?
Is it that she was to clingy
Was your head going insane she has never had such a good boy such loving and fun she felt like her self but that was to clingy? You want to go on live life and have some fun, What!! Isn't she good enough to make fond memories with?
I walk down the street with tears falling from my eyes
I see street lights flashing
Ambulance rushing cops and children screaming
Mothers crying dads over in the coner trying to keep it real trying to be the man.
Then I see everything in this world is cruel wake up!! Wake up anything you say can hurt someone anything you do could end someone's life
The guy who shot that poor girl is crying he don't know what hit him, I wish everything was just a dream I'm so sad he broke my heart be carful of who you you hurt you could through away the moon while counting the stars.

I fell in love with the monster he had me by the strings, I was his puppet,
His sweet company, I was his lie his cheat his bound
I was someone who was always there trapped because he had me by the strings, I fake the smile because I know when I'm sad it gives you the boost gone for good this time, every story has a twist,
You had me by the strings
Still pacing back and forward, still the ache  in my chest, the smoke in my lungs makes it hard to breathe, I'm not your puppet no more, but a puppet can't cut their own strings. So where do I go from here?
You gave her what she wanted, your sweet company, do you dream of me when you sleep next to her? I hope you feel guilty, cold and weak, though you won't show it cause you're good at hiding, secrets are your bestfriend the only thing you know, so look me in the eyes and tell me what you see a girl inside who's been through misery, I was his puppet but now he has no strings, call my mind, but the number is in listed gone for good this time every story has a twist.

I wish my poem's were as sweet as my personality, But when people have the hide to hurt me and leave me on a highway of disaster
To a road so dead, nothing out in the bushes
My poetry comes my feelings and sweet tragic love story's all that becomes me it's all I know what to write, is the storm of depression but at least people can relate and ask me, "Can you write me a poem?" I feel the love and the need from someone wanting to read such emotion
My poems are me and you
But my personality is the sweet girl always miss leaded, Poems are the only kind of touch I need to get through such disaster on the dark highway through a grief of a loved one, The love of a guy and the tears of watching mother cry.
We all come together in some sweet hurtful way

I feel like a truck driver on a deserted highway
But stuck in like this dark hole and I am going no where I feel like the highway is dead with no living thing in sight like its my own type of hell, all I see is dark ahead of me and sad things stuck in my mind, the thing is I don't know where I'm going, I feel like there is no reception
Because I feel so alone, head lights flashing
But still the dark surrounds my dark travil into this hell, when will I come to a city with life?
When will I come to flashing lights where am I going do I just turn off? Shut my self off?
Say good bye? Travel this highway alone until I reach my safe spot away from my dark torched

Broken love
Shader like glass
I still love you
As the glass cuts through
I hope you see
How much I miss you and would like to hold you
I'm miserably loving you
I search the skies, the faraway oceans
hoping you’d feel my emotions
I miss you my beautiful queen
I write this down and I hope
You see how much you really mean to me
I will fight for you my
True love my one and only
Beautiful queen.

For get the kiss
That spoke with one million words
That couldn't be said
I walk up and down this dark hall way like I'm nothing
I smile like I'm ok like the devil has got me in his way
Like a single star in the sky
For get the touch upon a hurting body
Of a haunted mind
A sick and twisted sad girl
That wanted more
The devil plays on in side her mind
He plays the games
To get him to hate her
They don't know it's all in there imagination
in love with a broken boy
Who's body is on fire
In love with his mind
His warm in brace
She kisses him
And he feels the want in his heart
In his mind he go's all blurry
He can't speak
He just sits there
Looks at her
And smiles so aggressively
That scars her
She looks at him and kisses
His lips hoping the pain the medical attention she gave him eases the pain
She undresses him
In her mind and kisses the
Boiled hatred he has
Boiling under his skin
Hopping the sad
Devil leaves his and her body
The one that makes them feel
Pathetic and ugly and worthless
She kisses him
Again and hopes he never for gets
She hopes one day they will meet again
But with out the worry of the devil
Consuming there body
She kisses him good
Bye she hides the love
That has swollen up into her heart
He will never know
Forever a secret her devil will never show.

I feel like braking bones
As I yell out to the top of my voice
I try to scream out so loud but no noise
Is escaping I can't even talk to my best friend
The knife is beside the table, I feel completely dead, I wish I was wanted I wish people had open arms I wish I didn't feel this way because I feel like I'm dieing in side, I'm finding it hard to walk as I'm slowly dieing I can't even breath while everyone is laughing. Kissed by depression and hugged buy anxiety they are now my best friend, sitting up so high from the city below watching the cars go by, I sit and think where do I go wrong why am I kissed by depression and not by you? Why am I hugged and snuggled up to anxiety and not with you?
I don't know where to go now, I don't know where to turn I have to disappear but would anyone even know? Would anyone even care? Kissed by depression hugged by anxiety trying to make a sound but sadly no one is listening.

I written the book of life, you are something you are someone's reason to breathe, someone's reason to smile, someone's son, someone brother and someone's true love and someone's friend and that I say I am, I am you're friend of life I'll write down and I'll will stand for you and fight.
I am here to day not just as you're friend but as the angel , as you're ghost that isn't seen but as soon as you need me or someone to lean on I'll be right there at you're door, I'm now just going to hide in the back of you're mind and when you need a friend the angel the written book I write for you now.
Give me a buzz bring me to the front of you're mind I'll be a friend for a friend in need.

This feeling is tucked in I don't know how to express
This feeling is utter hurt
After I cried all that I could, my eyes still shed countless more tears I try to sleep, I have nightmares of so many fears
I walk in footsteps on an unsure path
My load feels so heavy I am not sure I will last.
I am afraid of life now that you're gone because I have always had a mother for oh so very long, you were my first love my first kiss my forever wish, loosing a mother is the hardest Battle, it's like I'm on a filed jogging bombs,
Because my heart explodes for ever on.
I miss you mum but heaven needed another angel, Call my mind but the number is unlisted, I will always hurt but I promise mum I will try my hardest to stay very strong.

Oh the struggle to stay ture,
The struggle to be me,
I'll never be the same, but I do ask you to still love me, I will love with all I got, but remember apart of my heart I do not have that, someone tiny, someone that had a soft heart beat, someone with the power that had it feel like real butterfly's kicks,
Someone with skin so soft, took half of my heart, she lives with the angels now, so remember if you want me to love, I only have a half of a heart, I'm still breathing fighting the depression that has came on like rougher sea then I have had before, remember I'm not the girl I was before, death, lost changed me
I'm a fighting woman, just remember I try my hardest to love.
I have heald an angel
I have seen one before
I will always love forever more

A body of beauty
A smile of strength
A laughter of wellbeing
And a kiss from the above
a touch to wish you good luck
Stand brave and fight the demon
Smile and wave
Don't let thing's, people
Bring you down
Make a wish
Take a chance
Stand you're ground
Be king
Be brave
Be wise
And be the smile
Everyone looks upon
To know you were kissed from above
That you have the power to stand you're ground. .

I've had my share of dark sky's
I've had my share of love
I had my share of tears
And everything above
I have a lot Going through my
Mind his smile is stuck on reply
I'm knocking it to the ground
I'm standing up for my self letting go
Of my demon
Snuggling with my angel
Having his warn in brace
There is something good in side of me
The smile of such life
His hands on my hand
Her in my heart
I'm letting go I'm moving on
Letting go of my favorite two
I'll see you again
I know I'll see use both
Just be happy and smile
I'm moving on
I'm throwing my demon away and snuggling with the angel.

I might be the silent whisper in a blank letter, I might be the reason for a broken heart and a reason to hate, but let's just say no one is perfect, bullying people of the weak speak the matter, it's all the same, it's the he said, she said *******, flowing through our veins, the empty cry in our heart of the moment we have to say good bye, why can't we all get along? Because others like to prove they are better because right down in side they feel ashamed in the body they live in, Death? I'm not afraid I'll wait my silent cry for him to take me, friends back stab each other make lies but that's all in the human nature, who am I to speak? I don't mean to do no harm?
I'm just trying to live, live through the pain, you're a rose blossom so beautiful so strong, suicide is for the ones that don't feel as they can go on, the world is cruel depression in the blood of the weak may I speak? You can be strong just breath you belong.

I may not be a florist
Oh trust me I wish I was
I may not be perfect
But that I don't wish of
I want to be alone
But I want you always beside me
I want you to love me
But not spend all you're time on me.
I wish for things
And some things I do not wish for,
A girls dream?
Should I start?
That day we all, well most of us think about?
I'm waking up I'm starting to love my self
Maybe now you could love me too.

Your a pretty face I'll never get to see grow up.
Your a pretty little face, who I'll never hold.
Your a pretty little face, that never got to see the world.
Your a pretty little face, who I'll always's adore.
It makes me cry I'll never hear your voice.
The way you would cry out mummy through out the night.
It makes me cry that you did not turn out like other little girls.
But you will always be my pretty face, I wonder would you know my name just please baby don't ever think your the blame.

Today the words come slowly
To ecspress the weight upon my heart
The distance between us is far
But not far
You left foot prints
On my heart,
Storm crying in my heart,
Hole in my heart,
Missing you Is the hard part
Send someone to
Feel the hole in my heart
Cause I feel like I just want to
See that light
But I know you wouldn't want to see me cry
I know you wouldn't want me to give up
I know all you would like to see is you're
Mummy smile and laugh.