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Jessa Aug 2016
Standing here
At the crossroads
I don't know
Which way to go
I'm lost
Scared.....
But alone
This journey must go on
So I take a step
Moving forward
But it's too heavy
For I'm dragging
The past with me
Reminiscing us
For it's what keep me going
And I'm still
Carrying your name with me
For my strength
Lies within those alphabets
Forgive me
Because I couldn't let go
But please allow me
To live with our memories

-Jess
Jessa Aug 2016
Holding the pillow
Close to my chest
For my heart
Has shattered into pieces
Knowing.....
I'm losing you
Realizing......
You're fading away
From my life
Gone with the wind
But the memories
Stay with me
Scriptures we wrote
Will never be erased
For we left our souls
Within those words written
A memoir of love
Between you and me

-Jess
Jessa Aug 2016
And I burn
The melody of love
This time
It's meant to be forever
As I scatter
The ashes in the air
I close my eyes
Praying for the wind
To take this pain away
Let my tears
Wash away
The wound inside
The worth in me
It's only for me to see
The remain of this heartbeat
It's only for me to breathe
Soon......
I'll rise again
And that moment
I will only live for me

-Jess
Jessa May 2016
Lost
In the sea of regret
This burden of guilt
Keeps pulling.......
Me down under
I'm sinking
Into the abyss
Never once
I tried to fight the current
Nor to keep swimming
To the shore
For I'm ready
To be faded
Dwelling
With internal silence
I just let.....
The echo of my heartbeat
To be heard
Bit by bit
Slowly......
Til it stops
For eternity

-Jessa
Jessa May 2016
Have you ever woke up
In the morning
And feel so empty
Knowing......
There's no more kisses
To greet you
No motivation
To start your day

Have you ever woke up
In the middle of the night
And reaching out
For the empty space of the bed
Wishing.......
He was there
To hold you all night long

But then......
You broke once more
Realizing........
Hope is fading
When he refused
To fight
The rough storm
Weaken
By the thunder
Threatened
By the lightning
So he took
The easy way out
Walking away
Leaving you here
Breathless.....
Mourning over his absence

-Jess
Jessa May 2016
I was the star
Glittering
Up in the sky
Dancing upon
Your darkened sky
As you sing
The melody of passion
Until.......
You cast me out
From your galaxy
Far away
From your sight
Now......
I'm just a castaway
In this strange universe
I'm so lost here
All alone
Without a place to call home
Slowly.......
I'm fading
Consumed
By the dark hole
Surrender myself
To the emptiness
For there's nothing more
To show
When there's no stage
For me to perform
The musical of love

-Jess
Jessa May 2016
Opened up my heart
Just to be hurt
Once more
What a fool I am
For believing in lies
And now  
I'm trapped again
In this painful solitude
Grieving over
Another death of love
Scattering
The ashes of burning pages
I sealed my heart
With determination
This time......
It's gonna be forever
For I've thrown
The key
Deep inside the ocean of sorrow
Never to be found
So never again
I could be killed
By the tongue of a man


-Jess
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