In my solitude
I have killed you
For a thousand times
By stood up alone
With no tears flowing
For I know
It will slay your pride
By being strong on my own

In my broken interlude
I have murdered you
Countless of times
With my sharp words
As the knife
I stabbed your ego
Within the rhyme
And I buried your name
In the tomb of time
And I caged your soul
Inside this bleeding piece of mine

But in my heart
Still I'm struggling
To chase away your image
Trying so **** hard
To erase the memory we created
I cleanse myself
With prayers
But you still haunt me
With memories
The ghost from the past you are
Tormenting my life
By reminding me of our scenes
Why can't you just die
So I won't commit another sin

-Jess

I praise your soul
Within this scripture
And I use your name
As the sentiment of love
Pouring my heart
In every line
Wish you could feel
The beat of sincerity
In every words written

But your eyes refuse
To give a glance
Blinded by your doubt
You close your conscience
And avoiding trust
Your perfect sight
Still gazing
Upon the dark sky
Clouded by the darkness
You fail to see
The light from the moon

If only you knew
This piece isn't about fame
It's simply a tribute
The expression of emotion
Between me and you
But you buried it
With ignorance
And so this manuscript
Is meaningless
To be left here alone
Untouched

-Jess

Stranded here
In the pit of confusion
Trying to crack your secret
Hidden in binary code
I'm struggling
To find a way in

Don't misunderstand
I'm not attempting
To breach your firewall
I'm just trying
To understand your flow
Looking for my name
Whether it's written
Somewhere in your heart

Or maybe you've erased it
Replaced with someone new
Another coding
For the program you called love
Because....
I am lost here
Not knowing
Where my place is
I'm everywhere
Scattering like broken pieces
Searching for a spot
To fit in

Help me
By defining who am I
Tell me
If I'm the subject in your life
Delete me
If I'm just a prototype
For your amusement
Or you can fix me
By rewriting the code
And make me permanent
Within your soul

-Jess

I yearn
To dance my fingers
On your skin again
I long
To take a sip
From your glass of passion
The memory of us
Playing the orchestra of love
Still lingering
Inside my head
The sound of you
Whispering my name
Still haunts me in my sleep
I wish
To fall in your embrace
And to taste
Your sweetest kiss again
To sit on your face
And to feel the magic
From your tongue
What a blissful torture
To be exploded
In the pool ecstasy
To hear
The exhausted voice
When we reched
To the pinnacle of intimacy
This thought
Just killing me
Knowing all I have
Just this memoir
Of a pleasurable moment
Between you and me

-Jess

I was the beast
Created by men
Equipped with a dark heart
I shut myself from affection
And my face.....
Only showed anger
For I carried
The seed of hatred
Slaying someone's heart
Came easy to me
For I was holding
The blade of vengeance
But now.....
I'm trapped
In this strange prism
I see the colors of rainbow
And my heart beats
Faster than before
Warm embrace from behind
Melt the frozen heart I own
Darkened sky has lifted
And I see
The glow of the sun
No more numbness
As I feel sensation
Within his touch
No more bitterness
For I taste the sweetness
Within his kisses
He's the monster hunter
And he caught me good
He tamed my wild character
With his love spell
And now I'm his prisoner
Willingly to be caged
Inside his ribs
Because he's my magic

-Jess

I praise your soul
Within this scripture
And I use your name
As the sentiment of love
Pouring my heart
In every line
Wish you could feel
The beat of sincerity
In every words written

But your eyes refuse
To give a glance
Blinded by your doubt
You close your conscience
And avoiding trust
Your perfect sight
Still gazing
Upon the dark sky
Clouded by the darkness
You fail to see
The light from the moon

If only you knew
This piece isn't about fame
It's simply a tribute
The expression of emotion
Between me and you
But you buried it
With ignorance
And so this manuscript
Is meaningless
To be left here alone
Untouched

-Jess

Starting.......
With a wicked smile
Leading....
To a passionate kiss
And as our tongues
Rolling together
My hands exploring
Your bare skin
And as I bite your lips
To tease your ego
There.....
You hold me tighter
And kiss me more
Every sound I make
Unleashing the beast in you
And every step you take
I buried my nails in you
I surrender myself
To every motion
And I keep sinking
With every *******
I beg for more
Keep pulling me down under
Drown me lover
In this ocean of ecstasy

-Jess