Every Time

I'll never get a chance
to forget that we'll never work,
Cause you make sure to remind me of this
Every time.
And sometimes I joke,
And sometimes I wonder,
But I know the feelings I have for you
Are long past buried in your mind.
I know that you're hurt;
you tell me through your eyes and hesitation
Every time.
I struggle to see you smile
Cause deep down inside I know you understand,
Even if you make a stand
Every time.
And if I cross that line with you,
Please forgive me,
But you know
I can't let go
Of something that wasn't mine
To let go.
Even though
You remind me with that smile
Every time.

I wanted a love
that would do me right.
I wanted a love
that would show me new light.
I wanted a love
that could survive a big fight.
I wanted a love...

and I got,
Something more
to live and learn.

When I first met you,
you were as true as your blue eyes.
When I first kissed you,
everything felt so right,
so when I asked you,
I knew my heart wouldn't be denied.
I wanted a love...

and I got,
something more
than I deserve.

You are the ultimate lover,
my heart feels so sore,
like a drug I cannot break,
I'm always craving more.
I wanted a love...

and I got
something more
than visions burned.

Something more than a connection,
more than just affection.
I got
a love.

My heart, my love, my body,
please let go of this struggle
and start to thrive again.
Ebb and flow once more,
return to your prominence.
Slow down and heal yourself;
knowing you will get there,
soon I hope, completely.
Allow the pain to pass.
Never forget what made you live,
oh, never forget your soul.

Oh boy, the way you touch me
has got my mind doing backflips.
You're the ray of light
that melted the darkness away.

Always showing affection;
yet leaving me just enough to crave more,
taking me higher then ever before,
heaven is in your arms,
always in your arms.

I read your body like a book in brail,
and I felt your love with both hands,
and I breathed you in like a fine wine,
every curve you have was telling a tale,
You linger on me, my senses fail.

But I'll, I'll, I'll cradle this
cause I know we got some wickedness;
open eyes with a tender kiss,
Oh boy you've got me feeling bliss!

Keep me in your heart, I won't desert you,
finally I've learned that I deserve you,
can't bare to think that I would hurt you,
so i'll do my part.
You've awakened the inner heart.
Knowing your love will stay,
you're that ray of light
that melted the darkness away.

When I heard what you were about, i was a skeptic,
thinking you were not real.
The night I finally met you, a zealot;
you satisfied all i had to appeal.
"A meat market" the audience proclaimed,
"place of synthetic bliss!"
But I know the truth about you now,
your passion exceeds a ******'s kiss.

You are the ultimate comfort,
you are the place where the love is free.
Where the youth go to stray from the world,
anyone who has felt you would agree.

Lights...
Sounds...
Soothing...
Rolling...

so much energy within your walls,
you sweat with our testimonies.

...flashing
...enchanting
...voices
...eyes