You're annoying.
but I still love you
-Every sister

Just because I loved you does not make my love any smaller than yours.
Love is pure
Love is the core of your true self.
My love for you was so deep it distributed my core.
The destruction I caused was because I knew no better--
"You look pretty".
The words I needed to hear to end my insanity.
Even if it was a lie.

A great woman is someone who is confident
A great woman knows how to handle herself in society
A great woman is someone who is smart yet wants to learn
A great woman has so much love to give it overflows
A great woman cares is selfless and humble
A great woman inspires others to become like her
My mom is a great woman

we were sitting across from each other
I tried not to make eye contact
I looked down for the first time saw something
Across from my small toes was your shoes
I saw your shoes
Your worn out brown red and blue shoes was worn many times
I wondered where you've been and how you got to be across from me.
I smiled again because everything about you made me happy
even your worn down brown and blue/red shoes

THUMP THUMP
The tortue from that empty house
THUMP THUMP
The sound that never stops
Robots?
Dad.. I'm scared where are you ?
THUMP THUMP
Cover your ears dear it's coming
Running from the noises from your head

You beautiful soul you radiate your happiness
I'm sorry I could not protect your essence
I'm sorry is all I can say--
Nothing but numbness is left
The empty shell of an ugly onion
You did nothing wrong
I do not know where you're going
but let me hold you "everything is okay"
and forgive me for not protecting you

He knew everything before I said anything
I treated him like dirt
But he trusted me
He protected me
He deserved more
His heart was pure
I don't think I can trust him
He listened
He just wanted to be my friend
A friend.. that needed nothing
Ah.. so this is what a friend looks like
My friend...

Sorry I was never the person you thought I was
I needed time and time was too much for you to handle
Couldn't you see I needed you
I loved you and will always will
You taught me to love
thank you for being you
Don't let me hurt you anymore
Just forget me and move on
But.. be happy ... please

Darling loving you is hardest thing I have ever done
the puzzles trying to figure you out
What is going on in that beautiful mind of yours
If you could only see the beautiful things I saw in you
Let me love you right now
Take away that fear
Open your heart to me so I can heal your misery
Darling
if only you knew what I saw

The moment you take to just sit , and just breathe.
Don't talk just hear natures remedy.
Listen.
Be slow.
Absorb the life your living.