To you i'm just some girl,
some girl who broke your heart and left you in two.
you can hate me, and swear at me, and talk all About me.
but that doesn't change the fact that you lovEd me,
or even still do
*kiss emoji

What's been missing in my life is you...
But being me I was too afraid to swoon.
'If I fall will he catch me?' And if he doesn't where would I fall?
But if he does, my God, if he does, I could quite possibly be the happiest woman alive.
Instead of falling I ran
Into another guy's arms
His aren't as warm, his voice isn't as soft, and his word doesn't really mean anything anymore...
I could've, should've, would've done
A million other things. And if I could go back I would...
But our love is forever baby, always has been.

Always will be.

Take Me.*
For those hours take all the pain away.
Look at me and say
"I Love You."
I never believe it anymore.
Just make my body sore.
Let me breath you in.
Fill me with your toxins.
I'll itch and itch,
Until I get my fix.
If only this could last forever,
But that wouldn't help whatsoever.
I guess I'll get clean,
And be happy- or seem to be.
Then when you get her high
I'll just sit back a sigh.
Reminisce of our times.

Yea you really ****** me.
Mentally, physically , but most of all emotionally.
Got Me questioning my every move.
No no no, not that dude.
But why not?
Because he's just not you.
But goodness, what do I do ?
when you're the only one I want.
The perfect font,
you get my juices flowing.
So creative when you're near me and can't help but sing a song.
Smoke and use my **** , get so high I lose sight of what goes on.
I pleaded and cried , so crazy I just wanted to be your bride. How stupid of me to think that you would ever do such a thing.
But nah, you left me hangin'
Alone and broken, and all I'm sayin
Is , if you never loved me
Why'd you ever say so?
Silly me, how crazy of me to think
That you and I could grow greater ,
stronger and live longer as long as we were together.
But still I wait and hope that in the days without me you'll see how insane you are ,
that just like me, living without the other is just preposterous.
I was so ready for us.
I fiend for us.
Although nobody agrees with us I still believe in us !
You touched me like no one else could, so deep inside me ,
yanked out my heart and set it to the side. Caught me by surprise, I still can't quite understand why.
All the signs were there, friends told me I was trippin and to leave you alone but you were my *****, made my body shiver
That **** must've been something amazing
Cause got ****, it still got my mind dazing.
And even though you ain't around I want you to know I still got my smile.

I've got a fractured heart,
The pain I feel- I cannot part.
Though I've tried
And tried to suspend,
I'd rather **** than feel again.

Life would be empty without you
                            Thank you for *staying

Just some silly thing.
One of those crazy, Not really gonna go anywhere things.
Anyone can see we aren't really meant to be,
but in any case. That's why i'm rarely Around.
you were something i didn't expect,
and Now. . . it's *dead.

You Sir...
You were my first love.
My first everything, my first- because
You Sir...
You said everything right
And with you, there was no wrong
You Sir...
You gave me light.
Gave me dark, gave me pain, and slight
nightmares.
And YOU SIR !
You there with the big hair,
Shiny teeth, and a heart that will never be
Longing for me...
I still think of you through the night
And I know, deep down, we weren't right.
But sometimes I still hope
And sometimes I smoke ***. . .
But not to forget you,
To remind myself, I have someone better than you.
Good Luck To You Two.

See me for who I am, not what I've done.