The grudge scene is where I found music.

Light up that joint
And let's get high
Get behind the wheel
And let's ride
Listen to some Alice in chains
That "would," song is really nice
Let's try to get lost
And find ourselves in New Philadelphia
What the hell was that road we took?
We tried to find it later and couldn't
Was it because we were so high
And found ourselves in a different light

Getting too close
To you is like
Touching hot coals,
I want to take a step
Back and tell you
I'm not worth all this
Attention.
It's hard for me
To describe, how far
Do we have to go
Until the walls come
Crashing down?
I'm so confused of
Which way to go that
It's driving me crazy,
I love you so much that
I want to strangle you.

What the hell am I searching for,
it seems like everything takes a back door?
I try things but things are too bleak,
what the hell is wrong with me?
I try to look at the beauty of things
but most of the time I'm thinking negative.
It isn't anything that you have done,
I'm just wandering under the sun,
and my attitude is **** poor.

Is this what I have to contend with,
marching along to a different beat?
Looking at things from the dark side,
wondering if it will ever be right with my life.
It isn't anything that you have done,
I'm just wandering under the sun.

I have everything to be grateful for,
but I truly don't know for sure,
what the hell am I after,
when the days seems like a lonely road to travel?
Where is all the support,
or did I make them all go away?
It isn't anything that you have done,
I'm just wandering under the sun,
and my attitude is **** poor.

I looked into your eyes,
wishing I could take away your pain.
I never truly knew how you felt inside,
just guessing in a way.
Here you were going to the restroom,
at first I only had a thought,
an incling of what was wrong with you,
but there you ***** what you bought.
The days were rough on your heart,
I couldn't image the hurt you had,
the depression tearing you apart,
hours of loneliness made you sad.
.
I loved you for being you,
not because of your image,
but it was I who had no clue,
just waiting for the dawn to rise,
and there was nothing for me to do,
you told me it was your fight,
so I had to continue to be there for you,
holding your hand and saying the right words,
making the days count for something.

Why all the pain and misery,
Can't you find anything to be happy over?
You woke up and are able to walk on your feet,
You have the love of your family.
Why do you insist on being depressed,
There is a lot to be grateful for?
It doesn't have to be a lonely road,
You can get right with others;
All you have to do is surrender,
let the joy flow into you.
It will be a better way of life,
So many happier thoughts,
And a life that is true.

Seeing my reflection was hard to reflect,
The pain I caused others I wanted to object,
But it was a reality just as breathing,
This hollow face that I was seeing.
The tears flowed from my eyes,
To think I was the one to cause the pain,
It wasn't much to forget about life,
And try really hard to run away.
But now I have to face my sins,
And try really hard not to do it again,
To do a 180 and find a different ninche,
It's shouldn't be that hard to find meaning and purpose.
I have taken so much out of life,
Reaching deep down in my heart is about time,
And find the courage to change my ways.