In the eyes of my sweet mother
I am a saint.
In the eyes of my daughter
I am only daddy.
In the eyes of my wife
I am the man that she needs.
But in the eyes of my enemies,
I am death.
Family will always come first.
Always.
And I'd **** and burn to the grounds
anyone who ever tries
to harm my loved ones.
Period.

Your toxic
is my
cure.

I grab a chair
and sit in front of my mirror,
I say to myself,
"What the ****, bro?
What's wrong with you?
Where did that smile go?
All I see is someone
who grew bitter."

Not knowin'
who the **** I am anymore,
I feel like I'm just
a ******' walking ghost.
I've always been the one
who people always
ignored.

I truly don't know
at what time
I got lost..
Maybe it was when
I decided to drown
myself
in my own depression.

"Don't give up,
always fight for your dreams"
goes the saying.

Blood no longer
running through
my veins,
both of my hands
are chained
to the ground,
forced
to only feel shame.

My wrists are numb,
no longer
feeling any kind of pain.

Knowing that the man
that's the reflection
no longer recognizes
the man who is looking
at the mirror.

Knowing that the man
in the mirror
and his reflection
are no longer
the same.

I am a beast
condemned
to her light;
but I-
I love being chained
onto
her discrete love.
How when she's asleep,
I am in control,
but when she's at her mightiest,
she's in control.
How each
and every night
I howl my love
and she,
so beautiful,
lights my path every dark night.

She is the love
that a beast
like me
could ever have.

She had this distinctive odor;
a mixture of sweet and genuine love
with this intense passion.
But she was a stranger.
Merely a stranger
in a crowd of faceless people.
Who was she?
I just had to know.
Or at least her name.

Her darkness
is filled with beauty,
there is light  in those
dark and beautiful
eyes of hers.
Although her skin
is pale,
almost cold as ice,
there's this warmth
inside of her
that many
do not ever
get to witness.
Blunt-
the only language
she speaks
is her mind
and she speaks it well and fluent.
Her scars
are absolutely lovely.
Although it seems
that she has suffered in the past,
her smile
will leave you in peace.
She's beautiful, both inside-out.
But even with
all that darkness
that the world
has
illustrated
in her,
she's simply a woman
that wants to
be loved and cared for
deeply.