I miss you so ******* much
Its been 6 months without
You didn't understand me but you tried so hard to
And now you're gone,
You've vanished
And I know you're with Him now but I'm jealous
He gets to see you every day
Grandma I miss you,
And I don't know what to do anymore
Grandma I love you so **** much

I remember how fast it went.
how everything changed when I started to fall for you.
I think it was a Tuesday that I first realized that I wanted to be around you more
it was the next Wednesday that I realized  liked you.
a month later I thought I was in love
in a year you made crash in burn in depths of the earth
you made me cry
you made me laugh
and to this day I still say your name when I'm thinking about him
its scary how similar you guys are
but you
you were completely different from everyone else
you made me feel different
and that scares me to the depths of my soul.
because you were my biggest regret and my hardest fall.
and you never once said I'm sorry..

I'm running on no sleep and no you
You've been gone for what seems like years
I miss you
and the catch is you make me less cynical
I'm completely and utterly cynical without you.
I miss you.
I miss everything about you.
and I'm hoping and wishing you were missing me too...

One day its going to me and you
Against the world
Against ourselves
Against society
And if one day you wake up and regret what we had
I will not cry over your loss
But I will smile because of what we had
I won't forget you
I won't forget us
And I hope you don't either...