It's a scary feeling, meeting someone good
You waited so long and pictured the day
That they'd come along and take you away

But it's not like the movies, nothing is clear
On where we'll be this time next year

Maybe waking up, in my arms
Or walking down the aisle; in that barn
Perhaps driving down the road
In another random country, we want to go

Or time apart leads us down seperate paths
Things go wrong all the time
But you've given me something i've not had for a while

Hope

It is sad that you're moving so soon
But for you i'd travel to the furthest moon

A feeling has been planted
It's started to grow
A dream has begun
Lets see where this goes.

Do not tell me words don't matter
I know im skinny, i ******* look flatter
I try to gain weight, i want to look fatter

Once in school a girl called me goofy
I never realised i was overly toothy
A feeling of being judged by a jury

And in 2 weeks time im getting surgery

Words are stronger, than you might think
My jaw will be broken in four places
Knocked out cold unable to blink

Please take caution when ready to speak
Professionals, they feel forced to seek
It's unfortunate now but the decision is done
However i've seen less damage being fired from a gun

Life is so horrible, ugly and cruel
There is so much death, destruction and disaster
With the worst humans chosen to rule

There are so many reasons to give up and stop moving
I am growing up
But nothing is soothing

I am confused and scared
How can so much bad be in this world
I cannot comprehend human actions

We are giving only seconds to live our lives
In it we are knocked down and crushed
We are petrified and everything is rushed

Sometimes you will sit in an empty room and wonder why you bother

I will tell you why

Remember your first kiss? That feeling of belonging

That time you laughed so hard you forgot how to breathe? Happiness like no other

When you watched a film with your parents and felt so loved!

The moment you accomplished something you never thought you could? Don't be modest, think harder!

What about when you felt so depressed and lonely, you thought happiness would never show their face again

But they did

This world is an ocean rapid, we are only but a fish

We can map it how we choose and do what we want

You will fail
You may fail a thousand times, but you will get up!
Because you only ever fail when you give up

Never
Give
Up

Do not tell me to be fine
Do not ask why i have given up!
look around you, surrounded by currents of evil
I am not talking about ghosts and demons
The only enemy known in these lives are ourselves
Humans create destruction, chaos and pain...
Born into a world of work hard then worker harder!

Maybe i want to be free, free from this imprisonment we call society...
I want to be out of the reaches from money making politicians and children craving men, why should that even be a problem?

Do not dare ever call someone a coward for taking their own lives!
Do not make someone feel bad for wanting more...
Life is the cruelest gift anyone can receive, so ****** remember to live because nothing is worse than laying on your deathbed and your final thought being regret.