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Jack R Fehlmann Feb 2021
Eyes closed wide and empty

Do these toiling beasts view

The entire empty husk as I

Cling to as all else crashes in.
Jack R Fehlmann Feb 2021
Do that Son
which steals sleep without notice
or ill effect

as this doing,
does let open the call of you
being only rewards
and equal motions
of unwavering clarity

resonate to a frequency of only your own
and bath in it
amazing, as is the soul
As you forever are
find one outlet of joy
not from
but of a bliss
content timeless freedom Son.

that is the point
most are missing
Try never
allow the inner doubt audience
for long as it seeks
to hold you
from any elevated tones
regardless of its nature
that being
to protect you
by doing
so it prevents
Discovery and seeking
and Life Will go on

only as long as it was meant to
strive that not on that day
you recall one moment of
what never was
or never was done
Not said
or in the least
attempted

test your ends

find

what you never thought to want.
To my boy.  Read this.  Ponder it.  And use its message.
Jack R Fehlmann Feb 2021
Clear the air before you breathe.

Hold my own while hoping this wasn't there.

Say I didn't when it was plain

Instead of owning I let the topic fall off

Uncomfortable or not, to make that silence

A way to never ever gain but gleam

Tell myself I got it when I am it.  

Breathe in, a break, inch away more of myself

My normal used to be so far away

Impossibly, but i had to try it
Jack R Fehlmann Feb 2021
Hi.  

Me.  

I am sorry.

I will always love you.

Believe in me?

I do, you.

We are going to be ok.

Follow your dreams.

I will follow you!
Jack R Fehlmann Feb 2021
I plan to write every whim
Good or bad?  Matters not.

All according to my prolifically
Ingenious, master plan

Pour forth all I felt, know
Ponder, reflect or celebrate in

Constant... Constant... Good or rubage?

At least when I'm done there will be...
Quite literally, a mess
of my life,
my views,
My loves and trials,
my time,
My desires
so fickle, faded
But plenty by which to
Say I lived.
Jack R Fehlmann Feb 2021
The new day approaches
First glowing, growing, rays
That warm and hold true
As life is brought into sight
Rolling always to bring such
Possibilities laid out calling
This brightened view stirring
Yet I long and yawn one minute
More if but just once but
daybreaks the rule for none
Not even us, the late night crew
Jack R Fehlmann Feb 2021
Have we met
And, I

Was not present
To present, my

Missed you
As you

Passed
Us by.
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