I would like the suffering to end but I've learnt so much in the shadows
Watching the air in the night makes me see it's alive
Once your eyes adjust it is never truly dark
The energy buzzes and dances
Lights often twinkle
Visions often form
Shapes align
Fear has pushed to the light
The light has brought me hope but sadness too
As the light has shone on all I do or do not do
The light dives deep into the subconscious sea plucking up fragments as a star lights view
The waters reflect its heat and it's warmth too
The sharpness blends into the ebbing flow rippling out across to land
The sea bed settles until
next
lights
dive

When the roads need resurfacing the concrete opens to gap
The raw edges unearthed
The built up tension has caused the exposure to the rumbling core
The pressure placed upon uncovers the tender spots
We observe
We take in the scattered rocks  
Acknowledging its truth
The vulnerable air
We can be grateful we noticed it there
Wide open and bare
Now we can fill up from inside
To bring up to level
To join on the expansive highway