My pain comes from what i dont have anymore
The pain i have has no scab or sore
If only it did then i would atleast know its healing.

Let me know where i stand
As I do not want to find myself falling
Let me know why I live
Then I will know when im dying
Let me know what it is to be a killer
This way I would be more loving
Let me know how to make you happy
So I wont ever find you crying
Above all
Let me know who you are
in case you never let me know when you are lying

Blue oceans, blue skies, blue eyes
Can't tell the truth in blue
So blue lies

But blue eyes still cry clear tears
And if death had eyes would it cry
If it did would it cry for a life
Or for being the end of all beginning ends

As life is only life
If you make life a lesson
Life only becomes the teacher
Learn from life for it to become the preacher

Lies become the story
Life becomes us dreaming
Death is where we realize the meaning

we have our dream
we plan around it
who is to say unless they have seen
Who can promise the life of men
Yet we have promised for then
Although we can count the hours
Even the hours for tomorrow
Where some will still suffer
As we can't avoid the unknown sorrow
So as the present becomes the past
So the future gets bent
You said you would love me forever
Does this mean forever has an end?

No I do
But it's not that simple
Because your trust issues tell you it can't be
But how can who I am decieve me
All I know is that I'm not ready
Honestly I feel you hate me too much
Especially to love me like you say you do
Cause when I act like me you say you through.
Love is a real possibility
J.Cole " but the thought alone is killing me "
Our love is as easy as putting thread through a needles I
But for you I would dice
cause it's the plural of die
Because your love is as sweet as 3.14159265359

The words, my words, these words....
They were not meant for the eyes
They were not meant for anybody
This is because it's my heart leaking on to the keyboard as I think of the next letter to type you
I need you
Thought about calling you boo
You
We have a love so true
But not being together is best we can do
Maybe not for our future
But for our relationship
Mostly because I'm like a computer
While you book flights for two on an emotional trip
And I feel that I might just slip



And fall inlove...

Lying in bed thinking
Thinking about
About this poem
This poem is similar to my thoughts
About the body, the mind, the future, what I don't know and of course poetry
and within this tree
the sugar of a honey bee
You will soon see
Rhyming G and C
1 × 3
= 3
Oh ****! Im still writing....
Excuse the mess on the paper
I write stuff down when my mind wonders
It helps me find my way home safer