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i'm pretty sure i'm sick
but who cares
this cough is gonna **** me
but i guess i'll fare
so used to being on my own
i guess i'm not surprised
how when i actually need some help
none will materialize
Nothing else matters,
you cry in your sleep,
the tears I've collected
I bury them deep,
I haven't denied it's the
feeling I chase,
I feel pins and needles - tomorrow
I'll waste,
Who cares if the sun is a
light year away,
or hovering over too close -
you could say,
I mustn't aspire to every desire,
sarcastic reaction to
self-satisfaction.
you don't scare me
is a lie
you don't scare me enough
sounds about right

i'm okay
isn't completely true
i'm okay for now
is more realistic
and a little more honest too
my new years resolution was to be more honest
every inch
becomes a mile
i would go the distance
just to see you smile
following the path
x marks the spot
your words are my treasure
your body is not
i might be asexual. not really sure.
rub my eyes
die a little inside
roll out of bed

gonna keep building this life
like i'm not always
wishing i was just dead
i'm so tired
my eyes have rolled back
i can't focus on the words leaving your mouth
i respect you
i swear
its just that my brain is shutting down
you don't understand
i'm not trying to offend
in fact i wish it was any time but now
just give me space
let me drift away briefly
and i'll come back seeming as reasonable as i sound
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