sometimes i wish i was never born
sometimes i have to fullfill those          meaningless places with clothes,
makeup and my smile.
sometimes i want to mute my voice so that no one can listen to what im saying
they dont understand me anyways.
  
     i want to mean something in this world
                      mean something to someone

But no one is looking for the good.
they all want to look only when i’m failing.

• am i interesting only when
i end up    
                  dead?

paradise
   is what i
get
     when you wear my
heart on your neck

broken pieces
frozen in time
looking for purpose of their own lives

neon moon
can you touch me more
because i dont feel it anymore

neon moon
can you show me the right way
to get through

           he couldnt pass but can i do?

my mind is thinking too fast
will you be the one who last?
my heart is bleeding under the
moonlight skies
and i will take you to the stars
For you i will to try
my mind is preoccupied