I lay here each night and close my eyes before I drift off into a deep sleep.
Within those seconds I imagine myself wrapped in our embrace.
I can see our souls intertwining with each other like the vines wrapping around an old tree,
attaching themselves.
I almost feel the connection we would have.
It sends surges throughout my body and I feel as if I'll float into air, into space.

God you make me feel alive.

But my happiness is stolen right away as soon as I open my eyes the next morning.
Maybe it's because my first waking thought was you,
or maybe it was the second,
an image of you grasping his hand instead of mine.

my heart aches.

it's funny to me how love can fade without any sort of warning, how someone can completely shatter every part of your heart.
leaving you, alone, to pick up the pieces with your fragile hands.
A part of me wishes you would come back and help me
because my hands hurt and have started to bleed from the jagged edges you caused.

I lost myself in you.

i was never meant to be enough for you

Holding your hand was the equivalent to holding the world in my palm.
Like all I ever needed was right there, interlocking fingers with me.
Looking into your eyes was like watching the most colorful sunset in the whole entire world.
And kissing you,
was like taking my last breath before diving into the sea,
breathtaking and beautiful.

I hope you never leave.

i saw the good in all of your bad

i have been told that love is the hardest thing a human being can put themselves through.
******* i believe it

i never intended on falling for you. not this hard, this fast.
but here i am

i saw the good in your bad and i loved every ******* inch of you and maybe that is what lead to our downfall

i loved what could never work

I'm left here wondering how the hell i am suppose to move on when you were the only good thing that ever happened to me