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Hayley Schiete Aug 2014
you came into my life like a punch to my jaw
and all my rotten teeth fell as love circled my head
and sedated me with all its gorgeous dreams

but oh my god, under all the gas fogging up reality
my mouth started to ache
and i could no longer whisper the words that could've made you stay
because i was numb on the actions, convinced that it would've made you walk away

but i bit my tongue 'til i could taste the metallic satisfaction of silence and regret


all i have is body language now my dear
and i can barely crawl, yet alone act like i'm fine
Hayley Schiete Jul 2014
i spend my limited time with you
imagining our limitless future

we're priceless
but talk isn't all that cheap
when i'm spending all my effort on one way promises

i wouldn't trade anything in the world for you

i'd scrape the pennies and dimes just to be worth it to you
Hayley Schiete Jul 2014
today, we can be tone deaf
and cringe at the notes our love once symphonized
today, we can be left handed
and **** up the paper our story was on
today, we can be mute
and let the silence speak for itself
today, we can be blind
and never see it coming

but tomorrow,
we can orchestrate
we can draw
we can speak
and we can see
everything we ever wanted to happen
Hayley Schiete Jul 2014
i have a problem with thinking ahead
placing myself in a vague position that reality may not have a part of
knowing what i'd say or do to keep you from fading away
stuck in between freedom and obligation

you told me we'd walk on beaches
so i hope the hour glass is filled with the thousands of grains we sunk into

i'll always have a problem with thinking ahead
so i'll day dream about the future even if i get a rude awakening
whatever keeps me from the tide taking me in its whys and what i did wrongs
Hayley Schiete Jul 2014
i'm not the first one, to hold you
the last ones who hurt you, never deserved to
i want to be the last one, to hold you
i might not be the last one, to hold you
but i'll be the best one, to hold you
Hayley Schiete Jul 2014
i wanna tie you to a bed draped in white sheets
i've given up but i still wanna hold you and comfort you
i've given up in the fact that i can hold you but i can't hold you down

i'll tie you up in the most complicated knots making your wrists itch and your palms sweat but at the end of the day you still have your legs
my heartbeat vibrates your gentle spine and the amplitude pumps out the steady waves of anxiety hoping it's all in my head like i know it is
but you swing your legs and remove yourself from my situation
i'm sorry i come to you with all these panics and fears
and all you said is that you're here to help
well thanks for helping me get over my biggest fear by causing it
i lost you

so you walk out the door one night with your head held high thinking that you just got ****** when all you really did was **** me over
is it my fault i couldn't hold you down
or were you floating, no strings attached
Hayley Schiete Jul 2014
grow up with me
grow up with me because we still have a lot of experiences and living to go through before we grow old together
but at least we'll never grow apart

we'll start off with achy knees and torn elbows from rough housing in my backyard
sweating trying to prove a sense of dominance over one another
laughing because we swore we broke at least 3 bones
laughing because we're a pretty equal match to each other
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laughing because there's no reason to be the alpha when love conquers
laughing because just like skin our feelings bruise but there's no permanent shade of purple on our hearts, because our feelings heal and they will never die

we can stay out past dinner time and then come home to our mothers lecturing us about how to be safe and how to tell time
but really, we were only around the block, at the park
but our mothers would still believe we were across the country
and while their anger leaks we can just giggle to ourselves because our imaginations took us places that were far beyond the country

I just think it's ironic because right now, in this moment, you are across the country
no imagination required
not finished
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