Today was the day I most hated.
My stress inflated.
My *** life degraded.
For marriage still I waited
Get hired for work is tainted.

I drink my coffee with 7 sugar cubes.
I have videos on you tube.
One for each of the seven deadly sins.
I always lose & never win.
After a job interview they just show me the door.
True love & a career is too much to ask for.
From the universe.
****** this fckng curse.
In room 13.
I watch channel 13.
On volume 13.
I was ***** for 3 years at age 13.
At one job in 2009 my shift the place got robbed.
I never had the same relationship or job.
Last more than 3 years.
I have some phobas & fears.
The 13th CD.
I never become you I want to be.
On track 13.
Sometimes people are mean.
Both odd numbers.
Struck out again...******.
Three & thirteen.
I was look my best & daily wash & clean.
In this hell hole have been stuck.
It's like bad luck.
I am perfectly sane not at all in any way deranged.
Exactly 13 dollars with zero change.

My world will crash.
A victim to bash.
I felt like trash.
Losing custody happened fast.
To colorado we would dash.
The police took her away in a flash.
I hate my low life past.
My luck has always ******.
It would take a miracle.
You won't find it in a crackerjack box,
Or a bowl of cereal.
Pet rocks or teddy bears that talk.
Nothing good ever comes easy.
I try not to be too needy.

Tell me you love me & mean it.
Prove your promise with a commitment.
A husband should provide.
A privacy to hide.
Our best interest is not to go or leave.
To stay put & conceive your seed.
*** will fulfill it's need.
Calculated no mistakes.
Give what you take.
Fix what you break.

Nothing or no one is secure.
My daughter remains untouched & pure.
I don't know what I will do if any perverted, soulless, & mindless ever defiled, ***** her, or molested.
My sanity would be tested.

A cosmic joke.
What is a yoke?

Inside everybody is a miracle being.
Guardian angels are present.

People trepass through these grounds.
Rapists are all around.
These doors don't lock you will resent it.
The gates are broken.

Sometimes the universe sends us spirit guides.
To fulfill our destiny.
They appear as animals like a white horse.
Or speak to us as small children to keep us on course.

I mourn no grief.
My mind has relief.
Morals are my truest belief.
A life I can not leave.
A future of happiness to hope & believe.
True love to conceive.
Trust never to deceive.
You wear your heart on your sleeve.

We can build & share our lives.
I can be a loving wife.
To be happy & loved in this life.

A spouse you can't replace.
A perfect photo with their face.
Portraits with feeling, time unerased.
Family trees history is traced.
Childhoods in that neighborhood disgraced.
True horror was horrific to my face.
Finally out of that place.

Trading one hell for another.
Heaven & paradise should be the other.

He likes the rain.
Walking by him is a strain.
When he goes to work he says" another day in paradise".
I don't go through his thoughts once or twice.

Envision a mutual bond of two people getting along
Strength in trust & love is what it makes.
True love can not be fake.

Celebrity status.....
A talent & image so ecstatic.
Not all their faces are made out of plastic.
Scripts memorized & talent mastered.
On movie screens their story is plastered.
They reach the top faster.
Everyone's a star.
To the red carpet out of a rolls Royce car.
There are some vegan celebrities from P.E.T.A.
A campaign to lead us.
A sad story to convince us.
Animals are our friends who trust.
They're lives valuable & deaths unjust.
Celebit celebrities celebrate.
Cast in Co starring roles to mate.
To expensive resturants taking dates.
Paparazzi can't wait they are early & never late.
Their income is at stake.
Without their permission their photos they take.
Their fashion & makeup how would you rate?
To appearances they're not usually late.
To trespass on their property is a law to break.
Envy might show itself of their image to hate.
It is sure to be grand or great.
Fame & fortune is a life they make.

Do they possess secret of immortality?
So mankind will suffer no more fatality
Sparkling gems with silver chains.
Gold coins make it rain.
Mermaids gold.
Richness unfolds.
Immortality so old.
It shimmered so cold.
Stories unheard & never told.
An embrace too slippery to hold.
We have legs with no fins.
Another species is not a sin.
Never to walk among us on land.
They have no feet only hands.
Intelligent sea life unaware.
How divers discover what is there.
Do the mermaids even care?
Beneath the water a reflective box.
Pearls of the sea unlock.
A key of the ocean far from the docks.
Falling down to thee underworld.
Diamonds & pearls in the water they sink & swirl.
Gifts generate greed & envy I'd affected.
Treasures of the sea found & collected.
An image on your eyes reflected.

Put a padlock on the backstock.
I gave a sweet goodbye wave.
People make fun of how I behave.
Alcohol drains common sense from your brain.
Pukes out the poison down the drain.
Can make your boyfriend homicidal & insane.
It is lame.
They have only themselves to blame.
A hangover migrane all the same.
On your heart & liver puts strain.
With him his whisky shots are to the rim.
Drinking from morning, to noon, til the next moon.
Stumbling around the room.
Be kind & brave.
Free yourself of a drunken slave.
Salvage what is left of your mind.
Don't be the guy who trys to lie.
Sobriety you never gave a try.
Pave the way I gave.
Yourself you must save.
It gets loud under a thunder cloud.
Do you ever wonder....
Why zero is the number,
To which you plunder?
Lazy & slumber....
Do you need a glass of water.
Thristy? Why do I even bother?
I actually love my daughter.
Better without a drunken dumped father. I met someone so much hotter.

I wrote a little note.
To express how much I devote.
To give my heart.
That's a start.
Loneliness when we're apart.
My kiss could be better.
I can blot it on a letter.
The envelope is sealed.
True love is feeled.
My broken past is healed.
Atheist prayers aren't kneeled.
Embark on this beginning.
A game of winning.

Today is nothing.
No one is coming.
People dont know I'm here.
No one holds me near.
Friends arent allowed to visit.
I do nothing as i think here & sit.
Everyday is the same.
"Mother" is to blame.
This is no place to live.
There is nothing here to give.
I can't wait to move out.
Getting a job is hard to come about.
Every month I put money on my phone.
But no one ever calls me at his "home".

Still waiting.
Forever is dissipating.
Transparency is creating.
Regrets debating.
Me nobody is dating.
Complaints I am stating.

His soft, warm lips.....
With his hands on my hips.
Holding hands & making plans.
A fantasy of a desire unsatisfied.
Words untold with thoughts that lied.
A secure embrace...
A man with an unseen face.
A touch you can't erase.
Mysterious insecurity...
Shameless fear & uncertainty.

Our eyes meet.
Our intentions are not discreet.
We **** ice cubes in the summer heat.
Breakfast toast on rye & not wheat.
I fantasize he'll propose at my feet.
To live in a home never messy & always neat.
I write with my pen & take a seat.

Misunderstandings in the candlelight.
A conversation without a fight.
Honest & truth in your love at night.
He kissed my lips in the moonlight.
Reality is not what it seems the day is bright.
I awaken from my dream in the morning light.

Dishonest & Untrue.
Breaking hearts is what you do.
The right guy is so far & few.
Commitments is not something they knew.

Who is me?
A transparency & essence you can see.
Feel & touch me you will see I am real.
My voice chooses words.
None of which you really ever heard.
Our time for you of us together is blurred.
When your drunk your speech is slurred.
Flashbacks & nightmares.
*** with people that don't truly care.

A devotion with pure emotion of promise is unfamiliar.
Cheater's mistakes are so similar.
My eyes see who you really wish to be.
To be okay, if you sleep over & stay.
Yesterday, tomorrow, & after this day.

My ears hear, the truth has no fear.
Food for the hunger.
What is for dinner? I really wonder.

An expression of philosophy.
A twisted wizard & a faceless troll.
A message on an ancient scroll.
A blurry image not quite envisioned.
Just can't get permission.
Abort the mission.
No direction without a vision.

The hour past .....scenery didn't last.
Sickness whispers a disease.
The virus needs to leave.
My sanity no one believes.

Tasting a sour memory.
A past without clarity.
Losing a sacred part of me.
An emptiness nobody can touch or see.

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Horoscopes give us insight. & hope.
New ways to heal & cope.
Next in line, for second time.
Second best?
A place I detest.
Another casual conquest.
Never your first choice.
The wrong face & a different voice.
You choosed your choice.
Am I not the most beautiful?
You know I never do what I am told.
Am I too ugly, fat, & old?
I am what is left behind.
I gave you the space & time.
I am no where you will find.
Unstore all your hopes.
Work & don't be broke.
I am like gold & well defined.
I'm # 1.
My work here is done.

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In the alley ...I mean in the valley.
Sunflowers surround & uglyiness is devoured.
A divine power with a rainfall shower.
Above the cliff hill morning glories dance in circles.
Like a gown of purple.
The world has alot of stories.
Eyes of green can be seen.
Beneath a halo of daisies.
Is your prince okay or a little crazy?
Would you have his baby?
Looking up at the grey sky.
A witness to beauty undenied.
Majestic swan watch the sunset with me.
A respect no one else can see.
A destiny meant to be.
A prince he is & always will be.
Hand in hand strolling through a mystical sea land.

What will you find inside my mind?
My thoughts can never be bought.
My dreams are like moonbeams.
They glow really bright.
Being a mommy should'nt be a fight.
Taking a child from there mom isn't right.
My nightmares are not fair.
They can't care.
Images that haunt.
Bodies that flaunt.
My destiny is what is left of me.
A misery you see should not be.
Your thrills make me ill.
Promise not to laugh about anything from my past? It's unfortunate it didn't last.
A curse was cast.
My life was ruined fast.
The face had no mask.

Destiny has your plan.
All those who accuse.
Everyone you have abused.
Victims will haunt you.
All the days of your life of misery.
Wickedness is punished .
Saints & angels protect the innocent.
Guard & shield them from evil.

Do not follow me.
Never touch me.
Look away & do not stay.
Don't talk to me.
Stay away from my family.

Forget about my world.
Lose my info & Bio.
Erase our number.
Do not disturb my slumber.

Respect my privacy.
Your threats & bluffs evaporate.
Your jealousy & hate saturate.
Karma crushes your fate.
For hell you need not wait.
Whatever is left of you will desinagrate.

Another wriiten page.
Another spent wage.
Another great song.
Another reason to belong.
Another wrong Guy.
Another chance not to try.
Another reason not to die.
Another new year.
Another undrinken beer.
Another unshed tear.
Another hour near.
Another day, a different way.
Another dollar earned.
Another lesson learned.
Another goal to achieve.
Another love burned.
Another bridge turned.
Another desire granted.
Another tree planted.

died without knowing the truth of what happened.
the past unforgiven and never again forgotten.
memories lost are now found.
no justice in a world that is round.
a sadistic amnesia with repair to the damaged mind.
my heart breaks with what I find.
remembering a soul mate too late.
when it mattered the most.
I now stalk his ghost.
a bodyguard untrusting.
a sickness was lusting.
evidence remembered but undiscovered.
a last will and testament in the wrong hands.
npg was his band and 3rdeyedgirl became his new world.
he found me when I could not remember.
after he died my memory returned.
my heart cracked and burned.
his essence cremated.
his assets debated.
his legend unfaded.
my soul forever waited.
a destiny outdated.
an image unhated.
a body degraded.
now extinguished.
pure intentions never mentioned.
to bring him back a miracle I wished.
I would give anything to make true.
to restore his life new.
so together we can be two.

A fantasy is wondered during this slumber.

Nightmares will stop.

Unearthed above ground on top.

To love without hate.

Self esteem & well being tranquility makes.

Beauty inside & out
is what confidence is all about.

Self love, personality, & happiness is your persona.

Sloath clings like a flame to a moth.

Like unused rust turned to dust appeals a lust.

Gluttony has a need to feed.

To be  just like you is envy's need.

Greed plants it's seed.

Pride is not something you can hide.

Seven sins deadly like anger in a stranger.

Pride, sloath, greed, & envy, is listening.

Four out of seven doesn't get you to heaven.

Your fake concern.
Your lying heart I had unfortunately had to learn.
Your cheating ways how it cut & burn.
My trusting chance you wasted.
My sweetness for a moment you tasted.
My broken heart can't be taped, glued, or pasted.
For a while you have become a permanent ***.
Holding up signs at an intersection don't get my pity.
Not here or in any other city.
Our "relationship" was like a play.
You just used me so your miserable *** could have a lay.
With you I never wanted to live with or stay.
I promise in the end karma will pay.
Be presentable, admirable, & commendable.
Independent, & capable.
Not needy & dependant.
Pay your own mortgage or rent.
Be far enough away so I can't smell your odor.
Deodorant, soap, & cologne is not expensive.
Use toothpaste, mouthwash, & a razor to be nice.
Wash, shave, & brush so you don't get lice.
Your a stench & a disease
I would never touch, embrace, or squeeze.
You will forever be a two timing ******.
Your ticket punched.
A non productive drunk.
Your whole life is a problem unshrunken.
No thanks with you I wouldn't eat lunch.
I have lost my appetite.
Your a eye sore in my sight.
Now that your homeless, old, ugly, diseased, stench of liquor & tobacco, & unemployed.
Your status is void.
Who are your prospects?  
Who would want to be with you?
Not me.

Regret you have to allow & let the pain set.
Just because toward me you smile.
Don't mean our time is worth while.
Your problems you pile.
I can't fix them their yours to store & file.
The aisle stretched for miles.
Safe from any & all harm.
In the spring I got a bee sting.
Your chance for any romance to enhance expired any & all desire.

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A daughter I cherish.
I never want us to perish.
She is so pretty, not someone to ever to pity.
Sent here from heaven.
She is 16 but I wrote this when she was 11.
She makes me proud.
Even though sometimes she gets loud.
Next year she will be old enough to drive.
An experience I hope she will survive.
She will be done with school in two years.
I have complete faith that independence will take place.
Will be glad even though she never had a dad.
I have alot of fears I may even cry some tears.

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HOPE there is honor in love.
Designs that may not be mine.
DRINKING wine can't freeze time.
Make peace with your mind.
Left behind for one day to find.
A new life with a caring wife.
A husband to understand.
When he takes you by the hand.
It is a silent command.
No outrageous demands.
No children of the corn or village of the ******.
No red box rentals which have been banned.
Only a spirit who climbs.
Just everything hat is fine.
Not like talking to a mute mime.
Where being a momma is not a crime.

What matters most? The father, son, or the holy ghost? He died for us on the cross. Everything was not forgotten & lost. His life is what our sins cost.

Take a look in the good book. Words to know, not to be a crook.
Earthquakes & plagues that spread & shook. Knowledge to learn & commandment messages that Moses saw & took. I grieve of all the faith who leave.

No voice ....death without a choice. No thoughts just a body to rot. No one to bury ....no one to care.

Eternal & immortal. Through dimensions & portals. Resurrection was a revelation.

Invisible & miserable. Alone...just skin & bone. A tabernacle home. No mind with nothing to find. Someone to borrow just until before tommorrow. A temporary sorrow....but a permanent horror. Unrestrained rage, insanity without a cage. You will never forget me. My name, face, or life.

Generous & giving.
To me I she will be out living.
Probably by more than twenty years.
I have my paranoia & fears.
I wish us never to die or age.
To earn more than minimum wage.

Delicate, fragile hearts still beating.
A will to live is undefeating.
Kind, sweet, innocent, pure, & golden.
A life, birthed, loved, & chosen.
A protected memory shielded frozen.

Letters of hoping remain unopened.
Unhealing & never coping.
Trauma & damage, somehow we will manage.

Burning passion melts the ice from my rage.
Feelings go unsaid.
Words written erased & unread.
Warm in our beds resting our heads.
Stress weighs on my heart like lead.
Sometimes we go unfed.
My love or *** or is never wed.

Sunsets captivate the landscape.
Waterfalls splash with echoed noise.
Birds fill the skies before the rain falls.

My eyes open wide, my heart break subsides. My tears confide what my heart hides.
Your fears fade & forgotten. Our afflictions made rotten. Our happiness withheld.

His hand never holds mine. His commitment I hope I receive in time. His eyes don't see me. His words don't speak to me.

New ways to be bitter. Drunks need a sitter. My space don't pollute or litter. Feelings of love have to be mutual. Trust that is constitutional.

Respect that is connected. Loyaltys authentic!

Our companionship withers. OUR ABSENCES shiver.. What does our friendship deliver? The lack of empathy considers.

I got my own job, & was hired.
I met someone else better inspired.
Mutual respect transpires.
The past carrys on & lasts.
I won't be back.
Move fast ahead, be rid of you instead.
The door you slammed.
My life you ******.
It was settled.
We're over....infidelty mettled.
Your upset I bet.
Your own regret.
My future is set .

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A psychic warns of a coming storm.
It is essential to have your own home rental.
Negative thoughts don't diminish & rot.
Thankful for all that you got.
Perceive my life you will one say leave.
Like you got better things to achieve.
In my heart I know & believe...
The jealously & envy I don't relish & can a see.
A broken part of me.
No one you want me to be.
The doesn't fade fast.
But insanity lasts.
My mind set is permanent regret.
I can never forget.
A demonic entity,
stole my identity
sexually In hatred spirits transform.
Spells are performed.
Black hearts aren't warm.
Ice cold & evil soul's is out sold.
Consequences will be so much greater.
The traitor will pay for this later.
It will be front page news the paper.

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Do you wonder if it will rain or thunder?
How can you know when the sky will snow?
My daughter does'nt like the sun.
She will try to run. Do the stars seem far?
There will be a full blue moon soon.
Who do you blame for the hurricane?
Did the wizard cause the blizzard?
The flood make a lot of mud.
You can catch the hail in this here pail.

What changes a woman from being just a hookup for ***,
to a girlfriend or a wife?
Pregnancy? No. A job? No?
Their own place? No. A car? No.
A college degree? Yes? Sanity? Yes? No Substance abuse issues? Yes?
No childhood *** abuse issues? No? A bank account? No?
Being too old, fat, & ugly? Yes?.....why?
I have what every other female has *****, a mind, a personality, a diet,
a high school education,
an interest in the opposite ***,
a type preference, an appetite,
a fragrance, an opinion, a fantasy,
a desire, a will, empathy, compassion, self control, will power, self respect & I'm careful.

Biast & inconclusive & rude & illusive.
Liars & heartlessly abusive.
Can someone demolish this building?
Justice is unyielding.
Their reports conscrue & distort.
"Burdens" they recommend to abort.
The judge, & mediator are an evil sort.
I wish them all dead.
My declarations forgotten & probably unread.
My child unfed.
The system doesn't know what's best.
They just recommend their first guess.
For guardianship & custody they say of course why not yes.
They don't care if pedofiles have visitation they caused this mess.

Leave the holiday lights alone.
Or we can find you a new home.
My leg is not a scratching post.
All these little things add up to the most.
Go to sleep all day.
Later we can play.
My phone charger cord is not a chew toy.
It causes stress not joy.
You jump on my coffee ***.
You can knock over the fan I thought.
You are a four legged menace.
Your hyperactiveness is relentless.
Don't mess with the contents of my purse.
Or my anger is dispursed.
Running around the room makes it worse.

Light beams show rainbows it seems.
Shines on areas that are dim.
Holding hands with him.
Uglyiness sees no romance & gets no kisses.
Rejection ignores & disses.

Sadness & loneliness excel.
Hope & happiness lay broken where it fell.
Frustration alone still yells.
****** in this stench hole of hell.
Describes the story I always tell.
Never to understand.
This is like a ghost land.
Where civilization had been banned.

No friends....dwelling no where.
No people near....no family here.

Acres of space & empty dirt.
Above thee earth.
Not the last or the first.
Respect all life's births.
Hell is alot worse.
All species are equal but diverse.

Who is she?
That would have him propose on one knee.
Being single for two decades continues.
To meet the right person I had not yet knew.
Beautiful is not how I feel.
While alone & unhealed.
Outside through the window I see people in love together.
Inside these walls true live never occurred.
A fantasy dreamed is too blurred.

Fly away from me butterfly.
Spend years wondering why.
Sad thoughts bring tears to make us cry.
Fragile & delicate wings, so transparent & thin.
All the places you wonder where they've been. Innocent & lovely, joyful & silly.
Flying from yard to yard.
Travelings not so hard.
Effortless flight fluttering just right.
Used to be a caterpillar not a sinful killer.
Enchanting & sweet flying near you as if to greet.
Across the scenery through thee majestic greenery their happiness mapped out.
Well being essence is all about.
Carefree butterfly with no regrets or doubts.
Just free, up, & out. Magical & bright.
In the morning light.

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Cloak me from them.
Protect my body.
Guard my mind.
Shield my baby.
Save my soul maybe.

Purify my essence.
Cleanse my holy presence.
Worship my fetus.

Love this place of ours we need it.
Evil intentions be gone & erase.
Honor the deserving.
Know who they are serving.
Police are suppose to protect & serve.
My 3 years of **** is low priority.
More then 25 years passed.
I guess time matters when you want to report it.
At 12 years old how was I suppose to know what to do?
I couldn't work or drive.
I guess I was quiet to stay alive.
I never said nothing even after it left.
How was I to ever know when it might return.
They just arrest or harass or search your car.
Laws can't prevent it protect.
Sometimes they can't fix what's ******.
Respect everyone's children & pets.
Mine or yours is equally precious.
Prevent evil & avoid what is bad.
Rescue them from danger.
Protect & guide unfortunate creations to be safe.
Teach the mentally challenged common sense.
Help to communicate with the deaf by writing.
Help the blind with what they need to find.

Your eyes linger in my direction a moment too long
The feelings I feel for you are wrong.
I am thirteen years older.
You were three when I graduated high school.
Twenty years later I could be as old as your mom.
In school my senior year I never had a prom.
In class like at work I am no one anyone likes.
Even though I am straight & not a ****.
I guess to me males aren't attracted.
They treat me like waste that's been extracted.
On the phone or Facebook I am never contacted.
Disgust, loathing, & rejection is how it's reacted.
Never be someone's *****.
To scratch their needy itch.
Be the boss of yourself today & make the switch.
Work ethics were bended.
Selfishness from a user needing rides we both tended.
Charming, friendly, & admiration isn't mended.
Complaints about me is what you sended.
Enemies in the workplace who vandalized your Ford focus you befriended.
Your dark brown eyes look offended.
Toward me a favor or compliment is never lended.
Politeness & sincerity is just pretended.

The lens of the camera shutters.
Paparazzi mutters & shouts, camera crews clutter.
Screaming your name.
In awe of your presence.
To get a piece of your famed essence.
Magazine photo shoots you for the cover.
Photographers stare & hover.
Fashion photography or obscene *******.
Best eyes, best hair, best clothes or best bare.
Best lips or best hips.
Fashion victims & icon vixens.
Dressing room trailers for hair, makeup, & wardrobe.
Traveling for pictures circling the globe.
From actresses to recording artists, producers & directors.
From television & big screen projectors.
Velvet, lace, silk, or satin?
For divas white, black, or latin.
A flowing gown with fans all around.
A populated town with limos surround.
Hands, feet, & autographs splash with rain.
Thee walk of fame on it has your name.
Your aura has potential & appeal.
To worship, adore & kneel.
A red carpets beneath your heels.
Life,  fame, success, wealth is unreal.
Happiness & joy you can feel.

The neighbors left my dog alone
in the cold, dark, rain.
They do not care it is insane.
My empathy is still the same.

This is not how it has to be.
I hear his silent plee.
Together it is as we are one, I, him & we.
A neglection of abandonment I see.

They should wrap him in a blanket &
Keep him warm.
Cover him from the wind & storm.
Compassion is what will form.
With love bonds a new life is born.

A Shock from reading alfred hitchcock.
Is it true a shrine displaying the brain of albert einstein?
I feel so revived when I wear chanel #5.
Titanic created chaos, confusion & panic.
The white house is where the president Is a four year resident.
Christina aguilera wears mascara.
Madonna doesn't smoke marijuana.
Cher has beautiful hair.
Vivian leigh can scream as loud as a banshee.
I never met marilyn monroe I would have wanted to say hello.

I was born into this strange unknown world.
It remains a blur.
A fog not even a memory faded.
Who will I be?
What will I do?
Who has the answers?
Where will I go?
Who will know me?
Who will love me?
Who will fear me?
Who will mock me?
Who will **** me?
Who will **** me?
Who will steal from me?
Who will lie to me?
Who will hurt me?
Who will desert me?
Who will con & deceive?
Who will save me?
Who will befriend me?
Who will trust me?
Who will count on me?
Who will stop me?
Who will protect me?
Who will ***** me?
Who will help me?
Who will want me?
Who would die for me?
Who will I die for?
What is my destiny?
Will my dreams die or come true?
Will my nightmares haunt me forever?
Will I ever forgive?
Can I ever forget?
Time can't change the past.
My hatred continues to last.
What is my destiny for the rest of me?
In the least I will never have peace.
Should I put my age on this page?
Soon the night will bring the moon.
I will awaken at noon.
You care enough to stare.
You walked up to me to talk to me.
the hour grew sour.
You drove away far in your car.
I made a wish on the first star.
Should I go to Dublin and go into a bar?
Who wants to go?
Will you stay there in the snow?
Because it's only your family you want to know.
I want you near.
But I don't want to be here.
You might wonder why
but sometimes I want to die,
that might make us sad and cry,
But do you really want to be my committed guy?
Without having too much to try.
Or would you rather say goodbye?

A dog for you.
A cat for me.
A fog of dew.
I sat with you.
Is one better than two?
Am I who you knew?
Dream of floating clouds.
Or nightmares where you scream.
And get loud.
Control my mind, my thoughts, my voice,
my vision, my body, & my feelings.
Where is the cure for what made me unpure?
My childhood was lured.
My past a blur.
Your words a slur.
The wind blows across the hillside.
The irish civilization is so enchanting to me.
The accents, their manners, their luck of the Irish.
Dark brown eyes.
So many reasons why.
I need a change.
A new life, new friends, some pets,
puppies and kitties.
Rain storms. Country life or city life?
Sunrise sunset.
Rainbows with pots of gold.
Mesmerising eyes, hypnotic stares.
Flirting glares.
Unspoken words of lust.
Find some people I can trust.
Do what I must.
Bad people to bust.
Should I die & turn to dust?
Their cars to rust.
Do what's just.
Sour flower
withers within the hour
has no power.
I throw it from the highest tower.
For death to devour.
The trees blow in the night breeze.
Without a coat you will freeze.
Or catch a cold & sneeze.
Can I get a blanket please?
Does your dog has fleas?
I am not broken.
You think I'm easy you must be joking.
Your license needs to be revoken.
My life you keep choking.
My daughter needs a cup of water.
She didn't want the food I bought her.
she doesn't listen to anything I taught her.
You want me not her.
The stream looks green.
Is the weather not what it seems?
Don't leave me that would be mean.
Do you want your coffee with sugar & cream?
Or is this just a dream?

Have you ever gone berserk
while still at work?
You're in a rush
To touch up and brush.
You want me that much?
You have a crush.
Don't have a fuss.
Or I will start to cuss.
You want to **** my body?
Get perverted and naughty?
Get turned on?
Have some fun?
Nestle and run.
Have a party and get some?
Do you really think I'm that dumb?
You don't need me to make you come.
My type is not a broke ss ***.
Get out of here.
Take your ***.
You will never hit my drum.
You think if I let you touch my breast,
that you can have the rest?
You want to thank me?
How do you rank me?
You like to spank me.
How much would your bank be?
Don't call me.
If you go to school drunk.
You will flunk.
You don't feel alive
When you're deprived.
You deceive and con.
You can try to make me cry.
Just drop dead and die.
You miserable f**
Drop cover and duck.
I hope you get stuck under the rubble.
And it makes your problems double.
I don't eat dairy.
You popped cherries.
You **** virgins.
Cause stress and burdens.
Strawberry.
do you sell condoms?
That question is the wrong one.
Colin Farrell
where's expensive apparel.
Offensive eyes.
An insulted glare.
That went nowhere.
That's not fair.
I didn't know who he was at the time
he wasn't that famous
only four years
probably only shared a few beers,
with other celebrities.
Had a few magazine covers.
Done a few movies.
Not having cable or going to the theaters
didn't help.
Nice to meet you.
Sorry I didn't know you.
Don't ask twice.
I wasn't that nice.
I'm yours for any price.
Malibu or Ireland?
Where will we spend time and money?
I wish it was you I could kiss.

People always say they like my name and love my hair.
But it's not mutual so I don't care.
Flirt back I wouldn't dare.
Did anyone ever tell you it's rude to stare?
I don't even glimpse or glare.
I never walk in public bare.
It would be rare.
That I would be a match for a perfect pair.
At work I'm sick of what I have to wear.
Hollywood is overrated.
Too populated.
The craze is too generated.
Egos get too inflated.
Relationships are infatuated.
Crime is too saturated.
Wealth & fame is wasted.
Everyone's got talent.
It's so unbalanced.
I come from dysfunction.
Our paths don't junction.
There's too much corruption.
It's not fair it's an interruption.
My anger is an eruption.
Politics is an obstruction.
My life never had construction.
I'm broken never chosen.
Your evil nature prevails.
I wait for the time to bail.
From me you will never get mail.
You fail.
***** of flame on you I wish would hail.
You being locked up in jail.
In hell is where you can forever wale.
Your hatred consumes.
Your Prejudice resumes.
Your life is doomed.
I hope your death approaches you soon.
I would celebrate at the full moon.
After every afternoon.
Your misery looms.
Your stench fills every room.
Every day you're around is gloom.
It's your time to go.
It's true because I said so.
You should have never been born.
Your lies were sworn.
Nobody would care if I blew the horn.
You destroy everything in your path.
You will suffer Hell's eternal wrath.
You do the math.

Are you scared of heights?
Airplane flights?
Or dark nights?
You can't swim.
Your vision is too dim.
Your not slim.
What is your worst fear?
To lose someone you love so dear!
Why should I have to fight for what's already mine?
I'll get her back within eight years time.
Your swine.
When we leave you I know us you'll try to find.
Ariel is my gem.
You can't trap her in a pen.
She is my lucky charm.
You are like a fire alarm.
She doesn't want to hold your arm.
With you she's at risk from harm.
You belong on a farm.
Like locusts swarm.
I don't need to focus.
To see your game.
You lost your brain.
Your mind is gone.
You clutter your lawn.
You're so boring you make me yawn.
You always want to control.
You want to **** my soul.
You only feed Ariel cereal in a bowl.
Your mind is an empty hole.
My daughter you stole.
All lies you told.
Your dying & old.
You know you have a heart of stone.
You lie on the phone.
You speak in a sarcastic tone.
Get out of my zone.
You heartless crone.
When you don't get your way.
You dominate me to stay.
Your petition got permanently granted.
You think that your life is grand.
You think a restraining order will keep me banned.
About you I don't give a ****.
You lied on the stand.
You don't own any land.
Nobody wants your helping hand.
My attorney said he couldn't wave a magic wand.
That for twenty five grand.
That's so outrageous.
I want to scream and holler.
I hate this world because you're in it.
You mindless twit.
You **** daily in your bed.
Go to an old folks retirement home.
You should get yourself a tombstone.

If you're blind
Ariel & I you can never find.
If you're deaf you won't know where she left.
If you can't walk
You can't stalk.
If you can talk to you can't gossip.
If your dead.
It doesn't matter if the guardianship papers or ever read.
Your best bet is to disappear.
My absence with Ariel is what you most fear.
You spin your web of deceit.
Your a carnivore eating meat.
You think I am all you can defeat.
You f* creep.
Payback is what you'll meet.
You should be punished for what you've done. You can be out run.
I know you've had your fun.
You are so dumb.
Die today.
Die tomorrow.
Die tonight.
Before the afternoon.
Meet your doom.
I'm sick of you.
You are a disease.
You make me sick.
I don't want to know you.
Ariel and I don't need to be near you.
Stay away, go away.
fck off.
Drop dead.
You ruined my life.
You fckd up Ariel's too.
Your a heartless crazy ****** b* .
You're jealous and old.
Disappear, decay & rot.
You fckng twt.
You deserve the worst.
You are a curse.
I'm tired of your lies.
Your games with the same old s*.
Your a dim wit.
Your a stubborn ****.
You destroy the grass.
You're an infection with no cure.
Your the reason why my past is a blur.
I want to forget it.
I choose not to remember.
I hate you.
You are disgusting.
You are not to be trusted.
Someone you hate is hated.
You are trouble.
Your personality is double.
Your mind is split.
You're not right.
I am.

The puppet parrot voice echos through the valley. Struck with Cupid's arrow beyond the edge of the cliff.
To the ground fallen stiff.
Flies above with a halo & fluttering wings.
The son of the goddess of love.
A sweet found union....harmony sings.
Across an enchanting magical realm.
A haunted forest overwhelms.
A flock of angels on a mission.
Delivers love without commission.
A soulmate without permission.
Desire with no conditions.
An unwished favor with passion to savor.
Lacking any & all wisdom.
To bring down a kingdom.

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

Anger of a stranger.
In my own bed room exists a nighty danger.
Hatred of who took what is sacred.
Tries to lie.
Attempts to buy.
Never explains why.
Makes little children cry.
Wishing for us to die.
Away from here I want to fly.
The kidnapper picked the wrong guy.
She should have never said "hi".
The victim was I.
She lives in a pig sty.
I hate guns.
The situation never made me run.
******, threats, & suicides are not fun.
Evil is never done.
A criminal I am not the one.
Miles are not enough distance between pedofiles.
The internet is not how they met.
I bet that is how their plan is set.
They never pay their debt.
Justice is what we never get.