A special place in hell.
Child ***** they sell.
Pedofiles have no style.
They destroy, hurt, & defile.
They deserve no glory.
We need to all end their story.
They should be castrated & executed.
Blinded, deafened, & muted.
Probation should'nt even be disputed.
Paralyzed until they've realized.
True suffering.
Revenge with no wondering.
A hell on earth for them.
Their life should have never been birthed.
Their evil essence was unearthed.
A soul-less existence with no worth.
An entity that's cursed.
They walk among us.
Blending in so diverse.
Havoc & chaos they resurrect is worse.
They belong in a coffin in a hearst.
Heartless & the unpureist.
I wish them all dead.
To stay out of children's beds.
My words you saw & read.
From justice they fled.
Fugitives of crime.
Sentenced to death in time. Bounty hunters hear their thunder. Watch your back. They will attack.

I like chocolate malt.
My life is at a halt.
I know who is at fault.
It's always the same who I blame.
She is lame.
Her sanity untame.
Her self shame.
You know her name.
You know her face.
It's an image you can't erase.
She put me & my child's life to waste.
She has selfish taste.
I wish her gone without a trace.
She slows down the pace.
She is always on my case.
Her feet are always bare.
She never brushes her hair.
She always judges & stares.
She never cares.
Turmoil daily she dares.
She's the world's biggest slob.
She does'nt have a thing to rob.
The only clothes she wears has holes, stains, & tears.
She never has any food.
In my business she always intrudes.
She is jealous, miserable, & rude.

Sequester thee eternal sunshine.
The hummingbird does not speak to me.
Symbolizing a new beginning.
Harmony brings Destiny.
Doing the devil's work is heartless.
He can believe liars to this day.
For the biast lies about me the mediator had to say.
I thought heresay was irrelevant.
Her recommendations to the judge were sent.
I was not chosen.
My parental rights frozen.
Demons in human form in the courtroom posing.
Judge Gerald Jessop retired without remorse.
His senseless verdicts concluded it's course.
Who does he think he is to say
or think how we deserve to be separated this way.
At my side is the only place for Ariel to stay.

To take a child from their mother as a baby & a little girl is not for their best interest.
It was traumatizing enough everytime I had to leave just to work my shift.
The judge & his minions at Madge Bradley Downtown can drink giraffe ****.
For what they did to my daughter & I's relationship
The devil horned one of red flesh can escort them with his pitchfork to hell as a trip.
Another sunrise they can skip.
Some evil is so bad that not even fire can destroy it
The natural order of things this way is meant.
The biast liars be ****** & die endless torment.

My world will crash.
A victim to bash.
I felt like trash.
Losing custody happened fast.
To colorado we would dash.
The police took her away in a flash.
I hate my low life past.
My luck has always ******.
It would take a miracle.
You won't find it in a crackerjack box,
Or a bowl of cereal.
Pet rocks or teddy bears that talk.
Nothing good ever comes easy.
I try not to be too needy.

The swan promised me a destiny.
To marry what is left of me.
To love me with your whole heart.
A life together as a pair to embark.

At the lake moonlight dimly lightens.
A horizon white owls brighten.
The wolves howls at the moon.
It will be morning soon.
You can't see the stars in the afternoon.

Sunrise through cloudy skies.
The tears on my pillow dried.

Since the dawn of time.
Elements of creation are a mystery to find.

Gravity has a grounding power.
It's hold lasts more than 24 hours.

The sky, planet, & galaxy can not fall.
The universe is not that small.
A message is delivered to us all.
The blue jays sing their call.
Shadows move across the cabin walls.

The trees stand still.
As butterflies land on the windowsill.
Garden snakes & lizards slither underneath shrubs.
As I lounge in the hot water of the bathroom tub.

Know the difference between a cat & a skunk.
Rap,hip hop,soul,gospel,pop,rock,& funk.
A wolf and a sheep.
A gentleman or a creep.
Trust your instincts.
Know the truth from a bluff.
Be assertive but not tough.
Don't be dumb bit act like you know enough.
Beware of what's junk& what's good stuff.
Have an eye for quality.
Don't waste your money in thee economy.
Achieve something realistic.
But don't settle for ****.
Don't start something just to quit.
Never keep a man that is violent or hits.
It wouldn't be a heartbreak to miss.
Careful what you wish.
Dreams can happen.
Visualize will create it.
The pieces will fit.
A destiny will form.
Your happiness will be born.
Joy can transform.
The curse will diminish.
Don't give death a kiss.

Broken poor trash which degrades & defiles.
You lied to the courts, judge, mediator, minor's counsel, & district attorney.
A backstabber, 2 faced, hypocrite, who commited perjury.
A hunchback hammertoed hefer who gets fatter.
You live in a hoarded ***** stenched sty.
Quality is not something you search to buy.
You settle for **** bit by bit.
On your fat *** you sit.
Your ***** sag.
Your a decripid old hag with saddle bags.
You destroy relationships.
You can't form your own friendships.
Your a judgmental, prejudice, anti-social, psychotic, hermit crab.
Your a heartless blackheart who back stabs.
You take what's not yours.
By manipulation, cheating, stealing & lying.
You want my child motherless.
Your an evil diease.
Your thoughtless, your lies don't put me as ease.
You divorced my dad.
You took all I had.
You can't control your bladder.
What I want to you does'nt matter.
Greed you sought.
Your lies I fought.
You spread hate in your old lady disguise.
You believe your so clever, deceitful, & wise.
You have cellulite, verocross veins, & cottage cheese thighs.
A meat loving satanic caravore.
Who slams the door.
Pees on herself & the floor.
Has a greed for more. Always settles for poor. Vendictive evil without a cure. My life is smeared a blur from everything I am & once were.

Still waiting.
Forever is dissipating.
Transparency is creating.
Regrets debating.
Me nobody is dating.
Complaints I am stating.

She was broke & had no folks.
He never says any funny jokes.
A drunk scavenging for junk.
I have a hatchback not a trunk.
A foul stench of funk.
Robbed by some punk.
A resort never reports escorts.
They don't dispute petitions in court.
A feud with people sued.
Abortions are fetal extortion.
A security guard trys to act all hard.
Civil service makes me nervous.
The summer could've been more funner.
Starstruck celebrity hype.
Articles magazines can type.
Gossip to thee extreme.
CELEBRITY schemes & scandals.
Misbehaved & manhandled.
Images & looks to copy & swipe.
Identities to wipe.
Fortune & Fame that is not yet ripe.

Unicorns. Being. Born.
Village of the ******.
Children of the corn.
Deaths to mourn.
Lover's scorned.
The devil's hooves & horned.
Tails & pitch forks.
Flames of hell fire.
Newborns delivered by storks.
Heaven's aspire.

Creations of destinations
Visions manifestations.
Interruption of their unspeakable corruption.
Justice has no eruptions.
No marriage proposals.
No engagements.
Relationship estrangements.
No current living arrangements.

Real mysteries.
Ancient history.
Alien technology.
Implanted neurology.
In depth psychology.
Recycled ecology.

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Biast & inconclusive & rude & illusive.
Liars & heartlessly abusive.
Can someone demolish this building?
Justice is unyielding.
Their reports conscrue & distort.
"Burdens" they recommend to abort.
The judge, & mediator are an evil sort.
I wish them all dead.
My declarations forgotten & probably unread.
My child unfed.
The system doesn't know what's best.
They just recommend their first guess.
For guardianship & custody they say of course why not yes.
They don't care if pedofiles have visitation they caused this mess.

Finding in the world your own place.

Elements surround my case.

Attack evil invisible or solid.

My essence you can not rid.

Of what transpired you hid.

Inconclusive criminals elusive.

Their Crimes abusive.

On earth well & free they live & exist.

A sickness I won't miss.

Probation & patrole grant them freedom.

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My growing sexuality is not a reality.
I need a mutual mentality.
It is a crucial required vitality.
Abnormality results in a possible fatality.
On my good side you see my hospitality.
On the dark side reveals brutuality.
Magic potion stirs beneath the deepest ocean.
Expertise to cease everything that disagrees.
Advice to think twice.
I am the best.
Not just obsessed.
When I take walk I don't enjoy getting stalked.

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I don't make deals.
Not with the devil.
My head is level.
You can't scramble my mind.
Organization is what you'll find.

It is too good to be true.
Decline all offers.
Refuse to be a published author.
I don't need the critics.
Someone will always disagree.
With who or what I choose to be.
My beliefs are mine.
My morals conflict & controverse.
I no longer have to try.
I do not need to be in the public eye.
I prefer private eyes.
The whole world doesn't need to love me.
Or even like or know me.
I no longer want to be number one.
Or anyone's favorite, I am Ariel's mom.
You can have the glory.
My thoughts burn & simmer.
I don't need to be a best seller or a winner.

It is like 90 degrees.
Air conditioning please.
You can pass out in this heat.
Too hot to move have a seat.
The forecast is the posted word.
I wish it snowed in this California desert.
Roasting hot is what I felt.
We all need to moisture our eyeballs with eye drops people so they don't melt.
Too much to ask for some loving.
It is like a solar oven.
No money for gas.
No a.c. for the low class.
Only poor people with dui's take the bus.
***** to be us.
I still ain't no one's wife.
I know Ariel & I are destined for at least a middle class life.
A pay check would fill this void.
It's been almost 2 decades for her & almost 4 decades for me of thus poor poverished lifestyles of the broke & unemployed.
The universe taketh & the universe giveth.

Disbelief of your tragedic grief.
Has no relief.
I guess we should rest.

Have tranqulity in your ability.
Doubts abominate my fate.

You should'nt have lied about being on my side. Can you make it So I don't have to wait?

Isolate the fears you create.
Swallow the hate.
The critics don't accommodate.

Don't follow the void that is hollow.
THAT IS INSANE IN YOUR BRAIN.
With only yourself to blame.
Standing barefoot & naked in the pouring rain.

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Stay happy.
Stay safe.
Sometimes go shopping.
Sometimes it's okay to change something that is the same.

Always take your trash out daily.
Always use toothpaste & deodarant.
Always bathe & shower daily.
Always wear sunblock when near large areas of water like beaches, pools, rivers, lakes, or oceans.
Always stop at a red light or a stop sign.
Always pay your car insurance & phone bill on time
Always do your dishes daily & your laundry weekly.
Always be calm & polite.
Always wash your car every 2 weeks.

Don't trust any strangers.
Don't answer the phone without caller id.
Don't pick up hitch hikers.
Don't take rides from strangers.
Don't gamble.
Don't get drunk.
Don't breathe second hand smoke.

Never smoke around children.
Never shoplift for nothing or no one.
Never let anyone watch your children.
Never let anyone borrow money or your car.
Never call in sick to work.
Never request a day off from your job.
Never be late for your shift.

The neighbors left my dog alone
in the cold, dark, rain.
They do not care it is insane.
My empathy is still the same.

This is not how it has to be.
I hear his silent plee.
Together it is as we are one, I, him & we.
A neglection of abandonment I see.

They should wrap him in a blanket &
Keep him warm.
Cover him from the wind & storm.
Compassion is what will form.
With love bonds a new life is born.

I don't know what people think of me but I am not the ***** i portray myself to be.
I know thee image of me.
Just because I want to be beautiful & have attention from a man which i never even get doesn't mean I am a *****.
For 10 years she blocked the front door.
How can I be a ***** if I threw away 100 condoms that expired after 3 years that were never even used.
As children we were abused.
If I was such a ***** they would have been used in twenty minutes.
All old ***** hunchback does is on her fat *** sit.
I don't really give a **** what the mom & her fat son I disowned 8 years ago thinks of me.
I know what I see.

There is no senseful way to destroy a life.
To do it is senseless, ignorant, hateful and selfish.
Whether or not it is human or any other species.
Chicken,cow, pig, camel, turkey etc.
To dismember and sever it's parts piece-by-piece is cruel.
Dead or Alive, disrespectful, sick, wrong & unjust.
No political laws for it would never make it right or accepted.
That should protect their well-being lives & how they're treated.
Living creatures are all holy vessels in my eyes.
Their souls are priceless.
Their lives are not worthless as a society believes.
Each one deserves a full and happy life.
The cow & pigs tongue should not be severed and sold in grocery store meat departments.
Their bodies should stop being butchered for carnivore consumption.
Society is ignorant, greedy and two complant.
Just as sheep, all followers no leaders.
Butchers, poachers, & meat eaters should all be treated as a defenseless animal that is tortured and killed in the same exact way to justify their deaths.
With the deaths of their killers.
Endangered species are bred for slaughter
the animals should all be considered holy and valuable, priceless, pure, innocent, & defenseless.
Death ends life.
Life is a gift deserved by every being born in this world or any other.

Climbed a mountain to reach a fountain.
Shivered from getting drenched in an ice cold river.
The pond past a hill to a field beyond.
Great emotion from an image of the ocean.
Sprained an ankle.
Eatting dessert don't hurt.
Oared a canoe to peru.
Guaranteed a jet ski.
Everyday we snow sleigh.
In june one afternoon.
Went up 1000 feet in a hot air balloon.
On friday night we ice skate.
We went to reno.
To gamble at the casinos.

Dad I loved you.
Your the only father I knew.
It should have been just us two.
Our memories are so few.

You showed me I could trust a tomcat or a puppy.
To pet him & make a buddy.
I still can't cook.
To find the right food.
Caravores are selfish, sick, & rude.

My vegan species is divided.
Separate dwellings unspecified are hided.
Recipes unconfided.

What is for lunch?
Besides rootbeer, cola, & fruit punch?

Is there no vegan chefs left?

Not enough vegan restaurants here.
Nothing close by or near.
To become extinct is something I fear.
Too many taverns with beer.
Vegan establishments this town & city needs to build.
In malls & shopping centers to be filled.

Vegans don't know where to look.
I want to write & publish a poetry book.
"Innocence Unattended" is my best work.

Waited to be sofisticated.
Desires saturated.
Feelings contemplated.
Unknown people stalked & hated.
Commitments unreached & outdated.
Birthdays belated.
Imaginary relationships created.
Fantasies unfated.
Communities fenced & gated.
Opposite sexes connected & mated.
Second thoughts changed & debated.

Dawn & Dusk.
Pink & White.
Deers & baby fawns.
An essence so bright.
Their aura glows.
Hunters who **** them.
Don't care to know.
Poaching....that's not right.
They don't see the light an eternal spirit will invite you to a website.
Despite the animal stalkers sick delight.
The magazines & articles they post is not alright.
A deer's death is unable to reunite.
About pride of slaughter they write.
Living beings a well being right.
Getting butchered to die is a senseless fight.

Evil entities be deflected.
Innocence never neglected.
Loved & respected.
They deserve to be protected.
A sacred birth from mother earth.
Possesses a priceless worth.
Wild life pays an unacceptable price.

The mother pearl.
Starved.
Marveled by it.
In the deep blue sea .
Sparkling precious gemstones.
In keyless entry without technology.
Treasures like feathers.
Marble statues you want to pursue.
He thought you knew.
Creepy janitor.
Endless corridors.
Vacant Lots.
Dark stairwell.
Late night patrol.
Criminals out of control.
Cereal for breakfast again in a bowl.
Foul people.
Full of regret.
With a stubborn mindset.
Don't fret.
You don't need a vet.
Let's make a bet.
You'll be in my debt.
You can try to disappear on a jet.
I'll catch you in my net.
You'll be my pet.
A mistake I won't let.
If you betray my trust.
I will do what I must.
You lost your wallet again?
All your money gone.
How sad.
That's bad.
Did you tell your dad?
I guess you really are bankrupt.
A life unfortunately got interrupt.
It's disturbing how I choose my wording.
Slime, mold, mildew.
Gross slosh.
Dreams of floating.
Lard thats bloating.
Braggers gloating.
Forget everything I said.
And all that you read.
Meaningless words that make no sense.
Confusing thoughts written.
I can't concentrate on reading what I wrote.
I blank out.
It's not in here.
Don't whisper in my ear.
The same things you said to her.
Nobody's jealous.
Relentless ranting
Annoying chanting.
You choked me on purpose.
Skipping thoughts.
Unreported crimes.
Shameful timing.
Pityless weeping.
Silent cries.

We have to hide.
Are you on my side?
Will our fates collide?
Don't hurt me.
Don't dessert me.
Don't flirt with me.
Don't give your enemies any ideas.
Close the drapes.
Turn off the lights.
Lock the door.
Close the windows.
Quickly under here.
Be quiet.
They'll find us.
They seek to destroy.
They want your girl and boy.
Danger from a stranger.
Do you understand?
This is not there and take my land.
I'm not undercover.
I call your bluff.
Violence is silence.
Caveman did not respect their women.
Cave dwellers.
I dare accuse you.
I can't fool you.
You tried to break my fingers.
You burnt my hand.
You grabbed my throat.
You stuck your thumbs in my eyes.
You pulled my hair.
You punched my back.
You ***** me more than once.
You don't respect women.
I don't want distress.
You have a temper.
You put your hands on me.
You intimidate.
I don't trust you.
You just want our ***.
You don't love me.
You've never loved any of us.
I don't trust you.
You call me names.
You are mean.
You are aggressive.
You are violent.
You degrade women.
You tried to restrain me.
Pinned my arms down.
Undressed me with your eyes.
I'm not scared of you.
You try to take advantage.
I'm not your victim.
You are a ******.
You have sick ideas.
I won't help you.
I've been trained in the art of self-defense.
You might be stronger.
But I can scream louder.
I bite, scratch, kick, run, & pull hair.
Watch out for my heels.
And pepper spray.
I won't aim to miss.
Don't even try.
You will die.

We are all connected.
The smell of chapstick & playdough.
Pillsbury Dough Boy has to go.

Tomorrow we will make a side trip.
Errands & appointments we can skip.
The right shade of purple & pink for my lips.

Some accessories are necessary.
The right heely shoes of styles so few.
Straight or wavy long hair.
About my appearance I always care.

I want to always look my best.
Hair, makeup, wardrobe, & all the rest.

To age older one day at a time.
Youth & my prime is no longer mine.

Liquid eyeliner to enhance & make finer.
Foundation to even the tone of my ****** skin.

Mascara for my lashes.
Finding clothes that matches.
Some eyeshadow for my lids.
Revealing jewelry where it's hid.

With an evil grin.
She expresses disgusting sin.
Her tricks will make you sick.
Are angels of destruction,
A careful divine construction?
A child misplaced.
A truth you never faced.
Placed in the wrong class.
Deception as transparent as glass.
Incompetent & prejudice.
Not someone I trust.

Heartless & uncreditable.
Brainless & judgmental.
Self centered greed.
An undeserved need.
A mind that's lame.
Insanity untamed.
Like a sneaky flame.
Not a distressed dame.
More like a hunchback from notre dame.
A false declaration she claimed.

My funds are quickly depleting.
Being broke is financially defeating.
Wealth is something everyone is always wanting or needing.
As long as they're breathing & their hearts are still beating.
Selfishness & greed is up to speed & heating.
No friends to arrange a meeting.
Someone to who you belong.
Who would never treat you wrong.
My money don't last long.
Unless you marry someone strong.
Who when they see you they burst into song.
Respect you can see.
To get a part of me.

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Explore who we adore. Implore a devotion.
Not an unheard of notion.
Just pure emotion.
***** gives you the blues.
Alcohol is flammable & doesn't freeze.
It ruins your liver with ease.
Another shot of whisky, "please".
Refuse to self abuse.
Just brings bad news.
Choose to confuse my muse to amuse.
Tattoos can't be washed off with shampoo.
No use with your lame excuse.
Nice try.
Lost your shoes on a cruise?
What else is new?
Santa cruz or peru? How is the view?
Transfuse but do not misuse.
An olive branch was the tool.
It was what you drew.
An art to accuse.

Exemplifies everything we try.
Purgatory trapped in dejavu tells a story.
A time warp to another place.
Different years past, present, & future erase.
To cease to exist from this time & space.
No recogination in my face.
Paroled to abuse victims to use.
For themselves solely to amuse.
Insanity has blown a fuse.
Innocence & development is confused.
Never an essential priority.
A false undeserving authority.
It shouldn't of happened to us.
A stranger "mom" mistakenly trust.
Corruption & sin confines.
A hellish nightmare of mine.
Could not foresee to prevent this crime.
Unspeakable at the time.
Disbelief of this unstoppable grief.
I can feel what is real.
Unbelivable & inconceivable the past can't heal.
Of what is real & what is fabricated.
Blurry, foggy, memories that's debated
No perception of time that is waited.
Delirious, confused, & dehydrated.
My agenda & purpose is contemplated

His pillow is so soft & mattress & bed.
It's where I rest my body and head.
After I bathe and get fed.
Sometimes I get so tired I feel dead.
Sleep is more important food.
I hope he stays in a good mood.
I don't want to get kicked out to live again in the car in the cold.
I feel tired and old.
Sometimes he calls me a ***** or stupid and ******* when he gets mad.
It hurts my feelings and makes me sad.
He will probably  be angry when he finds out I don't want to go to school.
For a week he can't have visits or phone calls in jail I wonder for breaking what rules.
He says we are friends & I'm family.
He calls my daughter a ****** because she don't talk and can't work  full time.
I do complain and whine.
He says we smell like wet dog because we are white.
He better treat us right.
I always tried to help.
With the curse we been dealt.
We're feelings felt?
He says he wants to marry another.
Is he more like a brother?
People thinks he used me.
That I can not see.
This is not how it should be.
In January he will be free.

You call me old.
You left me in the cold.
Sometimes you call me a *****.
You act like I'm made of money like I'm rich.
Do you even realize what your doing?
Why were you even pursuing.
You act cruel.
Because you said I must of broken some rule.
Will you ever give me a copy if your key?
Maybe someone else but not me.
You tell me to stop complaining.
But besides you who else should I be blaming?
This circumstances are ridiculous.
When I'm gone will you even notice or miss?
You never even gave me a hug or a kiss.
You said you love me and that you care.
You don't like my shedding hair.
You say I get your tub *****.
I can't even ****** you if I get flirty.
This is unnecessary torment and neglect.
I am the only one this had affect

This table is taken.
What is the cafe making?
I will have a buttery croissant.
A chai latte is what I always want.

My daughter has always been my only real family.
We deserve respect.
But judgments is all we ever get.
Some faith on us no one will let.
For us to fail is what they all bet.
Her academics reflect.
Our credibility is what it affects.
A recommendation they still don't regret.
The schools & courts don't know I am what is in her best interest & always has been.
Just because I list my case & did not win.
To take a child away from a good mommy is their sin.

Broken hearts with paper they deliver.

To be labeled insane on court manuscripts is ridiculous.
Logic is something they entirely missed.
They need to give Karma a kiss.
Revenge crawls & may hiss.
The mediator, judge, & minors counsel, along with all the attorneys can drink serpent's ****.

They wasted half a year of my living expenses on their wages.
They didn't care at all about my declaration pages.

I passed the evaluation of my brain.
I took pointless parenting classes in the rain.

What they really believe is I am unfit because I am unmarried.
Ariel is my baby which I carried.

Nobody talks to me.
I am a loner as you can see.
To be my friend no one wants to be.
But that is okay.
I do my life my way.
I have a place to stay.

My cat identifies with my mind.
A true friend in him I find.

Like the wolves grey eyes watch.
Sharing is not taught.
Life is not suppose to be fought.

Tomorrow will be new & will be different.
"The muck at our feet
The ooze that eats itself "
You still stink of it".

The ancient holy ghost ...
their power runs through your veins.
"Can you think of the one word there you probably shouldn't have said?"
To destroy each member of the Black Thorn.

"Place the holy vessel back into the bassinet."
An abduction you will regret.

Do not notarize or sign anything no matter what.
There is no reason to record words.
Others notions abscurd.
Misunderstand what they heard.
I will never trust their actions.
Courthouses is like a church with the devil as god.
Birthing Ariel was worth each contraction.
I would'nt do it again though.
I had to be sewed what was ripped.
One life is just as precious as two or more.
Child birth was an expected trip.
My belly may never again be flat.
But I am determined not to get fat.
About this we will no longer speak of that.

Breaking rules never taught in schools.
A relationship long over due.
A real heart that's new.
You will be haunted by three ghosts.
Boo.......... You are who?
My child is my sweetie pie.
Our love will never die.
Don't ask me how or why.
I found the right guy. I always say "hi".
To say you don't love me would be a lie.
I am able that is no fable.
Have a seat at the table.
I have no label.
I don't got cable.
I have no price tag.
I am to big to put in a bag.
Horses don't belong in a stable.
To generate we must communicate.

The lens of the camera shutters.
Paparazzi mutters & shouts, camera crews clutter.
Screaming your name.
In awe of your presence.
To get a piece of your famed essence.
Magazine photo shoots you for the cover.
Photographers stare & hover.
Fashion photography or obscene *******.
Best eyes, best hair, best clothes or best bare.
Best lips or best hips.
Fashion victims & icon vixens.
Dressing room trailers for hair, makeup, & wardrobe.
Traveling for pictures circling the globe.
From actresses to recording artists, producers & directors.
From television & big screen projectors.
Velvet, lace, silk, or satin?
For divas white, black, or latin.
A flowing gown with fans all around.
A populated town with limos surround.
Hands, feet, & autographs splash with rain.
Thee walk of fame on it has your name.
Your aura has potential & appeal.
To worship, adore & kneel.
A red carpets beneath your heels.
Life,  fame, success, wealth is unreal.
Happiness & joy you can feel.

You're ***** and I'm unpure.
You have no cure.
Innocence is what you will lure.
Trouble Is what You stir.
Nothing is what you were.
You probably think it's neat.
How you can so easily manipulate and deceit.
Your deceptions no one can perceive.
Why is it I who have to get it received.
The truth no one believed.
It's nothing that can be conceived.
You'll never keep my daughter.
You took away my father.
Go drown in the water.
You suffocated me.
You bstrd.
Who couldn't die any faster.
You're a troublemaker.
A lying faker.
A heartbreaker.
A homewrecker.
Your a cnt.
You put on the front.
Your garbage and trash.
You spread like a rash.
You hoard and stash.
Your obsessive compulsive.
Two-Faced b* .
You are a backstabber.
You gibber & gabber.
You wanted to **** Snow White.
Because she couldn't put up a fight.
You have no right.
That's why Ariel and I will take a flight.
You will never see the light.
You should never been seen in the day or night. You cause people unnecesary fright.
You've never been responsible for Ariel's care.
If California only knew the truth they'd be shocked and stare
But to care they wouldn't dare.
You're not welcome here.
I don't want you around me or anywhere near. You are who Ariel fears.
I'm the one who hold her dear.
To trouble is where you steer.
Nothing is what you hear.
You are crazy and lazy.
My memory is not hazy.
You know where you can go.
You're blind deaf and dumb.
With you Ariel will never have fun.
You fckd a child ****** ***.
Just so he could get some.
You'll never see God's Kingdom.

Hiding in plain sight.
To guess it maybe you might.
To retire the music from the limelight.
A legend from the spotlight.
Disguised as a woman in the day but what about the night.
Impersonating a sister that never existed.
A genius person I know is gifted.

For both of us, C.P.S. caused unnecessary mental & emotional distress.
Their services make me nervous.
They think they have authority.
Take a vote of the majority.
Baby snatching is their only priority.
I was never in a sorority.
I don't have senority.
The accusers of child abusers.
I don't permit to be labeeled unfit.
They are such stupid nit wits.
Misery never quits.
They took my child.
To get molested & defiled.
Through court ordered visitation where at night she would stay awhile.
Even though I filed for permanent sole custody a petition.
Nobody ever had my permission.
It wasn't my decision.
Their courthouse drama caused my & my daughter trauma.
Why is it a crime for me to be a momma?
They managed to take complete advantage.
They believed I was crazy & naive.
By my disowned "mother" they had all be deceived.
Slapped with a restraining order I had to leave.
It was senseless to conceive.
Impossible to retrieve.
They are all brainless is what I perceive.
They that they achieved was a sick, sadistic, heartless grieve.

Why do we have to live here?
Your like brain damaged & you don't even drink beer.
Why are you so mental?
You continue to pay for this ******* rental.
The kitchen sink & refrigerator leaks.
Just like your bladder the toilet you can't reach.
The bathroom sink is clogged with sasquatch hair.
But you don't seem to give a **** or even care.
For 10 years the toilet hasn't flushed.
Your hair is never washed or brushed.
You love the filth & stench.
You are a crazy *****.
You smell like the bums on a park bench.
Everything is broke.
Your life as a slob is a joke.
I wish you would die & croak.
Your a miserable old *****.
A backstabbing, two faced, heartless witch.
Does your life have an off switch?

"Sometimes your worst self is your best self
The moonlight divides the shadows.
The essence of a black rose.
Butterflies flutter by through the air.
Unaware they are there without a care.
I grab thee adorable like a snuggle bear.
Not to get a job in this city is unfair.
At the interview discrimination to my face they dare.
I do not run, I am not scared.
I reapply consecutively, insanity flares.
I am invisible, I am not there.
Nobody notices or even stares.

He calls me his baby.
He treats me like I'm a lady.
His intentions are never shady.

My eyes watch his aura.
His essence glows like a tiara.
His eyes sparkle like stars.
He drives a truck not a car.

Our attraction is mutual.
So sacred & constitutional.

Our desire is not yet full.
Our passion rages like a bull.
Our time together is never dull.

His lips touch mine.
That night for the first time.

I don't feel any better after reading your letter.
I went to the bus station to go on vacation.
You can't control my soul.
I held the flower for another half an hour.
I needed to doze, awoken with no clothes.
On a train vanished with no trace.
A naked & bare disgrace.
A villian with no face.
From the valley I ran til I got to the alley.
What a sin this trip has been.
A lack of defense that doesn't make much sense.
I bet it is something also you wouldn't get.

Author Notes :

Fiction

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

Have you ever gone berserk
while still at work?
You're in a rush
To touch up and brush.
You want me that much?
You have a crush.
Don't have a fuss.
Or I will start to cuss.
You want to **** my body?
Get perverted and naughty?
Get turned on?
Have some fun?
Nestle and run.
Have a party and get some?
Do you really think I'm that dumb?
You don't need me to make you come.
My type is not a broke ss ***.
Get out of here.
Take your ***.
You will never hit my drum.
You think if I let you touch my breast,
that you can have the rest?
You want to thank me?
How do you rank me?
You like to spank me.
How much would your bank be?
Don't call me.
If you go to school drunk.
You will flunk.
You don't feel alive
When you're deprived.
You deceive and con.
You can try to make me cry.
Just drop dead and die.
You miserable f**
Drop cover and duck.
I hope you get stuck under the rubble.
And it makes your problems double.
I don't eat dairy.
You popped cherries.
You **** virgins.
Cause stress and burdens.
Strawberry.
do you sell condoms?
That question is the wrong one.
Colin Farrell
where's expensive apparel.
Offensive eyes.
An insulted glare.
That went nowhere.
That's not fair.
I didn't know who he was at the time
he wasn't that famous
only four years
probably only shared a few beers,
with other celebrities.
Had a few magazine covers.
Done a few movies.
Not having cable or going to the theaters
didn't help.
Nice to meet you.
Sorry I didn't know you.
Don't ask twice.
I wasn't that nice.
I'm yours for any price.
Malibu or Ireland?
Where will we spend time and money?
I wish it was you I could kiss.

Tell me you love me & mean it.
Prove your promise with a commitment.
A husband should provide.
A privacy to hide.
Our best interest is not to go or leave.
To stay put & conceive your seed.
*** will fulfill it's need.
Calculated no mistakes.
Give what you take.
Fix what you break.

Nothing or no one is secure.
My daughter remains untouched & pure.
I don't know what I will do if any perverted, soulless, & mindless ever defiled, ***** her, or molested.
My sanity would be tested.

A cosmic joke.
What is a yoke?

Inside everybody is a miracle being.
Guardian angels are present.

People trepass through these grounds.
Rapists are all around.
These doors don't lock you will resent it.
The gates are broken.

Sometimes the universe sends us spirit guides.
To fulfill our destiny.
They appear as animals like a white horse.
Or speak to us as small children to keep us on course.

I found the fortune teller in the cellar.
Tarot cards all arranged.
Still somehow seems strange.
The magic spell dispursed an illusion of hell.
I felt worse when I found out it really a curse.
Excelled & propelled through solid cells.
I collapsed & fell.
What the hell?
They took the money from the purse.
Would the hex somehow reverse?
Memories of light green images unfold.
I was little & cold.
At birth I could've died from an incompetent nurse. Justice is so diverse.
As she recalled in her crystal ball.
Horoscopes & palm readings.
For spiritual healing.

A Shock from reading alfred hitchcock.
Is it true a shrine displaying the brain of albert einstein?
I feel so revived when I wear chanel #5.
Titanic created chaos, confusion & panic.
The white house is where the president Is a four year resident.
Christina aguilera wears mascara.
Madonna doesn't smoke marijuana.
Cher has beautiful hair.
Vivian leigh can scream as loud as a banshee.
I never met marilyn monroe I would have wanted to say hello.

To know me is to respect me,
that is if you get me.
I am all about animal rights.
Ending wars & fights.
Giving a voice for equality between women, men, unborn babies, & slaughtered cattle.
An endless battle.
Life shouldn't be taken for granted.
Regardless of spells being chanted.
Blind, deaf & dumb.
Common sense they need to.
Get some.
Migraine.
Ignorance creates violence.
Abuse with silence. They never learn.
They won't get another turn.
Feeble people.
Unforgiven hatred.
Don't know how to cope.
Will never obtain any hope.
Sometimes when I sleep I dream.
When I'm awake children scream.
The neighbor's are annoying.
Sleep I can't be enjoying.

Soft pale skin.
Seashell tops & a scaly tail with a fin.
Listen enchanting singing.
Attracting people with attention it's bringing.
Awoke on shore in the sand.
Stood up & walked hand in hand.
A strange island is this land.

Appears an angel face.
A figure to showcase.
Can't remember how we got to this place.

Sunsets across the ocean.
A plan sets in motion.
My expression shows no emotion.

Swam atop a rock.
My boat no longer at the dock.
Seagulls soar & form a flock.
Underneath the water treasures are locked.

No perception of time is forged.
My secret desires dismissed & ignored.

His brown eyes peeping.
Beside me his sneakers be creeping.
A victim of circumstance.
Mesmerized in his trance.
He can't swim or dance.
He says we're going to be together.
In his bed warm against the weather.
We give each other happiness & pleasure.
A joy nothing else can measure.
Jealousy boils and festers.
We are kindred spirits who share the same sign.
Destined to meet in this space and time.
A love lucky to find.
A true heart mended.
A friendship heaven sended.
Lasting and never ended.