His brown eyes peeping.
Beside me his sneakers be creeping.
A victim of circumstance.
Mesmerized in his trance.
He can't swim or dance.
He says we're going to be together.
In his bed warm against the weather.
We give each other happiness & pleasure.
A joy nothing else can measure.
Jealousy boils and festers.
We are kindred spirits who share the same sign.
Destined to meet in this space and time.
A love lucky to find.
A true heart mended.
A friendship heaven sended.
Lasting and never ended.

Type cast a character that lasts.
A classic from the past.
Paparazzi cameras flash.
Red carpets are walked.
Obsessed fans lurk & stalk.
It's assured bodyguards make them secure.
Mature & pure.
Of that I'm definately sure.
Read the brochure & see the global tour.
A journey to endure.
Obscured & lured.
Detours to premature.
Time for leisure.
In rehab don't have a seizure.
Sobriety is not new but a vital cure.
Fame can be a blur.
Starstruck by their presence.
In awe of their essence.

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The hex of unwanted ***.
A curse never to publish a verse.
My songs uncomposed. & unrecorded. Undiscovered written talent unread.
Thousands undelivered & never said.
My manuscript hidden in a box under my bed.
Sometimes think through my head.
Putting words to music to produce.
Express a message of simple use.
Rap, hip hop, pop, country, or rock.
At concerts people huddle like a flock.
The doors & entranced are locked.
This a reason why I have never been to a concert & I never will.
It ain't that chill.
Herded like sheeps & lambs.
No parking only traffic jams.
Noise & screams reach the rooftops.
Elevates levels of hysteria.
Silence is something I now miss.
Calmness & tranquility no longer exists.

I am a vegetarian
like a humanitarian.
I am pro-life.
I am nobody's wife.
I graduated high school.
I never had friends, I wasn't cool.
I have a driver's license.
I have no credit or finances.
I am not a voter. I am a pet devoter.
I am not a drinker.
I am more of a thinker.
I am not a smoker.
I am more of a joker.
I am not an addict or fanatic.
I am not erratic.
Or a manic.
I don't panic.
I am not a stalker,
Or a street walker.
Sometimes I am a big talker.
I am not a **** or a nut.
I am not alone.
I am not a ghome.
I have a friend.
Loneliness he can mend.
I am no longer in a rut.
I don't have a big ****.
I am not married.
When I die I don't want to be buried.
I want to be frozen.
That's what I've chosen.
I don't cook or clean.
I just look but I'm not mean.

Explore who we adore.
Implore a devotion.
Not an unheard of notion.
Just pure emotion.
***** gives you the blues.
Alcohol is flammable & doesn't freeze.
It ruins your liver with ease.
Another shot of whisky, "please".
Refuse to self abuse.
Just brings bad news.
Choose to confuse my muse to amuse.
Tattoos can't be washed off with shampoo.
No use with your lame excuse.
Nice try.
Lost your shoes on a cruise?
What else is new?
Santa cruz or peru? How is the view?
Transfuse but do not misuse.
An olive branch was the tool.
It was what you drew. An art to accuse.

Majestic eyes glow. Our hearts already know. Destiny will make it so.

Our beauty appears through the years. The direction our path steers. Our ambitions collide. Big hearts open wide. Generous & giving. Celestial happiness is alive & living. Strong minds with souls are kind. Your spirit love will seek & find. Unbreakable bonds bind.
Sacred connections unshatter.
A family to protect. & love, is all & everything that matters.
Envy is brutal & batters.
Aggravation disorder clutters & clatters.
Flirting harrassment unflatters.
A vision of hope develops.
Perfection is distorted & interrupted.
Childhood's get corrupted.

A customer stole my pen & said it was his.
A fat, old, Hispanic male on a bike stole
my mom's money at the bus stop out of her shopping cart.
My mom stole my daughter.
She kicked out & divorced my father.
My brother calls me the *****.
My Co Workers believe I am annoying.
The union job don't schedule me enough hours.
I want full time work not part time pay.
My engine is leaking oil.
My tooth needs a permanent filling.
I avoid any further drilling.

It ***** to be poor.
It is a fire hazard just to use one door.
The grass is not green.
The house is filthy & unclean.
Nats in the kitchen, bathroom, & backroom.
A sty inside & out.
I can't wait to move the **** out.

Only half the burners on the stove work.
**** water came up through the tub drain.
The oven don't work.
The bed springs creak.
The refrigerator leaks.
The door knobs don't lock.
There are cobwebs on the ceiling.
The floors have no carpet.

I was unseen at age thirteen.
I had to pretend that I had a boyfriend.
Broken hearts can't mend.
I was ******.
It felt like I didn't even exist.
I wasn't someone anyone would miss.

Fashion I couldn't afford.
I just grew up bored.
I was completely offended.
Letters from dad were sended.
I cried it felt like I died.

We are poor never had carpet on the floor.
I never felt safe not in that place.
My childhood had nothing to look forward to.
A low priority case.
That's why I didn't file charges.

Horoscopes give us insight. & hope.
New ways to heal & cope.
Next in line, for second time.
Second best?
A place I detest.
Another casual conquest.
Never your first choice.
The wrong face & a different voice.
You choosed your choice.
Am I not the most beautiful?
You know I never do what I am told.
Am I too ugly, fat, & old?
I am what is left behind.
I gave you the space & time.
I am no where you will find.
Unstore all your hopes.
Work & don't be broke.
I am like gold & well defined.
I'm # 1.
My work here is done.

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Parallel to default.
To seek what I sought.
Senseless relent, it was there I was sent.
Calling me to it.
Fragmented bit by bit.

OBITUARIES CONTRARY.
Crumbled bones beneath tombstones.
No reason or logic.
A priority that's vital.
For entertainment they are used.
BRAIN DAMAGE & hearing loss.
The best is what it cost.

She is divine, no one you will ever find.
She is sweet, innocent, & kind.
She is not yours or mine.

Secure the perimeter Through the foggy light I glide.
Without you by my side.
I shy away & hide.

Fantasy a chance to be.
A treasure you can't measure.
Ordinary magestic fairy.
I stopped eatting dairy.
Beautiful mermaids,
With gems they made.
Unicorns.
With hearts scorned.
Holy vessels everyday born.
Backstabbing witches.
Two faced *******.
Ugly trolls with firebreathing dragons.
Hidden moles on wagons.
Angel voices & moral choices.

What will you find inside my mind?
My thoughts can never be bought.
My dreams are like moonbeams.
They glow really bright.
Being a mommy should'nt be a fight.
Taking a child from there mom isn't right.
My nightmares are not fair.
They can't care.
Images that haunt.
Bodies that flaunt.
My destiny is what is left of me.
A misery you see should not be.
Your thrills make me ill.
Promise not to laugh about anything from my past?
It's unfortunate it didn't last.
A curse was cast.
My life was ruined fast.
The face had no mask.

Carve me a stone.
Fetch me a bone.
Give me your number when I get a phone.
A stain of ink.
A memory sinked.
Swirl me pink.
Aged wrinkles.
Sparkling glitter.
A special wink.
Peppermint sprinkles.
A glowing pair.
A shiny slide.
A merry ride.
A chance to collide.
A path that's wide.
A narrow bridge.
A buttercup that makes no sense.
A piercing stare.
Thoughtless words.
A mumbled sentence.
Wasted gifts.
Rainbow lava.
Decaf Java.
A ***** mind to go
with your ***** hands.
A pure soul corrupted by greedy sin.
A sweet girl possessed by a curse.
A life that's worse.
A stolen purse.
A one night stand.
*******.
No soul to care.
No reflection to stare.
Beautiful long flowing hair.
Curtains for my face.
That in time will erase.
A broken & crumbled, moldy tombstone forgotten.
No Legend.
No pledging.
A pathetic beggar.
Who makes no wager.
A stumbling fool who has no rules.
Invisible memories that can not see.
A dissolved past.
With no memories to last.
No favors.
No help.
You're trespassing on my destiny.
You're prohibited to have my permission.
You broke God's law.
For the ****** you saw.
Your Photography sin.
A waterfall of rainbow pearls.
Sparkling Jewels.
Gems like colorful M&M;'s.
A river of guilt.
A forest of green.
Music that sings.
Togetherness and it brings.
A mutual fling.
Unfurnished life.
With no utilities.
No custody.
Good luck.

My relationship standards have been updated & upgraded.
From everyone I have dated I hated.
My feelings were discarded & degraded.
I previously stated how I always waited.
How would you rate the perfect soul mate?
Your love needs to translate.
Whether being with them had been a curse or fate.
Unattraction was reversed unmagnetized.
My agenda doesn't dictate.
Plans are late.
Disappointment it will create.
Bad feelings you can't shake.
Our love was so fake.
My place you need to vacate.

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Do you wonder if it will rain or thunder?
How can you know when the sky will snow?
My daughter does'nt like the sun.
She will try to run. Do the stars seem far?
There will be a full blue moon soon.
Who do you blame for the hurricane?
Did the wizard cause the blizzard?
The flood make a lot of mud.
You can catch the hail in this here pail.

Nothing is what i found.
If anyone asks how i lost 20 pounds.
I will just say "i am on this new diet called unemployment".
I don't have qualified income to rent.
My online applications i sent.
Where am i suppose to live a tent?
I have so much anger to vent.
Last years tax return gone & went.
Before this years over all my money will be spent.
My *** dont **** No dollars or cents.

he said we all need each other.
find another love.
if I could I would give you the world.
I am insatiable.
what you need is some real loving.
you need to find a love that's gonna last.
here we are face to face.
nevermind the past.
get ready for the breakdown.
I am the one you want to see.
welcome to the million dollar show.
I got some France on the south side in case you care.
when you cry I become an emotion.
I love you but I don't trust you anymore.
his music spoke volumes.
his lyrics seriated.
his hips girated.
his genetics migrated.
his death never waited.
he was taken to soon. gone from us and this earth.
if there is a heaven has there been a rebirth?
what is worse?
a death and a curse?
to have stolen all that you are worth.
to never change or diverse.
skipping a verse.
to be the last or the first?

You promised... You left me here to wither in despair.
You no longer care.
To come back to me.
You wouldn't dare.
I thought we make a perfect pair.
You made yourself perfectly clear.
At my beauty you never stared.
My heart you broke in half & teared.
Grace without a face.
You left without a trace.
You haven't returned my suitcase.
Freedom is all you want to taste.
The memory of us you probably erased.
Our love you just waste.
You don't understand me.
Your banned from me.
You can't stand me.
You don't want to leave this land with me.
Maybe your not the man for me.
You ran from me.
I thought I loved you.
I didn't belong to you.
I don't need you.
I drove from you.
I used to pursue you.
I no longer care for you.
I thought I wanted you.
Why did you cry?
If you can't even try.
A bus ticket to see me again
you couldn't even buy.
You'd rather die.
I don't want you to be my guy.
Don't even say "hi".
Your girlfriend is no longer I.
That was all just a lie.
I would give anything
but Ariel to leave this pig sty.
Love is a four letter word.
I know I heard.
Ariel is my world.
She is my only reason to live.
She loves me.
She needs me.
She wants me.
I love her.
I am her mommy.
Our love is....
Unforgettable, unbreakable, ungrateful,
Unforgivable, Unreplaceable, untraceable,
unmistakable.

died without knowing the truth of what happened.
the past unforgiven and never again forgotten.
memories lost are now found.
no justice in a world that is round.
a sadistic amnesia with repair to the damaged mind.
my heart breaks with what I find.
remembering a soul mate too late.
when it mattered the most.
I now stalk his ghost.
a bodyguard untrusting.
a sickness was lusting.
evidence remembered but undiscovered.
a last will and testament in the wrong hands.
npg was his band and 3rdeyedgirl became his new world.
he found me when I could not remember.
after he died my memory returned.
my heart cracked and burned.
his essence cremated.
his assets debated.
his legend unfaded.
my soul forever waited.
a destiny outdated.
an image unhated.
a body degraded.
now extinguished.
pure intentions never mentioned.
to bring him back a miracle I wished.
I would give anything to make true.
to restore his life new.
so together we can be two.

I am now 38.
Justice shouldn't be a courthouse debate.
We shouldn't have to wait.
To be successful to feel great.
Never will I ever forgive who I hate.
Hopefully I will get married before forty.
I have no self pity or a complex of "poor me".
A truth you can feel but not see.
The old lady filed a restraining order against me.
To keep me from my only family my baby.
The custody case dragged on a year & a half until never replaced maybe.
She kidnapped my child.
Portrayed me as mental & wild.
The Madge Bradley Building mediator Georgia Mansury didn't believe my story in 2006 when she took my daughter away from me & gave her to my mom.
The family courthouse should blow up like a bomb.
I know I am in her best interest.
Ariel's mom she had missed.
The town of North Clairemont in San Diego.
A place friends never go.
We went to Alcott Elementary school.
Laws can't protect the ****** from rules.
We lived at 3266 Idlewild Way.
A place I am glad we no longer stay.
True story the police said it was a low priority case.
The future can't make the past erase.
I called them 20 years later.
So the reason my mom & why I hate her.
So I hung up & said "nevermind".
Somewhere evil still exists in this place & time.
They said it would take a really long time.
A nightmare of mine.
When I was 12 & my sister was nine.
We got ***** 365 times times 4.
A stranger showed up at our door.
He had a metallic blue helmet & motorcycle.
He got us bicycles.
She never had a clue.
His execution is long overdue.
My mom moved in a pedofile.
To live with us 3 or 4 years for awhile.
I think he had been on Americas Most Wanted for escaping from a correctional facility.
Monsters like him don't get any pity.
He said if we told anyone he would **** us.
His felonies were never a bust.
Registered or unregistered.
*** offenders should never get parolled.
They should stay locked up til their dead & old.
In mexico or anywhere else children's *** is not something that should be sold.
I hated my life.
No one ever asked me to be their wife.
She bought him cartons of cigarettes & beer.
My dad she had kicked out that year.
My dad died at 81 in 2009 I told him the truth before.
How a child molestor made us his *****.
He made me carry dead fish from the tank in my hand to the toilet.
It traumatized me bit by bit.
My life has become ****.
He strangled the dog next door with his own leash.
Nobody knew about our grief.
Justice has no relief.
When he went away.
We could go out & play.
After that all new days he hadn't had his way.
My mom told me to touch his **** telling me it was okay that it was just skin.
I never did. I knew it was an illegal sin.
He whipped us with his belt for being late.
I was unsure of my future fate.
Being there was not happy or fun.
My mom bought him a gun.
Where would we go if we had run.
He spit in my cereal is the rest.
He ****** on my toothbrush I detest.
He choked my sister to death.
He ressitated her she told her teacher.
The police never knew to reach her.
1988 our lives got ruined.
The damage is congruent.
1991 was when the **** ended.
Children got sexually offended.

Light beams show rainbows it seems.
Shines on areas that are dim.
Holding hands with him.
Uglyiness sees no romance & gets no kisses.
Rejection ignores & disses.

Sadness & loneliness excel.
Hope & happiness lay broken where it fell.
Frustration alone still yells.
****** in this stench hole of hell.
Describes the story I always tell.
Never to understand.
This is like a ghost land.
Where civilization had been banned.

No friends....dwelling no where.
No people near....no family here.

Acres of space & empty dirt.
Above thee earth.
Not the last or the first.
Respect all life's births.
Hell is alot worse.
All species are equal but diverse.

Who is she?
That would have him propose on one knee.
Being single for two decades continues.
To meet the right person I had not yet knew.
Beautiful is not how I feel.
While alone & unhealed.
Outside through the window I see people in love together.
Inside these walls true live never occurred.
A fantasy dreamed is too blurred.

Someday together we can play.
But not tomorrow or today.
Someday we will reunite.
Our lives will continue to take flight.
Getting taken wasn't right.
Bossy people like to bicker & fight.
Someday I will see. You again.
But the real question is, when?
You have all my love.
We have moral values we are above.
Someday each other we will find.
Commitment & honor that binds.
Someday you will get your mom back.
That is a crucial fact.
The old lady will try to attack.
She will peel & crack.
Our lives will stay on track.
Kidnappers got no common sense.
It's something they lack.
Our suitcases need to be packed.
The justice system is so wack.

The evil eye sees.
Blindness is not how to be.
Disrespected, envied, or hated.
Alone I waited.
Safe in solitude at "home".
Inside is better & quiet.
I dislike noise.
Temperature has to be just right.
The air & the water.
Not too hot or cold.
Conflictions is not what I am after.
Controversy is not what I am about.
I wish you not to speakth my name.
To return from where you came.
I wish to remain the same.
Despite the past to blame.
To be as I were.
Self known & home grown.
Like a **** from a planted seed.
Texted & not phoned.
Censored online & not followed.
Never corner me or you will void what's hollow.
A nobody & nameless.
With my own face but fameless.
Unadmired & unreachable.
Installed now & later.
Doing what matters.
Unvoted & gathered.
I will try to keep my opinions & thoughts to myself.
To be a private person.
Unknown & unpopular the way it has always been.

What rhymes with forgiveness?
Death's kiss....torment of hell's eternal bliss.
She walks beside me, my darker side.
A duel person a shadow divides.
Traveling in the same direction with a parallel flow.
My shadow like a carbon copy of my spirit.
But less transparent & hollow.
Quietly it follows.
We are a team an essence through light.
Like fog or steam the silouhette doesn't gleam.
Passing cars change it's angle.
The image abscurred & mangled.
Darkness entangles.
Creepiness chokes & strangles.
My consicous mind out of my body.
Hovers above my bed like astro projection.
In a life after your dead.
You can't escape death.
Live your life until your last breath.
Children are sacred should never die.
My daughter is precious I would give my life for her.
It doesn't matter how much you have in cash.
You can't buy back your life in dollars or cents.
Your whole life you work to pay rent.
Death is sudden, life is gone in a flash.

He ignores my words.
They never reach his ears.
He turns his back on me.
Without no apology.

The trees hide whispering birds.
Karma on your car lands a ****.
Through the cloudy skies they steer.
Like little tiny specks on the horizon you see.
Shapes of signs from zodiac astrology.

A friendship never formed.
Sheltered from the unpredicted storm.
A family still unborn.
Independent & private in a dorm.
No one generation is mourned.

A perfect formation
Sacred & purposely placed in this nation.
A face unknown.
Homeless without a number for a phone.
Harmless it freely roams.

Crush

He said blondes aren't his type.
Invisible tears I wipe.
A love not yet ripe.
I mope & gripe.
Sorrow takes flight.
To a higher level of height.

Some people say you can't have life without death.
In peace you can't rest.
I disagree.
All of us. I, you and we.
Mortality is a temporary existence.
We have no choice of resistance.
Seconds in an instant.
Death is the end to life.
You can't live twice.
Death is not nice.
It's the end.
It can't be stopped or bent.
Time here is borrowed.
We leave our soul sends.
I don't believe in the after world.
Death is a curse.
It can get worse.
It doesn't matter how much money you have.
Nothing can save it or extend life for hundreds of years.
It doesn't matter his much you cried or how many tears.
Nothing can bring back the years.
It's unchanging.
Every one won't be remembered forever.
We will all be forgotten in the end.
No one will be left to care.
I know it's not fair.
We will all be there.
Willing or not.
Lives can't be bought. Immortality doesn't exist.
Death is a permanent risk.

An illusion of mammoth tusks.
Through fog at dusk.
A tiger's stripes with fangs that bite.
Hungry hippos with a thirst that grows.
Fire flies that buzz & glow.
Instinction fossilized we know.

Through the palm trees is a jungle.
A rain forest in a storm with thunder.
Natives dwell... all is well
around the fire stories tell about their built empire.

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Almond marble blue eyes sparkle.
They look at me with fear & uncertainty.
A psychic telepathic connection.
A face with no recolition.
A feline spirit of purity.
Unfamiliar person , feelings unworsen.
Youth is a beginning.
Not aging past age 25 would be winning.
A miniture lion with fangs.
A personality that is strange.
A friendship too far out of range.
My devoted pet....have you two met?
Beyond cage space.
Escape to a wilderness place.
Mortality is a race.
Immortality has no trace.
A cuddly companion I chose this one.

Stolen Child.
Insane grandma.
Homeless mom.
Convicted boyfriend.
Minimum wage.
Passport with no plane ticket.
A life broken.
No funds.
No career.
No future.
The Wrath has spoken.
It has been heard to deaf ears that hear.
Damnation.
A ****** nation.
America.
No justice.
Mo deals.
No bargains.
No victories.
Only misery.
A nightmare.
Successful nightmare.
No escape.
In death do you win life or lose it.
I don't know how to play this game.
People lose games they I can't play.
I don't have any players on my team.
No cheerleaders.
All I hear is "Boooo".....
I hate this world and the people in it 100% nothing this.
Solitude.
Loner.
Solo.
America's #0.
A day in the life of nobody.
No one who matters.
No skills.
No Talent.
No manners.
B*y.
Bitter & sarcastic.
All the flaws no one would want.
Friendless.
Thoughtless.
Dangerous.
I am a bad mother.
I am a bad girlfriend.
A driver.
A bad person.
A liar.
I seek vengeance.
Always and forever.
Never forgives.
Never forgets.
Never gets justice not in this lifetime.
A heart of pure hatred.
Just like "Grandma".
But not to Ariel just the rest of the world.
Filthy rich makes me sick.
Squandered wealth.
Gamblers, drug smugglers, prostitution, slander ****, & con artists they all make me sick.
Carnivores, butchers, sadistic criminals, pyro's, nymphos, pimps, smt, hustler's, farmers, & attorneys.
Sick to my stomach.
The boiling point.
****** detest.

People always say they like my name and love my hair.
But it's not mutual so I don't care.
Flirt back I wouldn't dare.
Did anyone ever tell you it's rude to stare?
I don't even glimpse or glare.
I never walk in public bare.
It would be rare.
That I would be a match for a perfect pair.
At work I'm sick of what I have to wear.
Hollywood is overrated.
Too populated.
The craze is too generated.
Egos get too inflated.
Relationships are infatuated.
Crime is too saturated.
Wealth & fame is wasted.
Everyone's got talent.
It's so unbalanced.
I come from dysfunction.
Our paths don't junction.
There's too much corruption.
It's not fair it's an interruption.
My anger is an eruption.
Politics is an obstruction.
My life never had construction.
I'm broken never chosen.
Your evil nature prevails.
I wait for the time to bail.
From me you will never get mail.
You fail.
***** of flame on you I wish would hail.
You being locked up in jail.
In hell is where you can forever wale.
Your hatred consumes.
Your Prejudice resumes.
Your life is doomed.
I hope your death approaches you soon.
I would celebrate at the full moon.
After every afternoon.
Your misery looms.
Your stench fills every room.
Every day you're around is gloom.
It's your time to go.
It's true because I said so.
You should have never been born.
Your lies were sworn.
Nobody would care if I blew the horn.
You destroy everything in your path.
You will suffer Hell's eternal wrath.
You do the math.

The moonlight shines through the trees.
Like a mysterious treasure released.
Our existence fails to cease.
My Feelings are at peace.
Unshattered & undeceased.
Beautiful memories unfading.
My tearful eyes keep waiting.
Uncertainty of a connecting future.
A broken heart is neglecting.
True love needs correcting.
The moon casts a glow.
Through spooky shadows we all know.
In the chilly air being with a guy to care.
With a concern & stare.
Just knowing you are there.
Acknowledge my essence,
with a diamond for a present.

My heart & mind is not blind.

In them is a mystery to find.

Nothing to enforce.

NO NEED FOR REMORSE.

I don't want to escape.

We should get this on video tape.

Love is what we gave.

Some things can't be saved.

It is in my nature to keep the peace.

Harmony is what I release.

Remind me of who you are.

I did wish for you on a shooting star.

Sorry for your pain.

NO damage to our brain.

Lack of justice is insane.

Mediators reports for reading.

Your perjury lies about me.

Your own bad karma is what you will see.

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This year I am gone.
Left where I did not belong.
To be hated is wrong.
I have moved on.

This place was not for me.
You people broke a part of me.
Your bad karma you can't even see.

I gave this a chance.
There was no romance.

The workplace was a disgrace.
You all will soon forget my face.

The Cat sits on the window sill.
Time of boredom is near.
The void of emptiness is never filled.
For friendship where there's a way there is a will. Dreams can't die or be killed.
Hope, Love, Happiness, & Trust thrills.
Safe & warm indoors at home.
Outside on the road of chrome.
Sitting in the center of the room on a throne.
At the computer like a mindless drone.
Always texting & never talking on a phone.
At least the dog has a bone.
Quiet & friendless writing alone.
Relax in a bubble bath of foam.
In the evening creepy ghosts roam.

Is it a ghost?
The devil?
A guardian angel?
Or God?
Paranormal?
Supernatural?
Alien?
Sci - Fi?
Entity.
Satanic or demonic?
Evil or a warning?
Can they see the future?
Is it a ghost plane?
Can they stop, pause or rewind?
Or skip times?
Can they control time lapse?
Why do my home DVDs have glitches?
Imaginary or normal?
Who is the judge?
Do the seagulls hear then too?
Or can the birds see them?
They bow their heads as if to acknowledge their presence?
A hushed whisper in the wind barely heard above the crashing waves, helicopters and construction.
The static of the ocean.
A life force that's lived before.
It knows my daughter's name.
It has enough energy to project the sound of a whisper.
I rewind & it repeats.
The same recorded voice.
I did not hear while making the video.
Until I played it.
Ripley's Believe It or Not.
America's strangest videos.
Can psychics hear them?
Can they control our thoughts or words?
Or actions?
It's creepy.
This is during the daylight.
At the same beach.
Whoever it is the voice sounds like it's behind me
Or right next to me.
An invisible presence.
A threat?
A ****** soul?
A trapped soul?
A haunting ghost, spirit or angel?
Good or bad?
September discovery.
It wasn't me.
Ariel heard it too.
Recorded proof of the unseen.
Friend or foe?

I always respected my cat as a person.
Getting another cat made the situation worsen.
I love him but I can't trust him anymore.
I would keep him if the space where we reside had more.
It's sad but I guess violence ends most relationships.
He bites too hard not playful nips.
Cats are like people when they become rejected or replaced they become stalkers lurking in the hall waiting outside your door waiting to cat fight who stole away your attention.
Sorry we can no longer share affection.
I guess he is not the cuddle kiss on the lips & give a little smoochie to anymore.
He is the feed me & leave me alone kind of pet.
Who don't play well with others at all.
I was just trying to give him a friend & then he became the enemy.

Enter at your own risk.
Into thee unknown abyss.
Seduction of the sun kiss.
UNGRANTED wish & fate with a twist.
Darkness & shadows with echos that fade.
You I will follow a choice that I made.
Music draws me in this time.
Lures me through steals my reflection.
Violating my essence.
Coldness clings.
Never got the message.
Fear it brings. Captivating & haunting.
Intriguing but taunting.
Trapped & hyponotized & paralyzed.
Irresistable & unescapeable to occupy.
I fall & tumble through this bubble.
Without bearing or direction.
I choose a path with further neglection.
Lost without a guide.
My uncertainty never subsides.
No one was ever on my side.

An expression of philosophy.
A twisted wizard & a faceless troll.
A message on an ancient scroll.
A blurry image not quite envisioned.
Just can't get permission.
Abort the mission.
No direction without a vision.

The hour past .....scenery didn't last.
Sickness whispers a disease.
The virus needs to leave.
My sanity no one believes.

Tasting a sour memory.
A past without clarity.
Losing a sacred part of me.
An emptiness nobody can touch or see.

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Too bad women can't get paid for self respect.
Humiliation & assault they let.
To age be forgotten & a respect they  neglect.
Their actions reflect.
The path they set.

Sick fantasies, twisted desires, demented acts for cruel gratification.
Hateful *** without love or compassion has no passion.
To be used in that fashion.
Damaged & broken impotent black hearted, heartless, soul less entities of the destruction of pure innocence.
Lust, greed, envy, anger,sloath, pride, & gluttony.
The 7 deadly sins all traits of the **** industry.
Shame on everyone.
It is not entertaining or fun.
Over rated to be degraded.
Defiled & hated.
Focus on a self less love.
With morals to rise above.
Treat the weak & fragile with love.
The reason so many relationships are ****** up is because how the **** industry uses exploits,degrades, assaults, & defiles women for money.
If there wasn't an audience for it there.
Wouldn't be a market for the ****.
I am a loving, compassionate, fun, loyal woman.
Seeking friendship, conversation, and hopefully more.
Can you be responsible for my heart?

In the salty sea air,
Waves are crashing loudly over there.
Only less than 30 minutes in the sun.
So we don't get sunburned.
A sad lesson we already learned.
To avoid premature aging & heat stroke.
Dehydration is not a joke.
The beach is beautiful for a moment.
But don't be there all day.
Or you will age more older in a day.
I try to preserve my youth.
A photograph will last.
It can capture the past.
A daily view from a window.
Is a wealth I wouldn't know.
Whining seagulls glide across the surface of the water.
Getting her feet wet at the shoreline is my daughter.
Going down the boardwalk on her scooter.
At ten years old could she be any cuter.
It has been over twenty years for a marriage I still wait.
At thirty seven I'd it too late.
I have never even been on a real date.
To be a couple I guess is not my destiny or fate.
To forever remain single is definately a curse.
The wind whispers it could be worse.

My dad, butterball, & yoshi.
All found dead on the floor.
They answered the knock at death's door. Traumatized by the image.
It wasn't assault.
It was no one's fault.
It was just like my dead goldfish.
Death is not usually a wish.
Aquatic life is just as precious.
It left a haunting message.
Maybe there is not a better place.
A hollow bottomless pit you can't trace.
Hidden realms with experiences which overwhelm.

Repel & bind evil you find.
Forsake & return everything it takes.
When thee earth crumbles & quakes.
It makes it's presence known.
Sometimes it even calls you on the phone.
Never trust a cheater.
Don't marry a wife beater.
Stay away from the perverts.
Psych wards is where they medicate the berserk.

Shun your eyes from their exposure.
Regain your calm composure.

Don't bargain or compromise.
Death's eternity without pity & no where to hide.
Justice juristiction is wide.
In the end they will get their demise.
See the truth through their lies.
Use all of your mind & be wise.

Don't waste your time with the queer.
Listen & have a good ear.
You can hear them talk through the walls.
Behind the doors in the bathroom stalls.
Various messengers deliver a warning.

The streets will be flooded.
The grass & dirt mudded.

Don't entertain the boring.
All night until the morning..
Outside the rain will be pouring.

Put a padlock on the backstock.
I gave a sweet goodbye wave.
People make fun of how I behave.
Alcohol drains common sense from your brain.
Pukes out the poison down the drain.
Can make your boyfriend homicidal & insane.
It is lame.
They have only themselves to blame.
A hangover migrane all the same.
On your heart & liver puts strain.
With him his whisky shots are to the rim.
Drinking from morning, to noon, til the next moon.
Stumbling around the room.
Be kind & brave.
Free yourself of a drunken slave.
Salvage what is left of your mind.
Don't be the guy who trys to lie.
Sobriety you never gave a try.
Pave the way I gave.
Yourself you must save.
It gets loud under a thunder cloud.
Do you ever wonder....
Why zero is the number,
To which you plunder?
Lazy & slumber....
Do you need a glass of water.
Thristy? Why do I even bother?
I actually love my daughter.
Better without a drunken dumped father. I met someone so much hotter.

A world is turning.
The deadly sin of anger still burning.
Seven sins you can't see,
You don't want to be.
Repent, rebuke, forsake & forgive.
Allow yourself again to love & live.
Mistakes educate, sometimes learning too late.
Be wise & don't trust too easy.
Try to see what no one else sees.
Have morals & be strong in your beliefs.
Everyday until we decease.
Have a reason to be at peace.
Your child is a purpose to believe.
You are a person you can not leave.

Allergies of the past.
Unreached & trashed.
Never to heal.
Records are sealed.
Crimes get appeals.
History is unpeeled.
Misery & broken lives revealed.
Heart break & pain is feeled.
Resentment congeals.
Damage is real.
Suffering & sorrow deals.
No food & uneatten meals.
Faith, love, trust, sanity, contentment, happiness, your first born, & opportunities are stealed.

Leave the holiday lights alone.
Or we can find you a new home.
My leg is not a scratching post.
All these little things add up to the most.
Go to sleep all day.
Later we can play.
My phone charger cord is not a chew toy.
It causes stress not joy.
You jump on my coffee ***.
You can knock over the fan I thought.
You are a four legged menace.
Your hyperactiveness is relentless.
Don't mess with the contents of my purse.
Or my anger is dispursed.
Running around the room makes it worse.

Violating personal rights.
Airport security....absurdity.
COMPLETELY charming.
Defenses disarming.
Misdirected aviation.
Unmasked faces.
Innocent places.
A senseless structure making perfect sense.
Relentless courage.
Knows how to add & subtract zero's.
Equations with a sequel.
So you know what that equals.
Multiply & division.
Escape from the vision.
It's simple, right?
Like TIRED EYES, at night.
Misconscrudes as offendingly rude.
Guys too demanding.
Shields the inner core.
Protecting more.

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In the alley ...I mean in the valley.
Sunflowers surround & uglyiness is devoured.
A divine power with a rainfall shower.
Above the cliff hill morning glories dance in circles.
Like a gown of purple.
The world has alot of stories.
Eyes of green can be seen.
Beneath a halo of daisies.
Is your prince okay or a little crazy?
Would you have his baby?
Looking up at the grey sky.
A witness to beauty undenied.
Majestic swan watch the sunset with me.
A respect no one else can see.
A destiny meant to be.
A prince he is & always will be.
Hand in hand strolling through a mystical sea land.

old people waiting to die.
reflecting on what made us cry.
never knowing how where when or why.
extending lives money can not buy.
forever searching but never finding a soul mate that is the right guy.
nobody to ever talk to no one says hi.
staring eyes that pry.
boredom sighs.

Gaze upon the moon.
Moonlight illuminates the room.
Stars glitter & glow.
An enchanting beauty it bestows.
The cold night sky.
Makes me feel alive.
Not wanting to die.
An immortal existence.
Humanity has no resistance.
Fireworks penetrate the fog.
Gathering around the campfire on a log.
Rainbow colors that dont blur, you can see clearly. An image that depression is a cure.
A strength unweary.
Roasting marshmellow smores,
while the others sleep & snore.
Collecting more fire wood.
Right before me is where the grizzly bear stood.
He wanted food that is what I understood.
If you run they will attack.
The woods I wont be going back.
To live you have to stand still or try to climb a tree.
Don't run to the hills.
Just stay & be.
Animals smell fear. That much is clear.
Food attracts them. Tranqualize could be wise.

Would you travel miles to see smiles?
Someone with morals.
From another portal.
Someone who don't eat meat.
That is polite whenever we meet.
Someone private & discreet.
Someone strong.
To belong.
That doesn't prey on the weak.
Who can stand on their own two feet.
Someone to take the heat.
Someone organized & neat.
Who people they would never beat.
Lover's who don't cheat.
Strength you can't defeat.