We're friends
You said so
So did I
And we love each other
As friends do
Because we're friends
And you call me cute
Because that's what friends do
And I say I love your smile
Because I support you
So what if everyone
At your place
Thinks we're dating
So what if we're both
Chaotic lesbians
So what if I
Have a crush on you
So what if I
Think you like me too
We're friends
And that's where reality ends

I am okay now
I am clean
Wrists gleaming
When I walk outside
Draped in fairy lights

It's the sunny Tuesday
That I almost died
It snowed today
But I don't remember the weather back then
There's proof in the time
Truth between the lines
That I must be better now
But there's words in the air
Tangled in the storm clouds
Telling me I've lied