Once the bells have tolled and the roses are withered and wilted
I feel a continuous joy deep in my heart your loving embrace left untilted.
With you I dream of a time not quite here
A time of perfection what I know is near
A time where I could truly never be blue
And that my dear is when I meet you.

It takes your breath away,
Is the the pain worth it?
The short stutters
Why should they stay?

When you've lost all sense of control
You can try to live on your own
But you truly know its not right
Deep in your soul

Maybe its time to live and let die
Never again to feel another high

Do you remember me?
The hours past
I don't know why I can't sleep
What is wrong with me,
Who is he?

Do you remember the holiday?
When we could sleep
When the hours were blissful
Where life was a paradise
Maybe its because I insisted my way

Why do I smile?
When the hours do not pass?
When nothing will last
I can say I am afraid
Just let me sleep for awhile

I am confused about you
I don't even care
Or maybe I do
why can I breath?
Are we really through?

So many hours gone all alone
I don't remember who you are
What is wrong with me?
I can't even try
You ignore your phone

Hath no fear!
Your long forgotten lord is here
No need to be scared
As he is here to save you

You know him as the lord of despair
Lay down your arms stand bare
He Is your Shepherd and your very best friend
Heed these words

Give up as a whole
He’ll have your very soul.

The white vibrant tear of the may bell
Filling with despair as it fell
The glisten of hope dying
Unable to reach the bonfire
Truly making the situation dire
As the tear went flying

As beautiful as stone
Awkward and stuttered
Feeble in attempts yet deep
Preaching to me in fragile tone

Forming a dependency on me
Controlling and possessive
Cutting off my breath
Gripped by fear you cannot see

Hate me love me.
End we..

Plastic smile for plastic people
A smile thats bright
But when theres no more light
Broken and brittle

Revealing less then human
Just plastic
Flexible and moldable as elastic
Until broken and brittle.

Hope, what could it be exactly?
Something that makes us go on

The thing that makes us get up
When we fall down in dispare

Truly it gives us a lot
It dwells into our passions

Making a fire burn deep in our heart
Offering relief not only to the smart

I lure in the kindled spirits
hoping thou shall be uplifting
but I know better to fear it
will thou take a chance?

when thy destroys the kindled
making you no more then a husk
wishing we never mingled
thy creates the withered?

the broken husk...
crippled by thy honey covered word
leaving a sour musk

thy create the withered
But I am also the withered...

I just wanna wreck it
Just f**king end it
Let me go out with a blit
I wish to stop this hate
You making me cause this slit
Look into my eyes know its fate
But I know you have no time to wait…

Ask me to be something but my very name is hellish,
I disappoint you at every chance
Viewing me less then human
Am I still human?

You birthed me and maybe that's just selfish!
What is the point in me trying
When your words mock me,
I'm really not a fan

Your words eating at me almost ghoulish,
They destroy me so
Keeping me down
Making me feel not as a man...

Seems me thinking you could change is foolish.

Whether or not I knew where to go
Evan peers deep into thy soul,
Darker then the very crow,
Endless such a nightmare
Thou takes all from me,  as I'm a all time low....

My name brings darkness flow
I don't belong
Not even where the dead man go   Forgive my sins
My soul resembling a crow

I feel a cold touch
A white face with no feature Grabbing my hand
I feel calmed by the likes of such
I hear my my mother call as I walk with this creature Taking me to his land
His voice telling me making me no longer scared tightening his clutch
"Do not fear child, I'm only here to play"
taking me into a manor as I whisper "is everything going to be ok?" He then tells me "Keep calm child, your here to stay. "

You really are the sweetest I call it,
You really are the light of my life my dear
With thou it feels oh so clear, dear beauty
Thy make the divine no more than man
Your the one unable to compare thy
Luna with you I feel oh so complete
With you I am truly lifted
I look at thou dark chocolate eyes
I fall deeper and deeper for thy
Gazing into there beauty Luna
Making me feel as a Alpha dear
Seeing your oh so dark hair shinning
Oh so dreamy I cannot withstand
But to bow down and kiss thou sweet hand.